__________a n g e l in need of a direction

Monday, May 19, 2003

[[ saturday + sunday ]]
daddy drove me to nyjc where we were supposed to take our 2.4. went to block 319 i think. damn near my gorilla aunt's house. *hurhur. my mummy gave me 10 bucks for pocket-money that day as usual. then when we reached nyjc. my daddy gave me another 10 bucks!! *yay. i mean he's really zai. i think he could guess if i'm going to watch some movie that day or not. every saturday if i go back to school. he will ask or guess if i'm going to watch movie. damn cute. anyway. reached there and we had to take out our thermometer to take our damn temperature. we had to fill in some shit declaration forms. i'm scared of declaration forms really. =\ and anyway the teachers were like quite pissd off with some of those people who didn't bring their thermometers amd still could record down their temperature. and kennethtan was lecturing them after he found out. what-a-bastard. he is and forever will be. well. it's serious maybe. but hello. there're other people from the nearby neighbourhood on the track who were jogging. so what' the big deal about having temperature checks. i doubt those people did.

but anyway. 2.4 was so-so. didn't train much for it. always escaping from those runs as much as i could in pe lessons. and i guess that's my retribution. *hurhur. was like trying not to tire myself in the first few rounds. but then i was wrong. i tire myself even more and i was running alone. *whoa. so jialat. then both my ankles started to ache. and i got stitch. man. i could've died. and my shoelaces of all things got loose twice or thrice! *tamade.. and when i bent down to tie it again. felt so nauseous. crap. i almost failed okay. but well. sprinted the last part a lil and got 18 something. quite okay lar huh. at least i passed. and i couldn't be bothered to do anything else. i just need to pass. i don't really wanna care what i've got. and can you believe. like just 12 more seconds. i would have to re-run again. on 31st may. i don't want to. i was so happy with myself man. what for get gold anyway? and i realised i don't see the point for alotsa stuffs. like pft for example. then the whole thing about thru-train. the change from 8-day to even-odd-weeks-long-short-days. *ack.

took a cab down to bishan j8 with cheryl, geraldine and kaixuan. *whee. was so funny on the taxi i tell you. quote from geraldine's blog, "... after that we went to junction 8. haha, cos all of us [cheryl, jac, kaixuan and i] were so tired, we took a cab. seriously spasticated ride. we commented on how stupid we were to waste money on the taxi, and the taxi driver started arguing back that we had made the right decision. haha, he was sorta standing up for all his fellow taxi drivers. then i didn't know that serangoon was close to ang mo kio, and ang mo kio was just next to bishan. the taxi driver pointed out that fact. lol so maluated. then i was trying to fasten my seat belt, but the stupid thing kept jamming, so i spent the whole ride trying to fasten my seat belt properly, especially after cheryl warned me of the dire consequences if an accident occured. in other words, i'd fly in between the two front seats, crash into the windscreen, break my dunno-what and either die or sustain serious injuries. so far I think that's all i can remember. haha. after i had fastened the seat belt and settled in my seat, we reached our stop in less than a minute. i was sooo damn pissed at my retardedness."

then we went to macs and had a medium coke. *whoa. so nice man. =)) saw sally there. with her fren i think. after the drink we walked aimlessly around j8 and decided to go up to the cinema and use the toilet first. and goondu geraldine left her wallet in the cubicle and she thought she left it in the macs. and just as we were about to go down to the macs again, she found her wallet. -doinks. catch the matrix reloaded. it's like 10:20 and the next show starts at 10:30 so we bought the tickets and they bought the combo thing. decided that i still am sick of popcorns. =\ the show was so-so i guess. with all those cool effects that look so.. real. but it's damn draggy. *ugh. like the scene in the expressway was so long. but all it was trying to say was they were trying to rescue the key-maker and they were escaping from the bad guys. and the ending was like.. *whatever. to be concluded?! =.=

then we got out of the cinema and out of the building! man. felt so retarded. *hurhur. took a big round to the food court and had beef noodles!! so damn nice.. *whee. and geraldine and cheryl were only eating some desserts. made me look like this huge pig. =)) and had another medium coke. i just so lurve the beef noodles. and the auntie who sold it to me was really funny. she didn't hear me and she went on talking to this other aunty. and the cashier asked me if i think she heard me. so she went to scream at the aunty who cooks and she was like. "aiyoo.. next time tell me a bit louder okay.." *heh.

