Tuesday, April 29, 2003 [feeling] [[ shocked ]] heaven by your side;
[listening] [[ words - boyzone ]]
[thinking] [[ what the hell ]]
[wishing] [[ nothing ]]
woke up at 1 PM. nothing to write about seriously. watched that taiwan reality show. damn farniee. my dad hogged the computer as usual. he was playing with that red alert two i think. oh ack. or was it counterstrike. whatever it is. i'm pissed with the fact that he hogged the computer yet again. i'll made sure the computer screw up in no time again. =)
ohwell. i think i like chengcheng. =)) damn fun and farnie. *hurhur. damn suay too. ohwell. ack. and anyway. what's new. =.= but that nai ge damn erking bleh. the guests were damn suay too.. for that zhong ti mi ma i think. then the other part was in this maybe rural place with bungee jump and cold river and all the shooting stuffs. damn funkae. and the shooting game. so obscene. *covers eyes. it's like a guy and a girl paired up in each team. and one of their legs were tied together. something like the three-legged race. and it was like to go fast and prevent being shot more. they decided to roll. and i mean i pity the girls. half the time the guy was on top of them. you know how much heavier is a guy than a girl?! goodness.
okay. that's very evil in the first paragraph. =\ but i was pissed. woke up. nothing to eat again. poor me. so ate campbell soup with toast. =\ *sigh. better than nothing. watched more and more mtvs. all darn nice. lmnt - hey juliet. my brother lurve that song. =) *whee. and the other like that david bedingfield - if you're not the one. and i personally still like blue - you make me wanna. meixian and a few others in the class's damn obsessed with that song. =) but it's good. but a tad weird when meixian sang it to angeline instead of. maybe.. a guyfriend? -nudge- or maybe.. some talltall girl in our class eh meixian? like moi! *teehee.
got the computer and decided to update for a while. then was online chatting basically. doing nothing at all. feeling very guilty. tried to do the english newspaper layout. but apparently no one told me what to do. and i was like really pmsing. left everything blank. and the stupid chemistry skit. was thinking of doing but leosuefaye said that we'll do it in school the next day. so i ack too. and the math assignments were like shit so i didn't bother to do. =\ so slackish. that's me!
i think it's this day that danen was asking whether i understood why he took this and that photo in math immersion. so asked a lotsa the photos with melmomma. was asking like. why did you take this photo. there's mel inside. is it 'cause of her? and he will just say no and taking it for fun. you think i believe arh? *hahaha. and there's a few photos on gramma and grampa. =) but all missed.
*tamade. then i was commenting there's some that's really so artistically-taken that i don't know what he's taking. like taking the main gates of the rendafuzhong at night without flash. all black. =)) and the view of hongkong from the plane taken with flash. all red. he's damn gek with what i've said. then we were debating on this photo for damn long whether it's in the middle of the mountain or before the climb. in the end he won. it's at the beginning of the climb. 'cause of the female teacher. =\ went to sleep after that.
[[ yesterday ]]
went to school and i was like wondering how come the class's doors not opened and that noone's inside. so tried opening it and it was locked! *tamade. went over to 303 to talk to xinyi. she mentioned something like need to pay 10 bucks to library? whatever. and i'm like so bad maybe. so slack. like i didn't do english newspaper layout. =\ and lazy too. 'cause i won't get down to some level and ask some people to open the doors. and anyway was talking to kangkang about the sec 3s and the com. discussing whether we will get in. there's a high chance. =) melmomma came to her class. started chasing her around the whole of level 2. screaming too.. =\ almost killed her. but i didn't. i'm just too nice. =)
went back to class and had contacttime. i seriously think that mrs pey's getting more and more spasticated. ugh*. whatever. then she went on talking nonstop about emath test 'cause apparently around half the class failed it. and i'm like saying it's her own fault then since like we asked for extension but she refused to give us. and like some other classes haven't done the test. so obviously she could give us the extension but she didn't want to. and when we did badly. is it like our fault?! and i slept emath. so utterly boring.
bio was really crappy. but before that. pey asked me to go out. and she asked me whether i'm willing to change place with zhonglu. 'cause she can't see from the back. =) agreed and hugged zhonglu and said i lurve her sooo much. and i continued replying sherlyn's letter. ohgosh. what has happened to me? i'm like damn long-winded these days. two bloody pages of letter! gonna post tomorrow. and she didn't even know i wasn't concentrating. stupid yeoeekuan. =\ *hurhur. smsed zing. i couldn't remember when. but smsed her to tell her that i need to stay back for some stupid briefing by some bitchified kennethtan.
