__________a n g e l in need of a direction

Friday, February 28, 2003

[feeling] [[ pissed off + screwed up ]]
[listening] [[ nothing.. ]]
[thinking] [[ sometimes my mum will just leave me alone.. ]]
[wishing] [[ she knows how i really feel.. ]]

been having a lotsa tests. didn't have the time to update. okay. excuses. -.- didn't really study for amath and chinese test. =)) aiya. just feel so bloody screwed these few days. and just came home later and later. like what the freak. reached home at 9 for art elective. it's not like i enjoy it a lot. maybe i seriously should quit. math club too. =\

[[ wednesday ]]
went to school like whatever. been sleepy nowadays. been really really down nowadays. really irritated. really pissed off. really. i'm gonna breakdown soon. nothing seemed to be happy. english nothing much. on newspaper. i wonder what's with newspaper. they can actually teach us on it for like weeks and weeks. then bio prac. the last lesson with tanbengchiak. gonna so miss her. =( bio pracs are silly somehow. maybe this is only the beginning. who knows.

higher chinese was on oral again. then social studies. couldn't remember what she'd said anyway. =\ did the library's collarpin design in her class though. then ace lesson. kept on running to and fro the toilet calling up childcare centres. it's not me who called lar. but then i was the one who digged out the childcare centres at least. so yep. i did some work at least. =) after that went for library. before that went to eat in the cafeteria. then something real stupid happened. stephanie called my name and then i stopped look around. then my books all dropped. then she sat there with sijia and laughed their asses off. -.-

went to library and lijie wasn't there so i was the day-leader instead. slacked a lot. like okay. i'm always slacking. but at least i did the design for the collarpin. left at 4.30 'cause freaking lawrencechang asked me to write some things out then could go home. everyone left at 4 except me and two seniors. freaked him. sat on the bus with missliah. talked to her a lotsa shit. she's so nice. love her to bits. if only my mum's that fun and whateverr like missliah. -.-

went home and sms-ed the whole class to pay 12 bucks for bio fieldtrip by tomorrow. then poleng sent me some cute smses. went to sleep quite late i think. 'cause i was doing some artpieces. so ugly. eek.

[[ thursday ]]
reached school so tired. went round collecting money for bio fieldtrip. stupid freaking meixian screwed up my freaking collection and i screamed at her for that. jac passed mel 12 bucks to pass to suefaye to me but mel left it on suefaye's table and when we asked whose 12 bucks is that, meixian said it was hers. so i marked it under her name. then later collect money reached jac then she said she paid then after all the explanation then realised it was meixian. so screamed from one end of the class to another. later she wrote a letter saying that she was seriously freaked out by me. [am i that scary. =\]

then the whole class got scared of me and all paid up. i paid for grace 'cause she was absent. so nice a treasurer right? -wink- then physics didn't understand a shit. i'm so dead for my sciences. -.- sigh. then he gave a quiz somemore. nearly died. replied sherlyn's letter basically the whole day. i don't know why took so long. =)) and chem pract was something on chromatography. -.- slept in the lab. sorta. =)) then pe.. miss goh's so nicee. =\ we played the game lar. i screamed like don't know what shit again. not that i want to. couldn't help it. too overly-excited.

then amath and emath sat with michelle tan and we crapped alot. =) love her too. she's so bloody nice. =) went to accounts' department with biyi to pay the bio stuff. so pro got receipts one. okay. i'm a mountain-tortoise. so what? =p then accompanied biyi. blablabla. english lessons were as usual. on newspaper. boring.

went to art elective and showed her my artpiece. then we did the homework in class. the mask-peeling thing. eww. it's gonna be gross. then anyway. someone brought hamsters there and me and geri started playing with them. =) so fun. and we ended classes at 7? sigh. went to scotts food court to eat xiaoguomian. =) very nice. dragged till 7.45 then went to popular to buy sherlyn and avonne their present. i'm officially broke after that. unless hadley pays me my hadley board stuffs. =\

reached home at 9 and slept at 10. couldn't be bothered to study for tomorrow's test.

heaven by your side;
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