then anyway cheryl had to go. so geraldine and i accompanied her all the way till orchard. orchard's rather fun for once. glen sms-ed me and asked me where i was and well. they were having busking in some orchard roads apparently, and he was supposed to be there at 1 but he was bloody late as usual. he asked me to go see some stupid toot but i was just ack-ing care 'cause i wanna buy belated birthday presents only. walked to taka and went to kalm's. met zhonglu and jieqiong and zhonglu grabbed me to go m1 with her. went there and left them there. *teehee. was walking out of taka when i saw this whole road of ri guys. so i decided to tell geri about ri busking and she was like saying no wonder bishan's so empty and orchard's so packed with ri guys.

walked to paragon for the toilet. zhonglu called me and asked me where i was 'cause they were at heeren. so we headed for heeren. the weather was so bloody hot. hell man. since when did singapore become some dessert huh. *eeps. met them at hmv and walked around. *whoa. saw some prefect and i was like running away from her literally. =\ went to 37 degree and bought this new orange pencilcase. so like it a lot. =)) went livia next and bought meixian her red bikini. *whee.

decided to walk back to taka to see if there's anymore nice stuffs and the scholars decided to leave 'cause they were too tired. geri and i were like some superwomen or so crazy nutcases. we just ran 2.4 and should be tired and stuffs. but we went on to shop and walk till there's no tomorrow like that. =\ and partly 'cause glen told me that person was there. geri wanted to see him. so well. bought another cup of coke and walked in front of ngee ann city. and we saw them busking. we walked past them and geri did something and pissed the guys off. apparently she wasn't good in acting and she was supposed to sms but she ended up looking up and grinning at them before walking past. i tell you i could hear them cursing behind our backs damn loudly. =))) geri saw him eventually. i think.

went to isetan and bought geri her wonderful belated birthday present. cost a bomb. =\ wellwell. as long as she likes it. it's some squarish cushion and it's really soft and comfy. and there's this human-figure one. but geri thinks that it looks like some voodoo dolls. some woman was like looking at it and said it like one too. didn't have a pink or red heart one. but well. geri wanted a black square one. so yea. 33 bucks gone and a big hole in my wallet. went popular and bought michtan her belated birthday present too. some photo frame. really nice. could have gotten her some nicer one from that precious thoughts in wisma. but it was out of stock! bloody store. and i met jac in popular. funkae eh.

was on the way home and at raffles place mrt station. counted how much i spent. man. it's over 80 bucks can. my mummy could really kill me. came home and died. bloody tired. and i slept really early.

when you like someone, or even hold a torch for someone, you have given them permission to hurt, irritate and even anger you

ripped it off from someone's blog. ain't it so true.

bingyang came to ask me for my handphone number 'cause he lost his phone. and later he suddenly asked what's my name. =.= i don't know whether it's 'cause he can't spell my name or what. *ack. but is my name that hard to spell or anything. maybe my mummy or daddy should just make it like jaclyn or something. it's like 4 letters shorter. =\ asked him about how his obs was and his instructor. i suddenly miss choon again. *shitte.

wellwell. heard from zing that wh and ks and him were in the same watch. the world's sure damn small. someone in their watch broke a paddle. i'm amazed. is he fat or is he strong. or is he whatsoever.. that's damn zai. he broke it while hanging on it when they were having the capsize drill. and this is really funny. when this watch was having jetty jump, the instructor asked them to shout out the name of the girl they like most while jumping, and everyone shouted mum. =.=

then later on. wh was saying that bingyang's a great cook, motivates well, good leader and found the checkpoint for land ex. he even said that bingyang rocks and he's shuai. i was like madly laughing, not 'cause he's not shuai. he's quite good-looking really but the thing is, a guy saying another rocks. *hmmm.. zing and i think that he crushed bingyang. and especially bingyang's that tall and he's short. we realised that the whole world's practically bea's ex-classmates. so freaky. *hur.

anyway, stephen fung's cute. =))) that show on channel-u is really nice. he can act really well. =) -swoons-

heaven by your side;
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