english we were doing our feature story. the lice thing again. damn lame. what can i do. with all my partners. and don't complain since like i didn't help. went through a few. i think ours still nice and funny. =) okay. what the hell. what mad woman i am. and comprehension test was postponed. 'cause she wanna it to be like exactly the same as the exam. so she will eat into our recess on friday. =\ ohwell. nevermind. at least postponed. =)
higher chinese. laoshi didn't come. replied avonne's letter at angeline's place. the whole classroom was so bloody chaotic. with the chicken and the shit. =\ [edit] that chicken stretchable one. i think huili got terribly freaked out? and yining and poleng tried to put the shit onto my chair. so yining asked me to get up while talking to her trying to distract me but poleng threw it onto ashlyn's seat instead. and i don't know why. =\ and ashlyn was like screaming maybe. =\ if it happened to me, i don't know what will happen. probably the whole school kena screamed down. =)) [/edit] did my amath assignment or rather, i copied my assignment from wangjing again. and did the last part of the chemistry skit. was damn bored. and it ended up the stupid skit damn corny i would say. but the skit was really corny in the first place already. so. *ohwells.
chemistry she just went through the skits. i don't know. i don't think i enjoy doing skit like i used to do so in lower sec. maybe it applies to others. maybe it's just so loserified. and i'm like so reluctant. hopefully it's just because it's the first time you put up one in front of your this class. and you didn't want to maluate yourself i assume. anyway. so i was so really bored. took out my phone to check whether zing replied and was amazed by the number of smses i received. like she smsed me 3 smses for what? then realised first one was glen. then harry then zing. and both of the guys told me that my photo's in the ri magazine?! i was really shocked. then like asked them why and what happened and stuffs. but no one replied fast enough. =\ was dying of curiosity.
ora meeting. he was farking late. *tamade. just went there and stoned. there was no 302's business. no list no everything. so stoned there waiting for melmomma. a bit paiseh to get up in the middle of nowhere and leave. so wasted like half an hour? *sheesh. went out with melmomma and zing to the chicken rice stall. ate so slowly as usual. how nice. the chickenrice. =p and what craps we were crapping. mrs. dahling soh yar? =)
then zing and i went op to buy the shorts. pinkie! how bimbo i'm getting. *aaii.. but it's really nice. so i bought it. and zing bought another design. ohwell. nevermind. it's still pink! *hurhur. we tried for a damndamndamn long time. but the salesgirl's damn nice. =) spent over 80 bucks together and we got a free discount card. we're sharing. it'll be sent to zing. yepyep. i wanna to buy some nice shirts from op too.. maybe i will go sometimes when i'm not so broke. i want new pencil case and wallet too. and practically everything. *sheesh. fickle-minded. kept on changing everything. *bleh.
went to popular and couldn't find that stupid bear. out of stock. but the others damn nice. =) but no use. so we went to taka's kalm's and see if we could get it there. in the end still can't 'cause the woman said it's outta stock for months and probably never to be out again. =| so am i real lucky to get one before it's outta stock?! =) and we found this really nice me-to-you tatty bear's friendship keychain. might get it together right? *teehee. so me and zing decided to go home. i could have overslept if i didn't wake up in time on the train. darn tired. =\
came home. online. typed the chemistry skit and forgot where i put my english newspaper layout draft. smsed ashlyn and realised it's with her and she did it liao. she's like so nice so sweet and doing all the jobs and i'm like slack and slack and slack. how guilty. =\ then started searching some stuffs for my mum and i found my list of quotes! they are goodness sake! blardy nicee!! =)
i ran up the door, closed the stairs, said my pyjamas, and put on my prayers. turned off the bed, and hopped into the light, all because you kissed me good night.
a million words would not bring you back, i know, because i've tried. neither would a million tears, i know, because i've cried.
nothing is more painful than realising he meant everything to you and you meant nothing to him.
i always knew looking back on the tears would make me laugh, but i never knew looking back on the laughter would make me cry.
this time it's over, i'm keeping my heart, i'm gonna be strong and not fall apart... it'll get better, i'll no longer cry... in a couple of weeks, i wont want to die, i won't want to go back, i'll be able too sleep, it won't hurt so bad, and it won't feel so deep.
smsed biyi and she called back. talked about ora and i think both of us are really blur and everything. the whole class's blur in fact. don't know what's going on. some blur form teacher we have too. =\ then i was playing with my damn phone as usual. this time i tried playing with the stupid cover and i screwed it up! *kanasai. i screwed the vibration up can! *eeks.and my brother screwed his one up too. no vibration too! *wahaha. then in the end it was okay already. *yay. his one not very sure. but anyway farking gramma's screaming at me to bathe early as usual. like fuck off. *sigh.
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