Monday, April 07, 2003 [feeling] [[ really bored + pissed ]] heaven by your side;
[listening] [[ year 3000 - busted ]]
[thinking] [[ pissifying minigolf! ]]
[wishing] [[ i shall be guai to do homework ]]
and another thing. what the hell is wrong with his brain. does he have one? or it's too overused or something? i know he's some smartass who's supposed to get what. 10 or 11 A1s i don't care. but he still need to get a new damn life with a new freaking brain. =| and i wonder who's that stupid woman who crushes him now as danen told me about joseph saying that to him. -rolleyes- but that i don't even wanna to bother about. the thing is, why the fuck does he need to tell the whole freaking world he thinks or rather danen told him allan said something about liking me?! like firstly. he's not involved. secondly. i don't know him well. thirdly. of all people he went to tell jiarui who's like from my ex-classmate and she knows nothing about this allanshittyling?! and fourthly. he didn't know how the whole thing exactly happened! and the list goes on. screw him.
and while i'm like pissed with this stuff. he kept on introducing people to me and danen like. okay. i know you know lotsa people. like SO?! i don't give a damn. then he introed this jermaine, then this rgs scholar i assume that got 10 or 11 A1s last year so she's our senior or whatever he said. like okay. so what she's from rgs. so what she's got 10 A1s? like i care? i mean i don't even want a 10 A1s or something. it's just so impossible for me this mad woman. so shuttup about this and stop buayaing like right in front of me okay? like wanna flirt. shoo off from me. kanasai. and then he added this guy who's like having as big ego as him saying he's used to be from ri. a tracker and someone in red cross. a prefect who's the discipline head. and okay. this one not so bad. showed me his blog which is quite cool with quotes. but the thing is this farking joseph came along and pestered me if tony wang came to talk to me. like what? is that your business?! and he came to talk this whole shit what do you think is danen shuai?! and he asked danen if i'm chio?! sheesh. it ended up me sorta scolding him. like hullo a sec 3 girl scolding this j1 guy? gee.
okay jac. chill. hurhur. anyway. danen got me real hooked on playing minigolf! damn fun. what par! bogey! double bogey! and birdie! *whee. okay. my score's like 3 points. and he got -7 i think. which is like really zai. i swear i will improve! but 3 points not bad considering i had like more than 10 points at first. and he played a lotsa times already. so yep. i will catch up! *whee. and the characters are quite cute. haha.
parsley was saying good luck to me yesterday after i told her the truth about the trick. and the thing that that paragraph was talking about some other guy. okay pars. maybe you didn't get the whole picture. 'cause the thing is right. i think the introducer will sooner or later read my diary. so i can't talk about it that much. and all those details. but anyway. that guy and i met like 2 days after we talked online. which was like really scandalous if that introducer got to find out and stuffs. considering like the introducer's a bit. too unscandalous. aiya. anything lar. so the thing was. we agreed on this that we never ever tell this introducer about meeting each other. and that we would just say we're cousins should we meet someone we know. okay sorry steph. i lied that time i met you in kino. i wasn't meeting my cousin. i was meeting him. =|
anyway. it was only both of us at first until his friend decided to tag along 'cause his friend's mum went to his house. so i think both mummies were chatting and that guy felt extra there or something. yep. and like okay. not my usual self that day lar. 2 guys 1 girl. so i didn't talk much and well, handphone kept vibrating. so just sms-ed all the way. okay. and like. he paid for me the movie. and he was like really quiet and his friend was ranting away non-stop. and his friend got lost from both of us while walking. so like. yea. there's this teeny weeny bitta time when we were together alone. like he's really nice and everything. like what bernie's said "strong, sweet and silent guy". okay. the thing is i don't know why. maybe both of us are shy or what. got back never talked online ever since. and i was like quite.. pissed with it lar. then before i went math immersion, we talked again and he realised i know his this ex-classmate and he said he thinks we're together. so i was like quite sad. and went off to math immersion just like that.
never talked to him until christmas. he suddenly said merry christmas so i was like quite happy. and he stopped talking..? and same thing happened for new year's eve. but we did talk a lil more that day. nothing much too. i don't know why. but i can crap like a lot with other people. but i just couldn't with him. =.= and after obs. 'cause i think that few days i was at home i was online and stuffs. so like at 2 AM he added me into this conversation with his friend. like okay. so i started talking his friend who is really nice too. so now guess what. i stopped talking to him at all and i'm talking to his friend instead. which is like so saddening knowing that it's just really impossible and things just won't work out the way you want it and you don't know what he's thinking. and i don't know lar. =.= ack.
angeline sms-ed me today. she's like really funny. and oh. we agreed on sending each other funny smses should we have any! and she's really responsible too. how to say. okay. i think like the group members of ours for service learning are like acking and everything and only both of us are concerned about it. so she's just so sweet to contact the childcare centre. she's just ohman. so nice a babe. *whee. lurve her loads. *muaacks.
asked danen to download some songs like complicated and sk8erboy and eternal flame and u make me wanna and i know i loved you and year 3000 and a lot more. haha. okay. getting mad. really. =)) and oh! got the coolcool code from harry without needing to kiss him! ain't i zai? -wink- and momma. i might not wanna go ora afterall. i don't know why. don't feel like going. and i'm tired of asking you guys to meet. like no one's willing and i'm the only girl who's like enthu about it. so might as well just ack. i can spend the time shopping or doing something else. and i don't want to go ora 'cause i don't really wanna meet some people there. kinda freaky. but then again i wanna go there for the farn of it. -ponders- ack. laters. mummy's gonna come and scream at me any moment.
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