__________a n g e l in need of a direction

Monday, February 17, 2003

[feeling] [[ shitty.. ]]
[listening] [[ duo ai zi ji yi xia - elva hsiao ]]
[wearing] [[ school blouse + pe shorts ]]
[thinking] [[ stupid vjc math quiz selection test's a killer.. ]]
[wishing] [[ i've got nothing on in march holidays! ]]

didn't start quite well in the morning today. marmie overslept and i overslept too.. supposed to wake up at 5.45 AM and i woke up at 6.10 AM instead. and the school bus reaches at 6.25 AM everyday. shitters. rushed to the toilet, brushed my teeth, packed my bag, just grabbed anything and yadayadayada. rushed out of the house. marmie accompanied me down and pissed her off by being dao and shrugging my shoulders while she asked me some stupid question. =\ didn't mean it though. and it drizzled. hate rainy days. =\ anyway, luckily the bus didn't come yet, i reached there just on time. =) plopped onto the bus and slept like a pig again. whateverr..

reached school, went homeroom. usual stuffs. slept and crapped around. arh. starting to miss peypey.. didn't see her for a few days already. nevermind jac. you'll get to see her tomorrow. =\ bio's first lesson. tanbengchiak.. went to the field to do some practical thing. stupid field's wet. kinda gross.. =| and we are supposed to do something like estimating how much what-the-heck-grass are there on the field i think. sounded lame, looked lame, seriously lame. couldn't be bothered. still very sleepy. decided to squat somewhere away from the grasses on the pavement and be the recorder of the group today. -.-

then recess wasn't very interesting. =\ can't remember anyway. =| i just remembered me and meixian crapping that we missed adriel yap. and we saw him right in the canteen. =| english lesson.. we went through the comprehension summary again and then we went through the commonwealth essay. michelle tan's essay's gonna be sent for the competition i think. tinachung asked her and some others to read their essay out because theirs were quite good. oh everyone passed i think. thank god. but i bet i'm one of those whom she wanna see or something. =\ oh crap. heck.

li lao shi's lesson. she came late i think. and she wasn't in a very good mood today i guess.. she gave back our tingxie II and i passed luckily. =) 5 marks less and i would have failed. =\ went through two worksheets and we had this small kao cha on the spot. =\ i think i screwed it up. oh whateverr.. my chinese's gonna die. my chinese 'O's dead for sure.

physics lesson next. hochengkam. he was teaching us and giving us the answer to one of the worksheets. i wasn't listening. i was replying avonne's letter i think. and then ohman. he embarrassed me today. it went something like..

hochengkam: i think i remember saying something like i'm gonna give you all a small quiz this week
me: -shake head- no you didn't
hochengkam: nevermind, you shall have a quiz this week then. it's mcq by the way. and since thursday's practical, most likely your quiz will be tomorrow.
me: -pout-
hochengkam: the aim of the quiz is to see whether you understand the topic and to check whether you all are reading the notes i've given you. i know some of you didn't.
me: -nod head-
hochengkam: so most likely you all will get more quizzes in the near future
me: =cO -gasp-
hochengkam: [loudly] jacqueline, i like your reactions.
me: 0_0 -hide behind suefaye, shrieking + laughing-
everyone: -turns around and looks at me-

anggayleng's lesson. she's teaching whatever separation methods. i wasn't listening again. copying amath assignment. shitters i forgot amath assignment to be handed in today can. =\ copied sue's and went on doing my own chem notes. =) aiya. so yadayadayada.. waiting for school to end. desperately. met steph outside the classroom and went to meet kennethtan. =\ talked to him with steph for damn long. almost half-an-hour.

and then i rushed to the pavillion to meet kennethlui. wowwow. two kenneths. =\ i was ten minutes late though. supposed to take the make-up selection test for that vjc math quiz. seriously i doubt any of the sec threes can get in, okay, maybe except people like sara oon and janice heng. those zaikias. the rest of the team should be from the sec fours. i don't think the prc scholars will have any chances, though their chances of getting into the team are higher than us. but they couldn't really understand the questions in english, so i guess it's a big thing that kennethlui had to consider about.

anyway, met melissaguay and we just crapped. couldn't solve the questions. bloody cheem. and 28 questions to solve in one and a half hours. couldn't focus and concentrate for that long for math. wasted most of the time watching the band. =\ and stoning. so we tikam-ed. was talking about how shibai it was the gathering on hari raya. it didn't work out in the end and stuffs. =( oh and a big bunch of people was walking round the whole school, for what, i don't know. and it rained damn heavily. thunders and lightnings. damn loud. freaked me out. =\ stupid phone was vibrating like mad. =| and it was still drizzling by the time we finished it but i still went to fareast burgerking alone for lunch at 4.30 PM. amazing. dilly-dallied again. took a train home. swear i saw a butch. =| right in front of me somemore in the train. freaked out. by the time i reached home. it's almost 6.30..

switched on the computer, came online.. started sms-ing again. gonna go eat my dinner soon. laters.

heaven by your side;
x 8:32 pm