__________a n g e l in need of a direction

Tuesday, June 17, 2003

[[ 08/06/2003 - 09/06/2003 ]]
and because of the stupid cheering thing. i had to go back to school on sunday. yes! sunday. =.= what a nice morning and afternoon to sleep man seriously. but anyway. met up with van at bedok station and later petrina at orchard mrt station. was a lil late. but we still went to buy our lunch at macs. =)) *yumyum.

seriously they needn't wait for me or van. 'cause i've learnt it and i could have taught van. the prc scholars were there too. like all of them. when only like 2 of them were involved. so cute of them. =) learnt the steps in like an hour? and was quite sure van could make it for that shoulder-sits. and we're getting the hang of it. so it's quite settled that we're gonna do it. =\

took a cab down to cine to leave our bags there. 'cause sally knows the people there? yea. and we went round the whole of orchard looking for some place to have our class dinner at. decided to go fish and co at the glasshouse. and then they were like crowding at red earth buying those cosmetics stuff. and pet and i got so bored waiting and we went down to get a drink at 7-11. i kept on calling it 7-up. darn. and it's not the first time i did it. how embarrassing.

[edit] when to cine after that with mel, biyi, sally and karen. sat in long-johns and chatted for a while. and they were talking about biyi clubbing the previous night and how her parents were angry about it that she ain't home the whole day. something like that. and we talked about a lotsa stuffs too. and there's this bunch of guys who suddenly called "jack!" while passing by us, and i turned. and they thought i know them. so funny. =\ and after eating we went up to take our bags while sally met her what karen says "her gangster friends". they were lying on the floor of the bowling alley. right. whatever. karen and i accompanied mel to heeren to buy the glitter hair spray. paid by me yet again. i'm gonna claim from the class funds/treasurer/myself soon. [/edit]

went home with biyi and she said she crushes petrina? 'cause she's so guyish? *hurhur.. i don't know if she meant it. i guess she's joking huh. =\ but well. pet sure is zai and everything. and oh. and when we were at raffles place. biyi wished suefaye happy birthday. yea. babe. happy birthday eh. went to popular and bought petrina her birthday present. a soft-toy doggie. and it's so cute and adorable and huggable. i swear i could have kept it for own self 'cause it's seriously nice.

and later at night i went to petrina's house to stay over. gosh. it's so nice and comfy seriously. =) brought her present too. she lurves it! thank goodness! i think it's reallyreally cute. was hella talking lotsa booshit and i realised we weren't that close before. as in. yea. it's a great pity. should have been closer to her and it would have been great. we were watching the matrix and she fell asleep. she looks soo cute when she's asleep. *hurhur. oh. and we were saying that we won't be able to sleep that night 'cause we're so hyper. or actually, it's me only. but the matrix always have the ability to make us feel tired. i still don't understand the whole plot. *ack. and we ain't supposed to tell anyone that i stayed over actually. but ohwell. i just hope no one will be that evil to tell anyone. *heh.

pet was still like sleepy when she woke up that morning. and i was so hyped up. i don't know why. and she just won't get out of the bed. and it was like when she fell asleep while watching matrix with me. her head was at the end of the bed. mine too. and we slept like that till like in the middle of the night, she suddenly woke up and we changed direction. it's damn funny. oh gosh. i lurve stay-overs. melissa!! when will we get to stay over at your house. the spgs?? right. and her dad drove us to kallang netball centre. 'cause we're having netball carn!! and i was carrying like sucha big bag.

everyone started questioning petrina whether they were really talking to her the night before. i just kept quiet. and they asked me whether i stayed over. and i lied. =\ it's so funny. and we couldn't say anything. it's just so fun really. like i went to say "hi darling" to those on 302rians on her contact list that day. and they were like all so freaked out and asked her whether it's her and if she's possessed or something. and i said "i love you!" to jiayan using pet's account too. and everyone really don't believe it's pet. and pet said that i ruined her reputation and image overnight. could have died laughing.

[edit] and did i mention that yining and i went round giving some people presents that we've bought last thursday? it was so fun. and yining gave me mine. huili gave me a pair of earrings too. *hur. now i have 4 pairs of earrings for birthday. but i gave one from one pair to huili. some alma-materish earrings. and oh yes. how could i forget. my mortal gave me my birthday present too. last friday! oh gosh. thanks to you guys man! i was soso happy when i received my presents! [/edit]

and we had a trial-run for our cheerleading. it's not that bad. yinjia's gonna be on top of van and sue's gonna be on top of me. and karen's gonna be standing on zhonglu's and hanzhang's thighs. and mel's gonna do some stunts before doing a split. funkae eh! it's seriously very fun to escape from the netball courts to the tennis courts that area and just practise and practise. but i hate it when we had to do the formation over and over again. it's like my shoulders were aching. and they seriously hella didn't do much except sitting on someone or standing on someone or comfortably sharing their "burden" with someone else. i was like doing the shoulder-sitting over and over again. just because i know how to be the base very well. i did a lot on friday 'cause we were testing whether it's safe and sunday 'cause i was the only one who knows how to do it, and monday was like there's still a lotsa times 'cause we're testing those flyers. i couldn't think of any excuse why my shoulder won't die.

and i think our class didn't play well despite the fact that we have quite a number of good players. maybe we didn't train. and maybe 'cause as what i've said before to some people in the class. our class netballers have got what it takes to be a great player, but they lack the height. no matter how good they are, can you imagine, just one rennie up there can block all the shots.

