Saturday, April 19, 2003 [feeling] [[ happy ]] heaven by your side;
[listening] [[ eternal flame - human nature ]]
[thinking] [[ oraoraora. ]]
[wishing] [[ tests to go and die ]]
right. didn't go to school 'cause i didn't feel like it? right. heh. okay. 'cause i was having a sore throat, a cough, a flu, gastric pain and the list went on. =\ so slept till 11 plus then my mum decided to dig me out of my bed and dragged me to the dreaded clinic. my doctor nagged at my mum as usual. what lack of sleep and everything and gave me 2 days' mc. like *yay or what. like i totally did not wanna the kaocha. =)) so nice. and my mum asked me if i'm primary or secondary 3 exactly. everyone in secondary schools went back to school on monday and you're going back on wednesday like the primary school kiddies. =\
went home and came online. but decided to carry on sleeping 'cause the headache's pretty bad. and *yay. i didn't switch off the computer properly. and when my dad wanna use the computer. he couldn't switch it on. =\ so he asked me to get the hella outta my bed and i couldn't be bothered to do anything so i just anyhow said computer crashed again. and went back to sleep. woke up at 10 PM i think and checked the computer. i really crashed the computer like the second or third time this year. this year only gee.
did some homework and listened to my mum crapped as usual. and she's planning to shift house. yep. as in really. so *yay. like finally. will get rid of one of the naggers in my house soon. okay. so she's talking about the furnitures and stuffs in the new house. =) nice everything nice. but i guess there's a budget or something. aiya whatever. as long as no gramma. *whee. but i hate the idea it's in tampines. cannot take any trains going to the east anymore. must be the one to pasir ris. eeks. and it's right at the east-end of singapore. not like bedok's of any better. but still.
and i'm not sure whether she will get me a laptop or something. and she said i must really save money now that we're shifting house. not like i'm not saving now. i'm always saving okay. that's why i've got money when i go for a major shopping spree. =p right. and cut down the number of movies i watch. movies are better i seriously think. and the miserable tv in your room ain't very nice to watch vcds with. like when gramma's hogging the big tv. ugh. right.
after that watched jacky woo's show. damn funny. my mum was watching and she was laughing like mad. but she couldn't laugh out loud 'cause everyone's sleeping so she's practically rolling on the floor. *wahahah. okay. and me too. and i'm like tearing also. heh. jacky woo's fullashit. damn funny. okay. i'm cheena-ified. you've got a problem with that? hurhur.
[[ tuesday ]]
ended up sleeping till i don't-know-when. did some homework and stuffs. kept on sms-ing 'cause computer crashed and that's the only thing i could do. benedict sms-ed me and asked me how's my day. and i said i was on mc. he said he was almost chased out when he said he has a cough. i died laughing man. as in. maybe it's not that funny like this when i re-told it. but the way he phrased it in his sms is really funny. =))
and like when i didn't go online these few days. i felt more accomplished in doing my homework. okay. maybe i should really stop coming online that often and long. reflectionreflection. i've always been online for like let's see. 5 PM to maybe say 1 AM on weekdays. that's like 8 hours already. and during weekends and holidays, it will be like 12 PM - 3 AM kinda thing. 15 hours long. which is mad.
and i'm really useless when it comes to tests. i either chicken out last minute and refuse to come to school. sometimes it's not my fault lar. the timing was really right. but the rest are like. okay. nevermind. and either that i will face it and one. flunked it 'cause i anyhow did them. two. still flunked it 'cause i didn't understand the teacher. three. i'm supposed to flunk like amath but i didn't flunk like what she wanted me to do so probably.
oh. and i complained about wongtokcock to my mum before that mad woman got a chance to talk craps to my mum. like i brainwashed my mum and convinced her that wtk's a fussy old spinster that picks on me for no reason. even when i passed her test with really flying colours. haha. my mum said she's a fussy woman who's just thinking of her 'face' 'cause i didn't listen to her lesson also did quite okay for my test. and wonder what's wrong with me. like saying nonsense stuffs to me and standing in front of me for 5 minutes during the test 'cause she's scared that i will cheat? hurhur. i'm just too smart. -wink- so yes. my mum's convinced that wtk's a mad woman. *yay.
