__________a n g e l in need of a direction

Friday, March 21, 2003

[feeling] [[ sianified ]]
[listening] [[ all the things she said - t.a.t.u ]]
[thinking] [[ brain's dead ]]
[wishing] [[ social studies test can go to hell ]]

i realised how lohsoh i am. so i think i will try my best to keep stuffs short and sweet. =) was talking to ben last night. did his quiz with danen doing first. danen got 70 and i got 90. yes. i cheated. =\ slept quite early compared to when i normally sleep in holidays. woke up at 12:45 PM marmie was expecting me to wake up later. was online and talked to people as usual. and i was eating non-stop. i'm growing fat. ohno. =p

was talking to weixun and he was saying danen and him were thinking of having a gathering in the holiday i assumed which seemed so impossible afterall it's already friday today. and danen was lazy to organise. so i was suggesting we could have some dinner without any other activities after rg sports day. and anyway the next day's good friday and it's in bishan. so i guess it's quite a good one? /..\ but i'm not gonna say anything to anyone. 'cause that only means i may have to organise it or something. which im so utterly disappointed about. it's sucha failure can. like it's almost four months and nothing's organised. oh shuttup jac. if you want some gathering. then you organise. arh. forget it then. you expect those rg math clubbers besides maybe a few slackers to go..? those real muggerish kinda people? dream on.

then tc talked to me. right. the third ex-classmate who talked to me like after a long time. anyway. he went johor mount ophir i think. for mountain-climbing. right. no wonder he's there at the checkpoint. [am i supposed to say that?] and i told him why i was there. yea. laugh if you want to. i feel so retarded. see him there didn't say hi or anything. after that came back to singapore. and we talked about it.

and denise. after a long time which seemed like decades. finally got the chance to talk to her. aww. miss her bloody loadsa. and she said she miss my laughter most! =) and i forced her to say she miss me. *whee. talked about school stuffs. her school seriously is bloody cool can. but she said it's like very boring 'cause it's always the same old routine.

anthony's updating me with rg robotic don't know what shit result lar. i mean i don't give a damn about them anyway. ack him. but funny. he just started talking to me yesterday. for i don't know what reason. and i always got a very bad feeling. call it paranoid or whateverr. but whenever my friends from mixed schools talked to me suddenly. he/she is bound to matchmake me to someone else they know. =\ irritating.

anyway. somebody watch some movies with me can? jac's so bloody bored at home. -glares at stupid steph- and ooo. i don't know what homework are there. die. =p

heaven by your side;
x 8:10 pm