Saturday, February 22, 2003 [feeling] [[ happy ]] heaven by your side;
[listening] [[ it's all coming back to me - celine dion ]]
[wearing] [[ white tee + shorts ]]
[thinking] [[ the hot chick's hella funny.. ]]
[wishing] [[ i'm closer to three-oh-two.. ]]
anyway, prefect investiture. it was so bloody boring during the speeches. like there's a total of 5 speeches? from the principal, the guest-of-honour, the headprefect for 2000, 2002 and 2003. like whatever. not very short can. there's like thousand and one different colours for the other schools' blazers. i think blazers are quite funny, with stupid colours, and i seriously don't see the point of a blazer. but to think about it, you might be proud of the blazer while wearing it 'cause it's representing your very own school. =\ hate the feeling while wearing it. so bloody hot. i can't imagine them wearing those like without air-cons. =|
anyway, during the whole prefect investiture, i was grinning widely like a retard to michelle. and then she saw and grinned back. =)) and quite fast lar, the presentation of badges and stuffs. and it's the performance. the items put up by the prefectorial board were quite okay. those sec threes sang those bloody nice songs with actions and everything. damn funny, i was laughing at them. and i think beatrice saw me. =| and the sec fours, they were good too. really funny. but seriously quite lame. like the walking on sunshine and what's that song before that. laughing and laughing like a mad woman. hah.
and we had to bring our bloody chairs up to our own homeroom. then went out with biyi, angeline, julia, karen and sally. met a lot of people. like we were separated in the end. angeline and karen went on the first bus. then the rest of us waited for the next bus. wanted to drag steph along but she wanna go for her stupid debate. =p and stupid mel and suefaye and zing went to watch catch me if you can. so ack. went there met petrina, belicia, clare ryan, jiayan, cheryl and that.. bitch in lido. -.-
ate and went watch the hot chick. laughed like mad. probably everyone was laughing at me instead of the show. i think the whole cinema's drowned with my laughter.. =\ it's not that i did it on purpose. /..\ i couldn't help it alright. =)) heh. then walked to pacific plaza and went window-shop.. then to far-east to take neoprints. everyone was like damn chio and everything and i seriously think i ruined it. =\ then we went livia and julia + angeline left. but we met rennie + meixian. so we were looking around and karen bought something. we left without meixian and rennie and walked towards heeren. then on the way we met wang jing and bai wei. and we dragged them to heeren. but at hmv we lost wang jing and bai wei. so we went cine to meet biyi's friend. then biyi + karen left us.
so me and sally walked around in cine for a while and decided to go back to heeren where we met wang jing and bai wei again. walked around trying to find some birthday present for paula. then sally had to meet her friend so we went back to cine again. and i wanted to eat something. so i dragged bai wei and wang jing to kfc. sat there and talked cock to them. and they stopped me from being a guaikia to go back school for math club. so they insisted that we sat in there till 4 plus before we left so that i won't go back. =\ but we talked a lotsa stuffs.. got to know them better. their school sounded quite fun. =)
then went home alone. quite sad larr.. =( but besides that, i think today's a haaappy day. =) like when i'm alone. i will be quiet. damn quiet. i can't possibly be talking to myself. and then, it's just not so jac. okay maybe today i'm not very like my usual self except during the movie. i was damn silent. i don't know. today's class outing made me realised somehow. i'm still very attached to two-oh-four. somehow. i couldn't seem to communicate well with three-oh-two.
somehow, when those people from three-oh-two asked me who's my close friend in three-oh-two. i couldn't answer. then they asked me if sue and mel are my close-friends. i said no. why? i don't know. it's like they are two-oh-fourians. that's why i seemed closer to them. and it's 'cause mel and sue are bloody close together too. i felt like a bloody loner in my own class. shitters. it's not like today only okay. like.. aiya. you see the class starting to have cliques. seriously. and i'm like. i don't think i suit into any of them. okay. maybe they DO include me as one of them. but i don't seem to have the sense of belonging. =\
i feel like crying but i couldn't. i'm trying to tell myself things are not like what i think. but i couldn't. i need a hug. but no one's willing to give me that. they will end up saying i'm unstraight. -.- no one seems to understand that jac's seriously feeling lonely in her own bloody class. everyone thinks jac's very comfy with her own class. jac's not what they think she is and she has. she isn't very strong either. sigh. i think i'm not making sense again. saying i'm feeling happy yet i'm talking about this kinda stuffs. -.- laters
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