[[ wednesday ]]
finally went back to school but i didn't wanna sit in front so i sat behind with meixian at angeline's seat 'cause angeline wasn't in school. yep. basically talked cock lar. and didn't really listen to the lessons. got my worksheets back and gawd. 21 something over 35 i think for my chemistry test?! like i just sat there and anyhow did it. like *whao. okay. heh.
according to them, peypey said that they changed our seating arrangement to let us have a different points of view of the white board. like what the. and the tallest will sit behind like hello?! i'm taller than for example angeline who's right at the back and i bet i'm like taller than 3/4 of the class. even peypey herself. so what's her problem?! obviously it's some asshole who complained and complained about me i bet. fullashit. tsk.
higher chinese was about something i can't remember. damn crap that's all i know. and social studies that arh-arh woman ain't here. for some courses i think. *whee. nice. or else she will talk non-stop about empathy and other stuffs besides good governance and merger and separation. i think we had bio too. fullashit. i really can't stand her voice can. ugh. feel like punching her face like that.
ace was crap too. and the teachers just so lurve standing beside me. -.- *yay. okay. so the topic was on attitude. okay. are they referring to me or something? 'cause i bet wtk doesn't like mine for sure. -nodshead- so it was on positive and negative thoughts and what's happiness? huili wrote happiness's impossible to achieve. maybe.. maybe not. actually it depends on whether the person's easily satisfied with what he/she has. and i think someone wrote "i have a friend with a pizza face" under negative thoughts. and someone wrote "at least i can her face" in positive thoughts. damn funny. =))
later on went for duties again. so sian one. and for once like in my whole life or something. i got shelving back as a duty. for the past weeks i have been doing counter. so yea. and tissina didn't come! so i was the only one shelving. so many books. but i just sat down and read most of them. princess' diary's nice. and the continuation of it's nice as well. =) might wanna borrow it soon. and i was like sitting with the shelves unshelved and the trolley in front of me. and i took a chair and sat down. then this woman walked past and started laughing. =\ hurhur. okay then my junior yihui was like exclaiming later on after i finished "OMG JAC! you finally did your duty for like ONCE?!" and she went on saying how she never ever saw me doing anything for the past two years. right. and i borrowed "HELP! my family is driving me crazy! - a survival guide for teenagers" damn true and damn funny. been laughing and laughing while reading it. and i even abandoned my homework to read it till 2 AM i think. and i finished it on that day itself. *whee.
[[ thursday ]]
first day sitting right in the front in the middle of the class. fullashit. i felt so guai for once. physics lesson. he gave us this worksheet and wanted us to do. but he stopped us half-way to talk to us. and i think he got the main point across and he continued talking crap. then suddenly he looked at me, "you all may do your worksheet now." like i paused because i didn't know how to do. not because i wanna listen to what you're saying. =\ then i actually attempted some of the freaking questions alright. how great. same applied to chem i tell you. my worksheets some were filled in. =.= my gosh. jac's turning muggerish. diee.
then pe. alina wee. mmm.. nice? yea. played basketball as usual but 3 rounds round the damn field's hella one thing that i hated most. or anything above 3 rounds. i won't wanna do it and i won't lurve to do it when i've got no stamina at all. basketball was screwed. right. just anyhow played. =\ the prc scholars are really funny. and really nice as well. ooo. getting to lurve them more and more. =)
the rest of the lessons were like craps. the maths teachers came. one was talking non-stop about what modulus function?? right. didn't come for the previous lesson. ended up doing the previous part of the worksheet instead othe later part. =) i think i pissed her off man. =)) and emath. peypey's really a big fat butt. gosh. it's like right beside me. eww. and it's like ugh. i don't know. the ohp's beside me. and while she's teaching she's standing. and her butt's like shifting here and there. gross.
anyway. after school ended, went to find and wait for geraldine. went to art room and told mrs neo i wanna quit. she agreed to let me drop it. but she said she's quite sad and she felt that it's damn wasted, damn a pity. 'cause like she said i'm reallyreally good. =| okay. that got me like really indecisive. but i think i said i quit means i quit huh? yea. but she requested that could i give her my masking artpiece. so that she could put them up on art fest. =| okay. i think it's a reallyreally big privillege. and that's the last thing i could do for aep. okay. i'm still having this mixed feeling about my decision to quit art. was it a tad rash or something. -ponders-
but someone said this when i was outside the art room. she's in art club as well as aep. she was saying that aep's stressful and damn dry. no matter how talented you are. how troo. and brenna tied her hair up! so chio now. hehe. okay. so she was saying how wasted how everything how blablabla i'm so good at it but i quit. and she will miss me every thursday. =) and she got a really pretty new handphone. *whee. went to macs after that with geraldine and ate my dinner. aww. so nice with my dahling bf. =) and it's her birthday on saturday. happy birthday girl! jac lurve yooo.. must really think of something to give that woman.
