__________a n g e l in need of a direction

Thursday, July 03, 2003

[[ friday ]]
school was boring as usual. i thought we're gonna have chem prac so i didn't bother to do the concentration shit. which turned out that we didn't have any prac. but she decided to distribute some asses and then gave us back the chem test we did before school's out. there're like 2 failures in the class. so angeline and i were like saying. how it's gonna be both of us. *hur. anyway. i totally hated it how she read out those with marks above 30. the total mark's 40 anyway. i mean. yes they got 30. so? half of them are the damn scholars which is like no big surprise. and the rest are the zaikias or the muggers in the class. so yea. whatever. and angeline and i got our paper back the same time so we were like eh. there's still a few on her hands, and to our amazement, we both passed!! like okay just passed. but we passed!! she got 20/40 and i got 21. which ain't that bad afterall. okay. i think i'm a big joker. everyone's sad that they've got careless mistakes and i'm like so happy that i freaking passed.

bio we had this new guy teacher called mr. chia. if i'm not wrong. okay he so totally looks like kennethlui! white and skinny. *hur. and idiotic look. okay. he's damn tall anyway. damndamn tall. he came in. kinda tried to joke with us but it didn't succeed. and i was like talking booshit about him to angeline and angeline said that she think he could hear us. so i stopped. and anyway. angeline noticed there's a ring on his finger. so he;s freaking engaged or married?! are you like kidding totally?! darn. and he tried to have a conversation with us, but it was so totally loserified. he was asking us to ask question. why don't he just tell us more about him rather than what he's doing. gee. and it sounded like we wanna jio him like that. like har har. orh! and someone asked him a question about what's his height. and he's trying to be funny or what. he replied something like "that's a popular question. well, that depends on whether i'm wearing my shoes or not, i'm 6 feet tall" like who the hell knows what's 6 feet is when we're using the don't know what shit with metres and centimetres and all that. "okay. i'm around 181 - 183 cm tall." okay. and it sounded really spastic 'cause it seemed like he can expand or something. =))

and later on he was talking about how we shouldn't do anything funny 'cause he was a student before too so he knows exactly what we're up to. which is quite true the way he said those frequently seen methods like hiding your homework underneath your textbook, storybook on textbook, etc. and he went on with the lesson and angeline thought he could really teach. i mean. quite true. 'cause i was actually listening. i'm still not sure if it's because he can teach, or is it because i'm trying to be guai to read now 'cause i really screw my bio up. or either that i'mjust giving him face that he's new to the school.

then emath was rather dry. -yawns- and i was having this big flu thing with angeline 'cause i think i caught a cold while sleeping the night before. sneezing the whole day. oh and angeline and i were like so spastic 'cause we suddenly did that *arh...* thing from ju-on. and pet could hear it from her seat. so we did till she's totally annoyed. then after chem lesson. angeline went up to her and sat beside her table and did what toshio always do. like squatting kinda thing and touching his knees. damndamn funny. pet was telling her she looked like a beggar instead. and anyway, i was so really exhausted that i slept in emath lesson. which is hardly the case 'cause i'm kinda freaked out by how peyyy suddenly screams your name when she finds out you're doing blablabla instead of listening, or doing or anything that's gotta do with emath.

as for english and higher chinese, the teachers didn't come so we had two free blocks. which was totally cool but unproductive. like i just did my amath ass for english block. and it was quite fruitless. pet was like doing her emath work then i went to kajiao her. then she asked me to sit with her and i was alright with it, so went there and sat with her and her radio was blasting with nice songs. and i was trying to do it with pet who's doing her emath ass and the first question was already damn hard. like log. i'm totally hopeless at it. copied jiamin's ass totally. =(

then during higherchinese and lunch i went to the guidance centre to find angeline and michelle and meixian and poleng there. those redcross members. so we talked a lot. but i can't remember what we were talking about. too sickly. =\ and buzhibujue, it was amath. sigh. i hate wongtk man. and it's like i really don't understand the whole thing about log. so i copied yet another time jiamin's another assignment. without even understanding it. =\ wish me luck. my log sucks. =( and there's amath test coming up like real soon.

wanted to go home with van after that. so waited for her. and it so happened that jiayan, yinjia and jiamin and van were gonig pet's house. so i waited for her with them. we were like stoning in the foyer for nearly half an hour. in the end jiamin decided to go off first and jiayan decided to go home too. so she asked her dad to fetch her. and so, yinjia left too. left me and pet. and van finally came with shiling and qi en. so four of us went to bk and had our dinner.

well, talked quite a lot with pet again. she's troubled. like over a few stuffs. so she was kinda confiding in me and i was consoling and counselling her. *hurhur. jiayan and her said that i can be some psychologist or that couple therapy thing. damn funny. ohwell. i guess it's cool that people do confide in me. like yea. it's somehow a miracle when they do so. 'cause.. i don't know. i think people perceive me as somebody who's not very trustable maybe 'cause i'm kinda insane.. or maybe it's just me who think that way. =\

okay. my knee was really hurting like mad. but i still went bk. which was quite rubbish. *hur. went there and we were laughing and laughing like there's no tomorrow. and pet was really funny. she was like pouting which was totally hilarious. =( hahaha.. ohgosh. and we were talking about who's more girly in that group and i'm the one? like totally crap.. but if it really is, then the thing i can say is that i've changed a lot. vann went to get some icecream later on and we went home after that.

heaven by your side;
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