we had fun practically for everything. but the prc scholars should really be more enthu. i know they are like.. too demure in a way. but they're not gonna enjoy themselves like that. and some actually escaped from the netball centre half-way through. *sigh. and i think those on courts are those that will cheer for the class, active in everything and stuffs. and the rest sitting were like so quiet and gosh. i don't want to talk about it. imagine how sad it was for the netballers.. no one to cheer them on and nothing at all!!

i was screaming there like a mad woman.. and no one else was screaming. sad right. and i feel so spasticated. i wasn't feeling like that in 204. i mean last year, everyone else would have screamed their asses off with me man. and i still remember how i waved the flag till it's like.. spoilt totally. =)) maybe i shouldn't do this kinda comparison. nothing's gonna be up to your expectation like this. like comparing your class now with last year. it's totally hopeless. so i guess we shall leave it as it is. like. 302 is 302 and 204 is 204. there's nothing we can do if 302 ain't that enthu as 204. every class has its unique characteristics i guess. 204 is enthu whereas 302 is not.

i don't think i embarrassed myself this year in netball carn. maybe, besides screaming suddenly after the cheering thing was over 'cause i was too happy that i didn't screw up? and gosh. you should have seen yinjia and vanessa fall. it's not like i'm being evil now or something. but suefaye and i couldn't help but to start laughing and laughing again and again whenever we think about it. both of them fell flat on the ground while doing shoulder-sit. like how the hella did they do that?! and it was kinda slow-motioned man. so vanessa actually got the time to just bend her knees and let yinjia stand. but they didn't and they fell straight. flat on their face. goodness.

but anyway. it's over. went to kfc with suefaye and mel and there was sucha long queue. bought the stuffs and ate. we're lucky that we're able to find a place to sit in. and we were eating when suddenly we saw someone familiar. we think it's ben. he came to meet her i guess. kinda sweet huh? after eating and there's lesser people, we had a great talk with karen. sat there for like 3 hours. amazingly. talking about anything under the sun. there's aircon. there's drinks. there's everything. sucha enjoyment in a sunny hot weather. =))

and all of a sudden, i started to miss 204. although i tried not to. not 'cause i'm heartless. but there's seriously no point dwelling in the past. it just makes me feel more and more depressed. like how time flies, how denise was with us one year ago, and now she's gone for more than 6 months already. =( like that day i came back from math immersion was the day she migrated. and just missed each other 'cause of that few hours. *sigh. and that song "if i let you go" just had to be played that time, i think i missed denise too much. she lurves that song a lot. and we were kinda singing last year. gosh, i was kinda tearing, could have almost cried. i couldn't suppress this sudden surge of emotions.

went back later on to find out we practically missed everything, even missed watching meixian running under the sun like some nutcase playing for the class. =)) nar. i guess everyone did a great job. it's already the students-teachers-match. and the students won as usual. and they were playing with one-hand somemore. they were like stylo and funkae. so cool.. and the teachers look like nothing but some retards running after the ball.

we didn't win anything. and we're cool with it. 'cause what's important is that we had fun! went to fish and co glasshouse after that. class dinner. some other sec 4 class were there too. that sherilyn prefect was there. and i think they were pissed off with us 'cause we ain't exactly behaving. but i don't know what's their problem. like hello. we're outta school already. we're not in school uniform. can they sometimes leave us alone and let us have fun? it's not exactly like the peeps there know who we're. i know the sec 4s might recognise us, but so what? doesn't mean the rest will. *ack. but anyway. the hand-dryer was hella funny. freaked the hella outta everyone. it made this very loud noise. and i was screaming when i played with it. then suefaye and mel and i came out and asked siokkhoon and naomin to go play with it. and we heard a scream and started laughing. it was really funny if you're there. =)) *sigh. and i was eating the slowest as usual. =\ and i had some problems counting the money. now i know how tough is the job of a treasurer. they chunked everything involving money to you.

and we got out and took a lotsa class photos at that love statue. gosh. it was so fun. and we took lotsa lotsa photos. the 302 photos. the ex-204 photo. the committee photo. the jacs photo. so funn!! and someone was commenting that we looked like a bunch of suaku tourists taking more and more photos. =)) ohoh. and it was really funny. i was just hugging pet for fun when they were taking the whole group photo and i was sorta tired. then there's a flash and god! they took a photo of that! *hur. and pet screamed. =\ she was saying better not let jiayan see it.

anyway, went to plaza singapura, hoping to catch like either finding nemo or ju-on. and then we were jay-walking!! it's like the road was seriously wide, and we just crossed like that. and after that we were like some mad women. vanessa was really hyper and we were laughing like a bunch of hyenas. =\ no time-slots anyway. so we roamed around aimlessly. trying to just waste time. and suddenly it dawned on me that. tomorrow's the killer paper. damn smo! and i'm still wasting time. though i'm thinking that i'm not gonna win anything this year. 'cause there're the sec 4s and the prc scholars. but then i sure do not want to get 1 or 2 correct and get myself oh-so-maluated.

[edit] we met the bunch of people who wanna watch ju-on. but there weren't any timeslot for them too. so went home together with naomin, siokkhoon, van and pet. and the train was so squashed up. *ugh. i don't understand why. it's already 8 something and why was the damn train still so packed. talked a lil and i seriously think that the netball carn got the class more bonded than before, not like it's very bonded in the first place, but i think we're getting closer.. if that makes sense. [/edit]

heaven by your side;
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