Tuesday, April 22, 2003 [feeling] [[ screwed up ]] heaven by your side;
[listening] [[ time to say goodbye - sarah brightman + ??? ]]
[thinking] [[ freaked!! ]]
[wishing] [[ shoo!! go away depression!! ]]
haha woke up yesterday and just read others' blogs. wasn't doing much stuffs basically. mummy cooked fried chicken wings like again. but it's nice anyway. *yumyum. =) okay. i just lurve sunday. my mummy will cook like finally someday in the week there's something edible. *hurhur. i'm exaggerating. =p
talked to xiuling and weicheng again. whole day pestering me for grandson-in-law and everything. eeyerr. i'm gonna declare that i will become one hella a spinster like my aunt huizhen too. =) *teehee. and joel added me? oh whatever. *bleh. life is so screwed.
and before that. i sorta watched a tad of that nkf charity show. guess it's getting worser and worser each year. but i have got no idea why the money they got are getting higher and higher and more and more. maybe 'cause of the prizes? tsk. fann wong came back. hmmm. oh whatever. came back sounds so.. weird. *hurhur. alrighty. she's quite. okay looking lar. but.. i don't know how come she's got lotsa fans. like she's not that great you know. at least not that good-looking like louis koo. *teehee.
supposed to do geography worksheets but i didn't do any. till like 12 AM. and i realised how dead i was. then it was really panicky. =\ got information from zing. thaankew so much. you save my life again and again. *teehee. =) and okay. i finished most of my worksheets at 3 AM. like anyhow crapped up some stuffs to paste there. just to fill up the space. =\ hmmm. packed my bag and went to sleep straight away.
i'm thinking how idiotic and mad our teachers are. so much homework and stuffs. how come singapore's that stressful? people like denise in new zealand for example. i bet her life is so care-free and everything. so fun and stuffs. and ours are like so screwed up. more and more homework. neverending. and you had to skip a meal or two to finish them up? why is it so fast-paced. everything's like so fast gone. leaving nice old memories. but it's really fading away. which is really sad. ohwell. why is everything not the way i want it to be. why?!
like how irritating it is that the someone that i wanna stay in contact with ain't in contact with me anymore. or rather. we just stopped talking. and on the other hand some people just pestering you to be erm. maybe with them, to accept them or something like that. and you can't deny the fact that you just can't accept him because he's not that someone. and it's very tempting to tell the latter guy that i like his ex-classmate, the former guy. this is so.. confusing? complicated? whatever.
[[ yesterday ]]
went school and sat down and complained and complained and complained like there's no ending to anything. in the end me and ashlyn decided to shift from the front to the back so that we could pia geography fieldtrip worksheets as well as my kaocha and the chinese worksheets in time.
biology that woman got a bit problem. people haven't finished copying stuffs then she shut off that ohp. fine. then i continued writing. then she came to check on us. what the and i haven't finish writing she started saying loudly. turn to the other page. like what the fuck is wrong with her. i'm damn irritated with those fucking teachers can. i don't know what're their problems. is it like they hate my face or something.
ashlyn was nice and sweet and we were helping each other. like she told me the words for kaocha and i lent her my geography worksheets. later on went to find laoshi and she wasn't at her desk. so *yay. didn't take the kaocha. -jumps around- went to cafeteria and had porridge. some woman called mrs soh or mrs kumarga jumping around calling somebody mrs sohlingkumarga. kanasai. irritating. sigh* went to have a meeting *haha with junli and stephanie regarding ora stall. *whee. determined to get the stall. gambatte.
back to class and it was english. some funny activity i just went on doing my chinese worksheet. *wahahaha. i seriously think vanessa's mad. just like me. talked a lot to her. get to know her more. afterall it's been like 10 years since we last talked or something. and i really think there's something wrong with our kindergarten. all mad people. tsk. so she was asking me to buy tickets for the chinese drama thing. yea. i think i wanna go. last year one was reallyreally nice. kandy and that guy. i think that guy's quite shuai. weizhi if i'm not wrong. he has the same name as my dahling buddy. then ashlyn me vanessa and weiling decided to sms michelletan at the same time so we smsed, "boo! are you dead yet?" and waited. teehee. she replied okay. and like. hehheh. we're supposed to be booked you know.
physics lesson didn't listen at all. couldn't be bothered seriously. but he called my name anyhow. answered with a lotsa hints from him. *sigh. gone case already lar. i'm officially dead for my physics. say *yay. but i was doing my kl fieldtrip greenrevolution worksheet. how ironic. it's my group's topic and i know nothing about it. oh *whao.
chemistry was like farkup with that farkup face bitch. supposed to have some farkup chemistry test so i wrote all the farkup formula nicely on my table behind. then she noticed that ashlyn and i shifted to the back and wanted us to go back to our orginal seating arrangement. and we were requesting could we do it after the test 'cause my stuffs were underneath the table. damn loadsa stuffs to shift. then she was like being this fussy old farkup spinster and said no and insisted that we moved to the front. so we moved then no chair. and i went back, dragging ashlyn too. then she was like. bring your chair in front then. so i'm like really pissed by then. took my chair from behind. moved it to the front. and threw it. so it was quite.. i don't know. outright defiance? maybe. but she commented that i shouldn't throw it. then i rolled my eyes. and the chair wasn't properly arranged lar. so i actually kicked it can. *whahahahah. there goes my impression of being a nice woman in front of farkup ang GAY leng. i heard from meixian that siokkhoon was even zaier. she has this innocent face and like after what i did. she slammed her stuffs and went "shit! i'm so sorry" on purpose. how fun. *whee.
