__________a n g e l in need of a direction

Wednesday, August 20, 2003

forgot to mention that there was this prank-calling on friday nite at mel's house. haha. 'cause remember angeline promised to do anything i want her to do? so we decided that she should give a call to peapea who's so gross and disgusting like her! -wink. anyway. mel called angeline and then called peapea so that it's that whatever conference-calling. darn farnie. i was like bargaining with angeline how long the call should be. and we agreed that it will be 1 minute long. in the end it was like what. more than 2 minutes. okay. so when angeline hung up. mel still talked to peapea. and suefaye and i were practically laughing our ass off beside her. then we heard something about dragonballs and whattheballs. and started laughing. and he heard us. so we kept really quiet. then they started arguing whether he's a bitch. 'cause mel called him a bitch. then he said he's not. then mel asked what's he then? and i blurted out one bastard and he was daaarn pissed. -laughs. he asked whether we're still conferencing and whatever shit man. totally madness. darling meimei.. -rotflmao-

[[ 10/08/2003 ]]
and sunday. met up with chongxun, yukming, siuhong, lester and huichun. i think chongxun is really nice somehow. really mature and tall with a nice voice too. gosh. i sound like i'm crushing him. but i don't! lester kept kajiaoing me about being in rg and stuffs. like i'm a mugger, a lesbian and all those craps. but chongxun sided me somehow. he said something like i don't think jac's like that lar. and he commented that my hair's nice and a lotsa nice stuff. so it's kinda a bit ego-boosting. and somehow, this time, they don't really kajiao me that much and instead, they kept talking to me so nicely except that shooortie. oh. the guys were like 1.7.. and chongxun was already 1.8 something.

yukming's a joker man. i think he's kinda cute.. =)) funny and lame mann. all those funny shit like glueing my can of coke onto the table. trying to glue everything up with that superglue.. 'cause someone threw his mum's hp out and the cover cracked so they used superglue to glue it back. he tried feeding the stupid cat with chips too.. and he had a shower before he came lar. and he looked really hilarious. when the cat which was originally standing beside me walked away when the other girl came and sat beside me, he said she got less meili something liddat. and his l1r5. 50.. -laughs. and siuhong was saying the good thing is he's finally out of taf for 2 months. but the bad thing is he failed his english. and he said he would rather pass his english and go back into taf club. so yukming suggested that he should start eating again. somehow i was kinda quiet throughout 'cause i don't really know what they were saying. as in huichun kept asking them about this guy and that guy from their school. i think she's getting despo somehow. asking if there're any shuaiges then i was siandiao 'cause the girl can't ask me anything about guys. anyway, the guys were talking more to me than her i think. she came late and left early. oh i think i changed a lot in terms of looks, else why can't chong recognise me until i walked nearer.

it's quite cool i can talk to them somehow. it's not like this last time. and i was talking to chong about kerry and serene and we started talking about everything under the sun. i mean the moon. like stuffs that happened last time, their crushes. they just treated me like one of them. their stupid 4 and 1/2 guys joke. quite cool actually. i mean they are really nice to talk to. well at least it's nice to listen to them talk whatever stuffs. and i think the girl a bit.. juvenile? just full of shit. -rolleyes. and i think she thinks i'm dumb. we're talking about obs and she asked me whether i know about obs. and when i said i went. she was like really shocked and went. oh really?! i mean hey. i even went there before you did. sai. wadever was she trying to mean huh? and if she's not a student leader she won't have know it anyway. look. so who'll be the dumb one?

[[ monday - sunday ]]
last week kinda sucked. maybe i was in a bad mood. had headache for a few days. reached home at 3.30 PM all thanks to melissa. we went to that far east photoshop and left her films there to be developed. and we went to macs in wisma to have our lunch. and she had to rush off before 3 and so i reached home at 3.30. 'cause petrina can't be contacted. and god knows how to contact van when she lost her phone. and the next day. i had a throbbing headache. so decided not to go. my mum for once was understanding enough.. so i slept all the way till around 2 PM. and all those sms-es i received was darn funny. like tofu-girl! what's wrong with you today from mel and all kinds. oh and yanxia was soo funkae! =) lurve her more and more! sucha nice jiejie. she's so caring and nice man. like bringing small snacks to class and giving some to moi. teaching me math. oh and most importantly, she gave me her sweater when i got rashes again and then she was feeling cold herself! awwws* anyway. so i slacked around at home and did a few assignment. feeling so accomplished suddenly.

and then wednesday had library duty. was making some shit bookmark outta recycled materials. i swear i hate library. and i just had to write rgslibrary over and over again. with hearts and flowers. so sick of it! and it made me really psycho after that. i just went on writing and writing and xinyi was rather freaked out. and i hate those assholes who are fulla criticism and yet they did nothing. like absolutelyfreaking nothing. they come and go and whenever one came in, they will be like oh what are you all doing. bookmarks. ewww. why so ugly one. why issit transparent and everything. hullo. it's not like the library's loaded okay. and it's quite creative of us to think of all these shit. to use left-overs of the bookcovers to do so.. and writing ain't exactly very fun if you ask me. oh. and melissa was in class and she said she got the photos already. went down to look at them. ohgosh. i sucked in it. =\ and the next day. the photo was like shown to the rest of the class. so embarrassing.

