__________a n g e l in need of a direction

Thursday, March 20, 2003

[[ yesterday ]]
supposed to wake up like at 7:00 AM to prepare myself to reach school by 9:00 AM to see leekimlan regarding some stupid presentation at teachers network the next day and for cca camp later on. and guess what i slept till 11:00 AM and rushed to school like at only 12:30 PM. -.- then prepared my station with xinyi. was one of the station-masters of the day. then my station was the amazing race i think. laid the library books outside the science labs. and the balloons. and ohmygosh. there's this part of the corridor that the balloons just burst themselves. me and xinyi were so freaked out later on. and saw a balloon just ran and hid. and sometimes screamed =\ and we were so evil. wet a lot of people. with water. =) so we were like officially the evil partners. =\

slacked around and smsed. and we ate pizzas for dinner. and these few juniors pissed me out and i was like went up to them. stared at them real fiercely. ordered them like it was not so me. and lijie was like telling someone. "ohmhgosh. i think jac's really pissed. i've never seen her that serious before. she's always laughing and cheerful." then they had some vote for the library collarpin. *yay. mine has the most votes. =) i wonder if there's any prize.

and anyway. we've got this nitewalk. as usual. i'm always in it. guess where i'm in charge of? the bloody male toilet at some ulu corner behind stupid library! and i had to stay there for one and half hours screaming at people to freak them out. and it was dark somemore. irritating. just 'cause xinyi wasn't very effective in doing so. and i caused like two people to cry. and one to run off. too freaked out. and most of them screamed. then there's this bloody freaking shiitty erking bimbo. was like i think she's bloody freaked. but she went like. mmm? hi. rolleyes man. but anyway. i'm officially like the evilevil person. whatever. sigh. met melmama and talked to her for a while. couldn't remember what we talked about.

went home myself again. stupid stephanielam went watch chicago and emperor's club without me?! stupid woman. i hate you! LOL. and came online like it was really late and i was crapping. to pars. =) planning a shopping spree after presentation after that. cool. i've got a long list of stuffs i wanna buy. =)) sorry zing. but we go together again in eweek okay?

do i look like i have a bf? do i look scandalous + bimbo + buayee? and am i? =\ i'm quite irritated with people nowadays. saying that i am. sigh. i mean i don't give a damn to what you think i am. i don't give a damn what you say about me. what really pissed me off is when you don't know me well and you say that shit to me. like. gee. f*ck off. no rights for you to tell me that eh. and i'm thinking. if people thinks that i've a bf. then in the near future if i ever wanna get a bf. how am i gonna get one? like everyone thinks i'm attached and won't wanna approach poor single me? crap. it's quite faraway.

[[ today ]]
woke up at 9:10 AM and i cried like a shittard after i woke up and realised i was bloody late for my math training. and then my mum was giving some funny attitude i was like whatever. she was saying how i was saying no need go don't know what lar. i don't know what i'd said. i don't know i even told her something. i thought i just slept through. then got a bit crazy and just cried and cried like neverending. so she shut me up by saying there's this bossini jacket which is really nice. go buy it yourself for your own birthday present and she will pay for it.

went out of house and went somerset mrt station to meet parsley ong who's like 45 minutes earlier for i don't-know-what-reason. i said luckily i was early for 15 minutes and she started scolding saying what 11:00 AM early meh. that goondu thought that we were supposed to meet at 11:00 AM when she said 11:15 AM herself! went out of the mrt station anyway and took a taxi to the teachers network. roamed around and got there. saw shirleytan and leekimlan and waited in the library while we were busy preparing. then went it room 3 and sat there for one hour listening to shirleytan and leekimlan to present. and waited for our pathetic 10 minutes to present.

rained like shit later on but we still got a taxi and went to orchard mrt station. met cheryl and ate at taka macs. cheryl saw her ex-classmate and her church friend. o.0 later on went shop in op. wanna get that blue bag but they say it's not nice so i didn't. then went hangten. bought this real nice shirt. =) pars had to go. so yea. me and cheryl walked around. went to elle and other place and went to bossini and got my 58 bucks jacket. =)) my mummy's paying. and stopped at the stadium and bought that jansport bag. so nice. cost me 69 bucks. ack. then walked to lucky plaza and saw jiarui. teased her for a while. went lucky plaza and bought this pair of slippers with cheryl. 2 for 7 bucks. so that means 3.50 each. so bloody cheap! =) very happy after that. but had to lug them all home =( got home and gramma was nagging like whatever.

online now. talking to this guy-exclassmate i haven't been talking to for ages. strange. another guy-exclassmate also like sorta contacted me this few days. mmm.. laters.

heaven by your side;
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