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Wednesday, August 20, 2003

have a chinese test tomorrow. so i shall make this update a fast and short one. am supposed to pass up my amath file tomorrow too. ohwell. but i decided to tell her that my file's lost after i put it underneath my table and they shifted our table during openhouse on saturday so now my file's lost. -nods head. =) ohwell. but i bet that she won't believe my nonsense again. or maybe she will. since she mentioned something like people having more positive attitude in her class. i think she's referring to me since i listened to her class. -winks.

[[ monday ]]
hate monday man. there're like two major shit testing our knowledge on the subject. maybe tingxie's not that scary to anyone else. but i always fear that i will fail it and then laoshi will come after me again. =\ -sulks. oh and please. i know nuts about moleymole man. and i heard that at least 75% of the stupid chemistry test's on it! =.= right. and periodic table was okaaay.. *hurs. well. at least i tried to study for it. and still couldn't figure out why is it so and so and why can't we use this formula and stuffs like that. irking me like shit. oh and anyway, i think it's monday that peyyy came into our class and we were having contacts and she was like asking where the sheet of paper which was passed around sometime ago asking for our parent's contact should we be late or something that day we have our chinese o'level. then like all teachers. they get damn pissed off with us. and she finally exploded and shouted at us. it was like *whooa. unbelievable. everyone thought she's no temper and

and anyway, emath was on matrices again. guess i embarassed myself by asking mrs pey stupid questions and kept on arguing with her i think. until yanxia had to stop me from arguing and asked me to shut up and explained like again and over again and then i finally got why it's column multiplied by the row. and in that funny order.. or whatever. can't exactly remember lar. yea. actually i can't remember. was it last week or on tuesday actually. oh well. so either it could be what i mentioned just now that happened on monday or that she returned us our last emath test and i got 25.5/30. =)) yea! not bad for my standard already. lardeedars. didn't go for recess again lar. stupid tingxie and chemistry test. *ughh.

-laughs. and during bio lesson, i was like studying for my chem test so i had my chem guidebook on my lap underneath the table. and we were going through some worksheet that we're supposed to do before this week during the weekend i reckon. copied mine from michelletan during recess. she's damn cute. i didn't even ask for hers and she gave me hers to copy from. nice. =) arh. my definition of nice seemed to be like screwed. so he went through the first worksheet and the second one he wanted us to hand it in. and it's like we didn't exactly finish it so he decided to be kind and understanding and asked us to hand in tomorrow instead. and he went on talking about bio exam at the end of the year. it's like 43 days away according to pet's nickname. giving me the jitters now.

ohwell. and english. i think she's getting more and more boring each day. but anyhoo, i still love that love fallacy shit. polly's damn cute! whatever logic. i didn't even know there's stupid names for stupid logics. *hurs. and yuup. and she's getting more and more irritated with us i bet. not listening to her class and everything. like every other teacher who teaches us. i bet it's 'cause of wongtk's stupid complaints on us. *girl arh. -rolleyes.

higher chinese was okay. at least i knew how to write most of the words for tingxie. =\ hope i get goodmarks? what booshit is this. anyway. after that was some lessons on composition again. oh i'm so proud of myself. finished the worksheet in class so i didn't need to bring it back home to do. =) and she let us off early too. noticed her stomach's getting biigger and biigger.

had a chemistry test. and she sucks! she refused to postpone the freaking test. yes. how very understanding mann. i mean like. there's openhouse. there's whatever other shit. and everyone's involved and so busy. oh anyway. i anyhow tikamed and my empirical formula was like wrong for the last question so the last page is like totally no marks. yay for me mann. oh and then the rest were filled not because i knew how to do it. it's just to fill up the stupid space. 'else i bet she will be like so puzzled how come i left it blank and then she will come and find me or either that request to see me and all.. and i was like right in front like in the first row. so she was in front of me all the times. =\ bah.

and after that went to kfc with angeline julia van and jiamin. angeline and julia were having some jap test that afternoon so they decided to go for lunch and at the same time pia for the test. van's going the same way as i am. and jiamin and van needed to post something. soo.. yup. went together. and 'cause i have the coupons. =)) ate a lot a lot. like 2 pieces of chicken, 2 reg whipped potato. 2 crispy whatever they are, and one med coke! heh* well, angeline and julia were pia-ing for jap test. and i had to keep really quiet for them to study, and van and jiamin was at another table. was soo lonely i tell you. bah.

