__________a n g e l in need of a direction

Tuesday, March 25, 2003

[feeling] [[ irritated + pissed ]]
[listening] [[ if you're not the one - david bedingfield ]]
[thinking] [[ screw elearning ]]
[wishing] [[ someone in school kena sars when school reopens ]]

did my freaking emath assignment 'cause danen dardie said must start doing homework. melmomma don't think wai. and manyan was doing it too. so yea. felt guai anyway. then really couldn't do. and anyway. that day weixun was showing me theirs. so funky and cool. and so i showed danen my account. yes momma. don't think waiwai again okay? and asked him to look at the questions and we discussed together. *whee. bloody tough. even danen that zaikia had to think like so bloody long for two questions. but i realised i'm a tad more how-to-say. observant? i just see more stuffs than he does. like finally i finished doing at 2 AM. got fullmarks. so bloody happy. =)

went to sleep and woke up 2 PM. bloody brother hogged the farking computer. was bloody pissed. ruined my mood. was feeling so guai to go on encarta to do my homework then. watched tv. my brother screwed the computer as usual. screw him as well. then to add on my bad mood, FREAKING ENCARTA DID I-DON'T-KNOW-WHAT TO MY ASSIGNMENT. ALL GONE! MY FULLMARKS. =( and the time i wasted to do my assignment. and to think not only i'm wasting my own time. i wasted danen's too. very paiseh ler. i mean like he has his own homework too. and i saw their homework lorr. =| and so i emailed mrs pey.

Hi Mrs. Pey,
I'm Jacqueline Lim Fang Ru [16] of Secondary 302. Regarding Sec 3 E Maths Lesson 1, I finished it early this morning at about 2 AM and was quite happy when I saw that I'd got 15/15. But unfortunately, it was reset or I-don't-know-what-happen, when I opened my account today again at 5 something PM, the assignment was on the list of undone assignments and unmarked. When I checked the assignment, my answers were all gone! And it's like now I've 9/15 instead of my 15/15. How Mrs Pey?

then later freak. no mood liao lar. complained and complained and complained. screw elearning screw RGS. screw everything. why does she wanna copy RI with their irritating don't know what learning and long days and 5-day cycle instead of REAL holidays and prep time and 8-day cycle. feeling like crashing the computer and whacking my head against the wall so i'll end up in the hospital and i won't be able to do anything and my brothers won't screw the computer and everything. that's good huh.

blasting my speakers with my playlist seriously help a little. to chill me down. meixian said i really need that. but i realised all the songs so lurve-sick! but ack. they're nice can liao. =) fark. burst this pimple and now it's bleeding. eek. ackackackackack. kanasai. today's so shitty.

and i was just finding some stuffs. found that book "could you love me like my god?" and the card weizhi made specially for me. missing him loads now. he's just so sweet and matured. miss the time we had and the games we played together. so nice of him. still remembered he got me ice-cream when i was busy drawing. =( this is getting saad. just wondering, did i ever hug him? and we lost contact like very soon. he wrote me a letter and i replied back. and that's all. seriously i don't know what exactly happen that stop us from contacting each other. i wonder if weizhi still remembers me? =| and i wonder. did he really like/crush me a lot?

heaven by your side;
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