Thursday, May 15, 2003 [feeling] [[ insane ]] heaven by your side;
[listening] [[ if you come back - blue ]]
[thinking] [[ i shall be happy! ]]
[wishing] [[ for someone who really sees me ]]
shan't be a long entry i hope. getting tired being so detailed in everything in my life. which is good but kinda sucks too. but anyway. i really have to thank those people who tagged me or chatted with me when i was like really down the past few days. yep. you guys really brightened up my day and cheered me up. and i think the jac you guys know ain't someone who would get so depressed over small lil stuffs for a long period of time huh. yep. i'm now just bouncy and smile-y and cheerful. so the normal jac's back again. =))
woke up at 12 something? can't remember. ponned school as what i wanted the night before. couldn't get out of the damn bed. backbone giving me old problem again. *haii. just hope it will heal man. and another thing is physics test!! *eeks. i really can't stand it. just don't like it. i'm gonna flunk it again. but anyway mummy got pissed off with me for god-knows-what-thing. she just bochup everything thing. *ack. slept too much again i guess. and anyway. she went out to buy me my lunch and came back with a pair of new bottoms! =)) quite nice i think. but it's a tad too big for me and her. =( but nevermind. it's quite okay if we wear it somewhere near our hips.
was reading the newspaper saying this 12-year-old boy jumped down from the flat where he was saying. so saddening. my mummy said that the school or the teacher he mentioned in the note's gonna get into deep shit. poor teacher. and he's materialistic eh. left a note and asked his dad to burn a handphone and don't-know-what-else for him. i mean like. he's not gonna use the handphone right? even if he has one, just assuming that he could receive what's burnt. i don't think he can call back home right. =\
then received a sms from chun saying cai got gf. *whao. i tell you it was so unbelievable. i mean that stupid guy got himself a gf?! heard that girl's damn clever but a bit nerdy. chun's cca chairman apparently. coolio. i just wonder how long they can stay together. and why would he like her. and why did she accept him. okay. so evil. but anyhow, i heard from my ex-classmates he's quite popular among the girls in their school eh. not bad not bad. though he's a fulla-pimples face if i'm not wrong. *hurhur.
tried to blog and read some blogs. read some stuffs about netball carnival class selection held today. ohwell. i missed out the fun apparently. heard meixian's the class model. wellwell. i have nothing to comment. rather not to comment than to comment and get into some shitty arguement. but anyway. yesterday's entry was really long. i couldn't believe that i'm that naggy. i.. think i better keep my hands off this keyboard. else the entry will go longer and longer. =\
at 9 something PM i was eating my dinner and this james called me. i was like what the hell. i don't know him. and he was saying we were just exchanging contacts and i logged off. i left my msn on. so i checked. wait. i didn't log off. neither did i talk to him. so i asked "who the hell are you?!" and he replied. "i'm not hell, i'm james." a bit not lame only. then i sorta figured out what he said. he said that maybe it's a prank and someone was impersonating me on the irc. and gave my contacts to him. and i assumed that i should know the impersonator else how would he/she knows i'm jacqueline and my handphone number. =\ but i couldn't confirm 'cause my mum came and asked me what's wrong and asked me to hang up the phone 'cause i think she sensed that i didn't know the person i was talking to. i sms-ed him but he didn't reply. reckon he's pissed off by the fact that i hung up on him.
told zing about it and i said i suspected that the impersonator might be one of my ex-classmates. 'cause i made this big assumption that those in premier schools don't really talk in chinese? and she questioned me back what about chinese high. so i was like.. they're in obs? and i don't really know anyone from there.. and i don't think those i know are that immature to do so. =\ ack. read the book i borrowed from van anyway. it was really nice and i decided to type all the poems out. that poem below's one of them. it's so bloody true. =)) lurve it. thinking of typing out the quotes tomorrow. i think i slept too late. =\ at around 3?? was like my friend went offline to sleep so that he would catch the match later on at 2.30 AM. he slept and woke up and i was still online. =\ madness.
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