oh did i mention. i hate leekimlan. not exactly hate. but i think she hates me. eh. doesn't sound right. but whatever booshit. she only knows how to choose me!! i already had had enough when she asked us to do 5 free presentations. and she gave us kitkat. that's all. i wasn't really pleased. but satisfied enough. at least i thought that's the end of my torture. but hell! how would i know?! there's some stupid meet the whoever or whatever i can't remember on 6th september. and she'd 15 vacancies. so she asked if anyone wanna volunteer herself. no one. so she was like randomly. and she called me and asked me whether i want? and gee! she must have known that i don't know how to reject her request everytime!! and so i got to go for that freaking shit! =\ why. why 'sit soo unfair! and all i got from it was a bloody survey and a free postcard. how cheapskate. i swear. she doesn't like me. or actually she lurves me too much. i think pars gonna get it too. *hurs. we'll just see mann. [edit] and fine. i just asked pars. she's not the one going for her freaking class!! in fact. she thinks that there's no one from her class who's going. whatthefish. [/edit]

and friday. how blur can i get. i forgot my freaking wallet and handphone. lost of communication from the outside world. *hurs. koped 20 bucks from class funds. =)) luckily. so went out with mel and suefaye for lunch at kfc. and met ash and karen. realised that mel left her sim card in class. so she went back all the way just to get it back. and before that we were in the class and the math department came into our class and started moving tables and everything everywhere. charmainesia was there too. oh by the way. they announced the imo result finally. how funkae. and she was there to present some project i guess. and she was helping around taking down announcements from the board and she was totally amused by how many jianbaos we owed the teachers. and how we're supposed to finish it by the end of august. and she was really amazed by mine. 7 jianbaos. =\ and also unfortunately that day. there's a spot-check during morning assembly. =\ *arhhar. didn't get booked. okay. but my tight belt was really tight. i don't know why she wants to check it too. wellwell. and prama mentioned something about blogspot. why did she ever wanna check about that huh. and she actually reads it? *whao. it's none of her business sometimes. okay. i shan't say that much. else she's gonna track me down or something.

oh and there were two talks this week. one on dieting and weight control and the other's this poet, whose the mum of su-ching, gave a talk about creative writing and introducing her books and poems and stuffs. you know that hadley cheerleader who's a vice-capt too. very chio girl. anyway. the weight control talk. i didn't exactly take note of anything. it just reminds me of her again. i just really hope she's outta that thing. =\ i remembered something like weight/height² and the healthy zone's like 18.5 i think. oh goodness. i calculated for myself. it's like freaking 17.6? *hurs. and that assembly. it was like really cool how she wrote everything.. but i still slept. =\ well.

the next day we had openhouse and i was so majorly a pig again. was supposed to be there by 8.30 or 9 but i reached there at around 10 plus. 'cause. bingo. i overslept again. the weather was seriously nice to sleep at home. anyway. bought food from macs and met yinjia on the bus and on the way outside the school. it suddenly started pouring! and we ran like some stupid fools. went to the library booth. and i seriously have no comments on the, well, decor. =\ so slacked around. kajiaoed people. watched mel play tabletennis and went round looking for ms pang. how fun. -rolleyes. i totally hate rgs for this stupid openhouse. free child labour or what. i mean we're not even benefitting from it. and we've to spend like hours on everything when we have tests the next week. our school rocks man. =.= and i'm so irritated with everything now. i think i'm pmsing. -laughs.

nothing much about my sunday. it's always that boring. sucks. but i got my 77th street card. yea! so now i'll get more discounts. =) *whee. oh and i was checking inet for thank goodness my internet connection was back to normal again. and i saw the results of the smo. ohman. i can't believe seriously. i mean i was tikam-ing and quite unsure of my answers and everything. but i managed to get like what 8 questions outta 30 correct. it's like no biggie to others. but i guess it's rather cool for me. like honourable mention. that means i missed bronze by 1 question. but i was happy that i tied with jenny and chenjing. won janiceheng, my two seniors and a few others. =) oh and charmaine was like zai forever. she got 104 points for first round and 137 for both rounds. chuahyuxin was also zai. 96 points for first round. charmaine got top 4 i think. and she tied with weicheng! funkae! and chuahyuxin tied with danen!! cool aiight. zhihao did quite well i heard. larlarlar.. oh and the open section. charmaine got like 53 points and she got top 20. whatthehell right. and there's this zaikia in acs. kenneth tay. first for senior and third for open. and the junior section the twin was like so good. one got 80 points and the other 68. and alvin's one of them in top 20. sai right. everyone getting so high. oh and samantha got silver. won tianni somemore. meixian's sister weixian got bronze i think. whoa* they're damn mad man. but i'm satisfied with what i've got. =) -beams-

heaven by your side;
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