__________a n g e l in need of a direction

Sunday, June 29, 2003

[[ last week before the school's in ]]
and on saturday, my cousins came over again. it was so utterly boring. then later at night, my whole family went to tampines mall to watch movies. *yay! okay. my brothers and my mum went to watch bruce almighty whereas me and my dad went to watch the hulk. they went in half an hour earlier than us. so my dad and i went to m1 and took a look. dad said that he's gonna get a new handphone soon. and it's for me!! =)) my old phone would be given to my brother i think. and he's gonna trade-in my brother's phone. and he's thinking of getting one with integrated camera. so i'm gonna own one soon in september. *yep. i'm really waiting patiently for september to come! =)) daddy said that he definitely will change it 'cause he's gonna receive a voucher anyway, and it's gonna be a waste if he doesn't use it. the voucher's like 500 bucks. so yea. *whao.

after looking at the phones, it was like half an hour more to our show, so my dad and i went into the arcade nearby and played in there. i don't understand why he likes the shooting-the-gun-game, and like every guy in there anyway, they were like so totally attracted to it, so i stood there and looked at it. it's quite exciting sometimes. yea. and i think my dad's like pro in playing it man. i would have died in the first round. like within 5 secs or something. he went on to the second level and almost the third. =)) and we played on the motorcycle. which was really thrilling. 'cause it's a long time since i last played. and i think i deproved alot. 'cause i used to be like top among my competitors and my brothers. and now i just can't seem to get it on the track. *hur. my dad played too. and it was like quite fun watching him play. i think my dad's so a child at heart.

time's up. bought two cups of coke which turned out like one vanillacoke and one coke. and i got the coke and my dad got the vanilla one. totally suay. the last time he went there. it happened to him too. poor guy. okay we got the second row from the front anyway. it's quite fun sitting in the front seats. but the neck will get a bit sore after watching too long in that position. =\ the show was cool and funkified. the hulk was really. *whao. and whoever that girl was. she's really chio!! =)) and how that guy turned green and everything. amazing! absolutely.. fantastic. ohh. but it's quite sad that the couple didn't get to be together forever. they really lurve each other. and the hulk's father's really a mad guy. he could just fucking go die or something. experimented on himself. and his son too.. poor guy to have a father like him. and not only that. near the end he wanted his son to make him powerful. like what kinda father is that. so selfish. but its power is quite cool. like absorbing power from any sources. yup. and he's like so absolutely can change from one thing to another that he touched so fast.. so eye-opening.

oh and he can run so fast and jump so high like some superman idiot. or actually it reminded me of x-men instead. i don't know why. but yea. anyway. after it ended, we walked out to realise that my mum and brothers waited for one whole full solid hour for us to get out of the cinema. my mum saw huangsufang though. she said she's really sweet-looking and skinny and not very tall in real life. like so totally different on the screen 'cause my mum thinks she's a major bitch who's like really crazy and looked quite tall.. fine. it was a great father-daughter bonding? yes? no? i don't know. oh. and my mum was like saying. *hahah. my dad was bringing his *gf* eh. weird. ohwell. but i'm thinking and thinking that my family's quite funkae afterall. like parents-children's age gap ain't that great. and parents are quite on. what else do you want? or what else do i want actually. nothing more i guess. but i think all of us have something in common too. bad-tempered and too stubborn. way too hot-tempered and obstinate. which ain't very good. 'cause. haha. nevermind.

and anyway. i still hadn't settle down and do my freaking homework. except like geography which wasn't much 'cause i just cut and paste everything i found on the web. =)) the rest was so totally hopeless i tell you. i only managed to do like the other two emath assignment and half-a-page physics. and then nothing productive had come out from me ever since. and i was always slacking and dying to go out to shop. it's like the great singapore sale and who doesn't wanna get some good bargain out there and wanna stay at home looking at the four walls and pia-ing homework. and obviously i didn't pia any 'cause i was watching tv most of the time. had a great time watching like the bachelorette. the american idols. the oprah. holland v. and many others. =) who has the mood to study you tell me. and it's like the more determined i am to finish something. the more irritating it gets. like i didn't do anything yet i'm expecting something to be done. that's ridiculous.

i so wanna get a swimming suit and a few pairs of jeans. and some new footwears. some sleeveless shirts. actually. shirts would be better. and i don't know. i think i wanna some more bottoms too. and maybe another skirt or something. =\ new earrings. earsticks. *yadayadayada. the list goes on. and i need a few bags though i have thousand and one of them. and i wanna new sportsbras too. like all on sales now. so yep. =)) okay. i shall get my mum out one day to buy. orh. and i don't know why. daddy seemed to always be able to get those funny vouchers. there's some marche 30 bucks off voucher i think. yea. i'm so in need of good food too.

mummy wasn't very happy with my attitude like again. it's the how many times anyway. but this time it's different. it kinda freaked me out. she wrote a letter to me. and asked me to throw it away after reading. and she daoed me. it's quite sad seriously. but i don't know why is she so pissed anyway. okay. she bought me this pair of jeans which was quite nice. i lurve it. but i didn't say anything. and i was lazy to get out of my bed so i was like whining. i know it sounds so retarded but what to do. then she got pissed with me 'cause she thought that i didn't like the jeans? something like that. and the letter she wrote was so hurting. kinda cried lar. it sounded like she was saying i'm kinda materialistic.. and she wished that she had a mother to do what she was doing for me for her. okay. she's adopted somehow. and everything like my attitude and bringing up her past and all started 'cause i was a lazy bum. =.=

and we didn't go and take the north-east line and do to chinatown to do-god-knows-what-thing she wanna do. just sucha pity. and of course it's not 'cause of it, partly it's the rain. it started to rain elephants and cows. and anyway. amazing how i got up before 12 PM everyday eh. thought i was awake till 3 AM. usually i would have slept till 3 PM. =)) okay. i'm ranting on and on now. better stop. else it's gonna be an ultra-long entry.

heaven by your side;
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