__________a n g e l in need of a direction

Thursday, February 20, 2003

[feeling] [[ bloody sleepy ]]
[listening] [[ nothing.. ]]
[wearing] [[ nothing.. ]]
[thinking] [[ i want to sleep ]]
[wishing] [[ for a good night of sleep ]]

today's sucky. english lesson, tinachung told me and some others to rewrite our essays. whateverr. -.- need to hand it in by next monday. i think i will rush it out like on sunday or something. =\ crap. then we had three science lessons. and two of them were practicals. i bet we pissed that anggayleng and hochengkam off today. hochengkam =\ for once see him being fierce, but it wasn't very successful. it turned out making him looked cuter than ever. we were late for physics practical for about 30 minutes. and anygayleng with her stupid seating arrangement in the science lab. started counting to ten and if we ain't settled down we need to change back to where we are supposed to sit. like i'm sitting where i'm supposed to sit. so bitch, shut up.

bio we did some worksheet analysis. and she told us about her kena transferred to sec fours the next week or something like that. gonna miss her, i was just starting to like her only recently. then now she has to go. quite sad. =( then amath she was in a bad mood. i was such a smartarse to have guessed it correctly. she wasn't in her "cheery" mood today with her eeky "gooood afteernooon girls". i wasn't in a very bad mood, but it doesn't mean i will listen to class. =| social studies leekimlan scolded us too. for don't-know what shit. and she went round checking whether we did our homework or not, and if we didn't we would get straight dc. i didn't and i crapped and lied to her that i was absent for a few days. =\ so she let me off. seriously either she's gullible or i'm quite pro in lying. i've been lying to her for damn long, be it for ppl last year or for ss this year, and if she found out, she probably would have killed me.

then it was art. did some painting. did the background like for more than 3 and a half hours. so crap. but miss tong commented that she likes my background. the toning or whatever shit lar. paint the stuffs we drew the last lesson. yep. make a big mess and had to clear it up. =| then art ended at 7 PM. reached home at 8 PM. the moment i stepped into the house, i saw a bloody pissed-off face in front of me. my mum. and she started scolding like mad that i didn't tell her that i was coming back home late today. like wtf. i told her like numerous times i will be home quite late every thursday due to art elect. and i told her my phone batt's flat. so i switched off my bloody phone. and that's why she couldn't contact me. and wth lar. she started accusing all those shits at me. like finee. imagine coming home dead tired with heavy bag and stuffs and no one came to fetch me from school and i had to come home by myself alone. and then this woman started nagging like shit to you, it sure will pissed people off man. maybe it won't to some, but it sure did piss me off. gave her that attitude she gave me and slammed the bloody door behind me. -.- darn.

so bathed and ate dinner and i'm feeling tired. i think i'm going sleep now. laters.

heaven by your side;
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