__________a n g e l in need of a direction

Friday, February 14, 2003

[feeling] [[ crazy ]]
[listening] [[ sorry seems to be the hardest word - blue ]]
[wearing] [[ white shirt + shorts ]]
[thinking] [[ catch me if you can's hella funny ]]
[wishing] [[ my roses won't die.. ]]

went to school today without learning tingxie. i so swear i was so dead. =\ i just can't memorise and remember chinese words for nuts.. like okay so whateverr.. didn't start my day quite well and was in a sucky mood for no reason. =| mad jac. went to class and received a little present from sherlyn which was so darn cute and a note from avonne. they just somehow brightened my day up. =) that means i owe them valentine's presents now. and sherlyn her birthday present too. =\ and stupid bf geraldine forgot totally about my present which she promised to get me yesterday! =( sad. so tingxie's in first lesson, i was right. i was quite dead. didn't know like tonnes of words. what the hell. screwed up everything. i just couldn't concentrate on anything. i wonder what i was doing. maybe i'm always that distracted in class. oh well. hey, but maybe it's 'cause i was having insomnia last night, or rather, this morning. excited over something unknown. probably 'cause it's valentine's. but i've got no idea why i was excited when i don't have a date. =\

then t'was recess. melissa tan got me and suefaye a rose each. like. oh man. so sweeet of her. lurve her heaps. =) so i was so happy, and i reckon i was smiling retardedly over a rose. went round the school accompanying mel and sue to take their nyaa forms, yadayadayada. and next was physics lesson. hochengkam came late today. very late. and i so swear that he was darn cute and funny and gay-ish but shitters. there's a test coming i think. was busy sms-ing people wishing them happy valentine's day 'cause i was super bored.

and english. tinachung gave us back our comprehension test. shucks. i failed the whole paper by 0.5 marks. how pathetic's that. -.- and weiling got both her sections the highest i think. zaikia. i seriously didn't know what i wrote and what i was doing that day. vaguely remember i was still drawing that art piece with a tap + a bottle + a shell + your hand. =\ sigh. no point crying over split milk now.

during assembly, i was still deciding whether i should go for math club and take that vjc math quiz selection test OR i go watch "catch me if you can" with stephanie lam. very fickle-minded and undecisive. assembly was about total defence day and giving those captains and leaders and chairpersons recognitions for their leadership..? something like that. was talking to sue and mel and pointing out those who are chio. =\

after that anggayleng's lesson, didn't call my index number to answer questions today. =) so i started taking out all my pens and drawing and designing my notebook. quite nice i guess. =\ whateverr. yea, didn't listen to her lesson yet again. like who cares? suefaye and i started being crappy and we were deciding whether i should go out. and yea, i decided to go out. so school ends. =) went to pavillion and met mrs newby regarding the geography trip to malaysia during the march holidays. helped sue and showed her our passports and gave her the cheques and consent forms. left and called kennethlui up. faked i was feeling unwell and asked if i could take my selection test on monday with melissa guay. he agreed. lucky me. gullible him. =) went to look for steph and co and found zing at the bus-stop. crapped a while then wasted a lots of time, and in the end she's still not going. -.-"

went to lido. bought food and ate. laughed laughed and laughed. watched the 3.15 PM "catch me if you can" show. the show was damndamn nice. =\ damndamn cool.. and oh man. it actually did happen. it's based on a true real-life story. like it's so unbelievable. and that guy leonardo dicarpio's acting as was actually acting in the show too! biyi's friend said that she's crushing that guy soon. he's such a smartarse. we didn't want to go home, so we walked around in wisma and after that i went home with biyi. biyi was super funny and hysterical about some incident that happened when i wasn't with them. something like stephanie fell from the escalator. =\ so we were laughing the whole trip home. couldn't stop laughing.

reached home. tried to save my rose 'cause it's dying without water. saw dad hogging the computer again. lazed around. ate my dinner and bathed. tadah! i'm online. with my rose alive i think.

oh wanna hear a joke?

"knock knock."
"who's there?"
"go f*ck yourself."

heaven by your side;
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