right. passed up everything that's supposed to be passed up. then walked off with mel to dahling's classroom. stood there for a while and talked to cheryl and dahling. supposed to meet dahling later on at bk and me and mel decided to go off to bok first 'cause mel got tuition later on. yep. went to bk. and guess what?! saw peabrain!! like what the. ohman. so qiao. and he's like shorter than me i think. *whee. and mel and him have a funny way to say hello to each other. okay. or rather. it's him only. ohman. i can't believe man. he's there and mel was like. so paiseh and wanna dig a hole in the bk i bet and just wriggle her way out. called suefaye and we were like saying how qiao for peabrain and pea-sao to meet at bk. *hurhur
mel said i cursed her. our star or whatever thing clashes and everything. quite true. she made me fell once off from a chair in computer lab?! and i injured my elbow. hurt my ankle once with that thing in chalet. and she met peabrain once 'cause of me? is it like my fault? /..\ and she missed her bus for tuition. how funny. saw melmomma mrs soh. and she decided to add another goh into that longlong funny i don't-know-what. gee. woman. i think if you like that surname and lurve it so much. i think you should be the one with that. =p
yep. he left and after a looong time she left. and dahling came. *teehee. i tell you i drank a lotsa coke today in bk. scary. anyway. so i was having this longlong talk with dahling. =) *muuah. lurve her to bits. she's just so nice and everything. and we were talking about family fights basically and she was talking about her family and i'm like talking about my mum. and then yes. i repeated the whole story about my mum to her again. my mum's really mad. i really think so. -nodshead- and we were thinking about ora too. =) so nicee.. *whee. i just lurve my dahling loads. okay. must think of what to give her for her birthday man. really.
came home and was online. talked to jiahui. she has decided to maybe publish a book. maybe on ora day. for sales or something in our stall. *hahaha. the title of the book will be "10+1 reasons why jac's mad."
1. her laughter
2. natural ability
3. she is, and forever will be mad
4. if she's not mad, nobody is
5. see? she even accepts those 4 kinda reasons up there
6. she called jiahui mad when she's the most un-maddest person around
7. add up all the reasons
8. get a resultant, which has a magnitude of maximum madness, and a direction pointing to jac
9. jacqueline = madness [a new law of physics]
10. no reason. jacqueline is just mad. nothing to explain there.
and the last but not least..
11. because she came up with a BANANA ADVERTISEMENT!
the banana advertisement goes something like, "eat banana. it's good for your digestion. B is for banana. it's good for your digestion!" came up with it while i was eating a banana. *hurhur.
damn tired. so took a nap at 7 PM plus and woke up when i heard some stupid mad rantings from my gramma again. kanasai. she's like screaming and i don't-know-what about me sleeping. like what's her problem. if she's understanding she should know that a meal or two doesn't matter and let me just sleep. and she just being an old bitch i think and she shouted at my mummy for no reason. and i decided to wake up and slam everything. like i slam the switch shut. when out to see what's the farking commotion about. sat down. and then she's still farking won't shut up. and i told her to shutup. and i went to get my meal and stuffs. and she still went on shouting. fark her can. so i just shouted at her to shut up again and i know what she's gonna say. she's a tad pissed. but who cared. slammed the rice cooker. slammed the fridge door. slammed the table the chair. and everything basically. slamslamslam. so shiok. =\
okay. came online again. wasting time. teehee* zhonglu sms-ed me again. damn funny gal. =) she's doing two english compositions. how poor thing. and she was complaining how come i so free can come online and she's so poor thing doing homework. right. okay. talked to benlim. as usual. he's just as mad. then got to know his classmate weijie. and found out weijie knows karenchen. *hmmm. he said she's a sweetie eh. coool. and someone came to talk to me and asked me these three questions.
1. "are you honest?"
2. "if my 3rd question is will you go out with me, will your answer be the same as this question?"
3. and obviously "will you go out with me?"
it was supposed to be a trick question like the answer will always be yes. so like okay. fine. i'm slow. i didn't really get what he meant and i said i don't know for the second. and he told me like the answer will be yes no matter what for third question. arh. of all things, the question is from him!! ohman. i think i'm having a heart attack soon. and i thought it was over. =\ irritating.
right. danen said allan fell from 1.5 metres tall fence that time and is still using crutches. and danen went to investigate further. the nearest exit was like not more that 30 metres from where he fell. a bit suay huh. and i complained to him about his wife. so fullafarnie things. and he went on saying like what melmomma said too. and he even asked for a dinner. a wedding dinner. =.= tsk. okay. gotta go. laters.
x 8:40 pm
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