[[ tuesday ]]
went to chem lab for chem lesson yesterday. carried on writing my reply to angeline's 3 letters. oh well. it's 3 pages long. so it's okay right. and it's only the replies for two of the three letters. didn't exactly listen to the lesson. 'cause i think the stuffs on the net during eweek and i was just readign through it the other day. how guai. anyway. she's forever that monotonous.. can put people to sleep. =.= anyway straight after that we had physics pract, like what the hell. two solid hours of no air-con. oh wait. it's three and a half hours. pe and recess next weren't in air-conditioned rooms. we were drawing this lightray passing through the glass thing. something like what we did last year. i guess it's getting more and more dull and dreary and dry. =\ someone save me.

oh and then when we handed in our worksheet and he started talking to me again. =\ something about last year's amc competition. he was saying that he saw my name on the whatever. and asked me what did i get last year for some competition. so i said i got special achievement and prize certificate. and i was thinking he asked me that before last week! so he went on saying whoa* so your math must be really good. i said no. i'm not that good as charmainesia. so he went on saying what maybe i should work harder and practise more sums and discover more about my talents because i might be really talented in math. just that i haven't really discover that. and i was nodding my head away. let's just say, i'm already happy enough if my math tests don't screw up. but maybe i should do something about it. yea.

oh. and our class wasn't even like late for ace routine. and freaking marietteong i bet she's fuckingpmsing. so what man. she was like screaming and shouting at us and like trying to insult us every now and then. she just picked on us like nuts! darn. and then she sidetracked and went on talking about whatever cca leadership thing and whatever bookings. i mean what has this gotta do with ace routine you tell me?! let peyyy do the preaching instead of you, fatass, afterall she's our beloved form teacher. who are you to talk to us like that, like you're oh-so superior. yesyes. i bet you hate our batch or something. her screws must be damn loose. i conclude that pe teachers pms alot. oh and huizhen and charmaine's class was so enthu. after that. we took our height and weight. i'm 1.64m tall and weigh around 47.5kg. and after that everyone's thinking of going on a diet again. tsk. i'm as tall as weiling now! jiayan too! =) 6 cm more to 1.7 can't wait for that day to come!

had amath. be amazed. i listened to her lesson again. cannot take it. but still i have to. don't understand a shit. can't remember what we did for higherchinese. she came rather late to class again. anyway, i think we were discussing beiyin. yea. she showed us a video on it. and then went through the ciyu in the text. had emath and she returned us our matrices pop quiz. the other i was arguing with her to let me write the last working when she said time's up and we're like snatching the paper and my pen. damn hilarious. and she swore that she won't give me any mark for the question. and guess what. yes. she gave me fullmarks for my quiz! =)) after that we went on doing matrices. arh. boring and confusing topic.

took a taxi down to bukit batok 'cause of service learning. the taxi fare was hella ex. 3 bucks?! *tamade. like a burger gone just like that. bleh. went to macs to get something to eat and walked there. sue and mel were like saying how long the journey is. like the place is very deep in. it's at 201 and now we're still at 102 only! we need like another 15 minutes more to walk there. and then the next turn, we're there. and i am slow, so i was like where are we now, i thought you said the place's like still farfar away. then they laughed and said they lie to me. and i was not fun at all to lie to.

so i was supposed to supervise this bunch of guys in the computer lab, make sure they don't chat, download stuffs from the internet and surf porns or whatever lar. darn entertaining. they called me prefect! whatthehell right. and when their time's up, this guy stood up and said, thankyou and have a nice day. i was like shocked. and later went to the kitchen to help out suefaye sell snacks and drinks. and it was darn noisy there. studied some ciyus. then this girl came, can't remember her name. she started talking to us and i was writing my ciyus out, she suddenly asked, "ohmygosh, you're chinese?!" and i said yar. then she said i thought you're malay! then i said no and sue and i started laughing. then she went on asking whether i'm mixed or anything. i just laughed and laughed. damn absurd man.

heaven by your side;
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