Sunday, April 20, 2003 [feeling] [[ screwed up ]] heaven by your side;
[listening] [[ damaged - tlc ]]
[thinking] [[ stupid kl geography fieldtrip worksheet ]]
[wishing] [[ i'm a superwoman ]]
woke up at 2 plus and thought it was a sunday. so stupid. but 'cause like the day before's good friday. so. sigh. wanted to go for the chinese debate but no one in my class was going. okay. there's only like 3 person going. and all three of them i'm not so very close with. i think. and ziying and stephanie didn't tell me they are going!! =( -pouts- and stupid meixian said she wanted to go. but she didn't go in the end. how sad. saw mum hogging tv watching hokkien opera. like she's laughing and laughing. right. and my dear brother was hogging computer doing his homework. had nothing to eat yet again. sigh. ate toast. i don't know what i'm doing. but it seemed like i'm having a long-term diet or something. i don't eat breakfast. and sometimes dinner is mixed with lunch. so there's only one meal. what the hell.
oh. so my gorilla aunt and my monkeyified cousins ain't over. how great. =)) i tell you they're just a buch of baichibaihe people. whom i think when they are over my gramma and my aunt treat my mummy like a maid or something. my aunt doesn't help out in washing the veggie and everything for dinner okay. and i doubt she gave my gramma any money for her dinner and stuffs and money for my gramma, basically for her to spend lar. never i think. and she came here and took everything that seemed nice and she came here with lotsa bags of stuffs like some stuffs to ask her dear mom to sew or something. how irritating. and my cousins are always here making a big din and i'm like cannot watch tv cannot listen to anything cannot everything like that. irritating. and they watch wwe for gossake. okay. not like i don't watch. but like. ohman. they are just like bengs and lians. kanasai.
ooo. i think i'm really influenced by everyone now. i'm watching basketball matches, soccer matches and even wwe. *wahahha. call me sadist or whatever. i think it's really shiok when you watch wwe. people kena bashed and kicked. *teehee. and soccer i still don't get it. what's so nice about how many people running after a pathetic ball. okay. but it seemed like the only thing that attracted me was man utd's ruud vannistelrooy. that's mad. but i think he's really cute. and basketball 'cause of pe partly. and my brother lurves basketball. so was like both of us will sit and watch and goes *whao. so lihai!
decided to type his homework for him so it's faster see. ahaha. came online and like *whao. normally it's just a few people who talked to me see. then today like. a lot of people talked to me at one go. grampa weicheng finally admitted that he's my grampa. like *yay or what. and he went on nagging and nagging that he wanted a grandson-in-law and a great grandson soon. stupid goondu. and anyway i asked him to help think of something to sell in an ora non-food stall. he said to sell posters or figurines of me.and i said no way they're gonna be sold out. and he went yea right and other stuffs. and said who knows you never know. it might be like sold out so fast 'cause people might think you're chio. like yea right.
ooh. and he doesn't admit he's old even though he's one year older than me. and weicheng's and xiuling's nick are the same. it confused the shit outta me okay. somemore they were in the same conversation. so i didn't know who's talking. so i said couple must have same nick arh. and he insisted that my nick's almost the same as ben. so we are a couple too. like what the hell. i thought it's him and jiarui more likely. anyway my nick was something like i'm a quizyourfriends cheater. 'cause i cheated in his quiz. hurhur.
bryon talked to me yesterday like after a long time or something. i bet i'm like only when people are bored then they come to talk to me. that's sad. =( *wahhaha. i'm just being insane okay. so we were talking about lame jokes. madness. that gorilla joke again. i was shaking with laughter in front of my computer and i can't laugh out loud 'cause if i do then my family will think i'm mad laughing while staring at the computer screen.
then alvin came to say something like he always cheated too and we were discussing how we cheat. hurhur. so now i know how to get 100% all the time liao. eh. so crap. and i always thought i'm the only one cheating everytime. *teehee. danen and i didn't talk as much cock as usual. tsk. he was saying how coincidental it is that allan and i sit in front of the class. and i said it's only wednesday that i shifted from back to front. so it's not coincidental. then went on talking non-stop. haiya. can't be helped. parents and granparents are like that. wanna marry me off so soon. sigh. don't know why. *sobsob.
oh and i asked jiahui how old's her father. he's gossake 42?! omg. and he looks like he's 30 okay. ohmygosh. so freakish. and her mummy's 38. like okay. *whao. so cool i tell you seriously. okay. let's see. although both her parents are older than mine.. but still.. they look.. unbelievably young. yes. ohman. then she asked what's my parents' age i think. my dad's 35 and my mummy's 37. *hurhur. this is like maadness man. and zihua's dad's 52 something already. okay. like my grampa's 63 okay. ain't everything just so mad.
mel talked to me and rushed me for my geography kl trip presentation. it's not done at all. can't be helped. slacker mar. and i'm still up here posting in my blog. tsk. right now it's half-way done. no idea how to do cooperatives. someone save me man. i've got higher chinese kaocha, emath test and physics test this week. chinese i can't remember a single word. emath is dead. physics test i have no idea what's dynamics. and i think there's a chemistry small quiz on i-don't-know-what. gonna die. and plus those kl geography fieldtrip worksheet. fullashit.
i realised no one dared to bitch anymore. i wonder if i'm the only one on earth that's still bitching. hmmm. oh whatever. i think i'm just a bitch that won't stop bitching yea. can't be helped. sigh. it's in-born. *hurhur. and everyone felt guilty after bitching but i didn't. how weird. i mean. maybe. i'm a hopeless case. like she never thinks she's wrong even though what she did is wrong. like bitching for example. but hey. my mum bitches too. about my gramma and aunt. right. okay. so nevermind. conclusion is. i just lurve bitching. and i don't care who's the person..? maybe.
right. zhonglu smsed me at twelve midnight. ain't that coool?! she's just so funky! she applied the line in afternoon i think. and she said if she's yi-qi not? smsed straight away when she's got the line. so cute. sometimes i just lurve her a lot. and she's been really a nicenice friend man. she taught me a lotsa stuffs in math club. she's just a one-to-one tutor to me sometimes. *muuah. and she's just so funny. i think the only bunch in 302 who makes me feel happy and everything firstly are the 204rians02 and the next bunch would be the prc scholars. =) they're so like a big jie-jie. aww. i lurvee yoo*
happy birthday to dahling! happy birthday to yoo. happy birthday to yoo. happy birthday to dahling. happy birthday to yoo! *muuah. jac lurves yoo. oh. i'm really thinking veh hard what to give yoo. something nice and big and huggable and sweet and all. =)) just can't find yet. must be patient alright. and yes. we'll catch a movie next week definitely. and ooo. you know i think i wanna that bigbig cushion thingy at jurongpoint. the one that says "somebody catch me! i'm falling... in love!" alright? hehheh. or anyone else can buy that for me too yea? -wink-
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