[[ today ]]
woke up at 10.45 AM. then sat around and played games and stuffs. was just dilly-dallying around. then at 11.30 decided to pack my stuffs to go steph's house for her dad's physics tuition. and at 11.58 AM. steph smsed me and said she'll be late and she just got out of the house or something like that. and i was like huh?! no one told me it's 12 PM..!! and i was like still at home at 12?! fullashit. haha. reached there at 1.30 PM. like *whee. another record. kanasai. i thought my record's bad enough. okay. maybe it's around the same. that time met pars also like that. i think it's 1.5 hours late 'cause i overslept. and geri that time she called to wake me up but i slept while she nagged at me to get out of my bed. and that time watching the ya-ya sisterhood. that one was funny. =\ but bad impression. tsk. 45 minutes late and everyone was already at lido and i was like still at home. -wink-
okay. i reached there and i was like so smart. zing said they were at level three. so i went there and sms-ed her. but i didn't want to look like a retard standing there waiting for a sms. so i decided to walk up to some stalls selling gifts. and i saw ziying's and zihua's head. tadah! found them. hurhur. bought my breakfast + lunch and went to steph's house straight. on the bus journey, we were like talking and chatting. so nice. =) okay. and i found out something that i'm not supposed to find out.
like okay. you know what. i don't think i give a damn seriously. like what i've said before. a blog is a diary. and that blogger has his/her freedom to write anything he/she wants. some people just lurve bitching. like you know i admit i am one of them. but like i care? so if the reader gets irritated with it 'cause of some unknown reasons. there's a [x] just up there. click that and everything will be gone. so no use to get angry or disappointed or anything with it. it's your own fault if you wanna to read the person's blog and found out something you didn't wish to find out. and yes. i'm a bitch. like but is that my business if you found that out? yep. that's it. oh. and i hate people who read others' blogs and didn't tag or leave a note in his/her guestbook. kinda irritating 'cause i don't know what's their problem. tsk.
anyway. reached steph's house and had the tuition. okay. really had fun. so nice. like steph's dad's damn funny. and everything's just so fun and not dull like hochengkam's lesson. tsk. and oh. the best thing was. they are all 204rians. =) *muuah 204rians02. we rox forever yea. -wink- okay. and i don't know why. ziying was like the point of reference for one or two times. i was like the reference point for the rest of the lessons. =\ haha. right. and ooo. the formula are like so many and my brain's so filled with them right now. kinematics are okay now. but the problem is. what about my dynamics?!
jiahui's father drove us to boonlay mrt station. *whee.. i think her father damn young can. like okay. and i thought my father was young. my father's 35 years old anyway. so like. okay. even if her father's 35. he looks much more younger than that. like *whao. really. anyway went to jurong point again with zihua. lurve that girl loads sometimes. just so funny. =) and she's got a big appetite. -nodshead- walked around after we had our dinner and got new socks! okay. she got a pair for herself and another for christie. and i got myself two pairs of white socks. they ain't very bookable i guess. better than ankle socks that is. yup. 4 for 10 bucks. cheap like mad. didn't buy other stuffs 'cause she's rushing to tampines mall to watch johnny english with shiyun and cheryl i think. hurhur.
got back home at 9 plus and saw uncle nicholas. computer's fixed! read some of the blogs. and quote from meixian on wednesday, "... todae is fullacrap. i mean what can you expect with jacq lim fang ru sittng beside you right. its like non-stop under-the-table smsing, look up, tok crap, back to sms. ahaha. ..." meixian! not all the time okay. i'm guai. -wink- and i didn't really sms on wednesday. should ask suefaye how much more i did last time. -sticks out tongue- okay. and talking crap's my forte. you've got a problem with that eh? right. laters.
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