__________a n g e l in need of a direction

Friday, August 22, 2003

*ugh. my internet connection screwed up. had to re-type again. shall try to remember what i'd said just now. came back home half-way through school. it's quite fun actually to think about it. like you're having lunch alone yet your friends are all having lessons and taking tests. and hardly did i ever get back home so early from school except when i was in primary school. but the freaking procedure for early leave from school was so long 'cause like there're a few sec 4s who wanna go home. there's a bug in their class i guess. and yeosooling was like quite unhappy about it. how tofu we are. then she asked me what's wrong. i said rashes. and she was like. and you want to go home? then she took a look at my hives. and was so grossed out that she quickly signed my yellow slip. so i get to go home.

decided that i shouldn't ask my mum to take a taxi down and fetch me and then we go home together. it'll definitely cost a bomb. like 20 bucks. as in. i would rather spend the money on more food. =) how sensible can i get. -winks. so i called my mum and told her that i'll go home by public transport and i'll go for lunch too. had beeeef noodles at scotts food court. =) and i didn't know the mrt train can be so packed at 12 noon. i thought it's always around 4 PM - 8 plus that the train will be thatt full. after that i came home and slept from 2 to 6.30 PM. kinda shiok.. was damn tired. all thanks to chinese test and geography shit. slept at 1 plus this morning. bah. i think i better re-do it later again. but it's so sad. i mean i promised suefaye to go watch the league with her today. nevermind. we shall save money for next thursday then! =)

well, i was feeling real trashy this morning when i woke up. why do we have to wake up so early for school? why must the school bus fetch me so early? why can't i live near my school like how i used to so it's just a 5-minute walk there? and why didn't i get my stomach flu? i'm supposed to have it okay. like after drinking so much milk. i mean a glass per night for 3 consecutive nights. it should be enough what. ohno, i think i need to up my dose seriously. oh and she wrote a letter and a poem to me. it was damn amusing. yea. it doesn't even rhyme. and she's too scared of me that she didn't dare to pass it to me, instead, she asked petrina to pass it to me. yanxia and petrina were dying to see it okay. well, she never fails to make me laugh. ~~and cry sometimes~~.

english again. i don't think she's happy with our class. i mean we're supposed to write a short paragraph and our class, i doubt half the class did it. i mean like out of 6 from my group, none of us did it. and that's like 1/5 of the class already. so we did it in class. it was rather crappy i guess. =\ and the rest of the lesson, she was talking about o level new format and marks allocation. like free-writing's gonna be outta 30 now instead of 40. and there's a stiuational writing that's 30 marks for fullmark which used to be like only 20. and there will be 15 minutes more for us to write. there might also be two passages for comprehension. and we don't have a choice anymore for the vocabulary part. i think there's also some changes to oral. can't remember. whatever it is, it might and might not benefit us. and the worst thing is the moe has not decided whether they should or not use that format next year. =\ after that, she was talking about situational writing. i think it's quite fun? yep. but it's dry. and we need to memorise those funny formats. *ugh. i hate memorising. my memory sucks. and thus, i fell asleep.

and next was bio. i think there's no bell. so he was late. and i spent the time laming around with michelletan and zhonglu. zhonglu can carry me and i can't carry her up!! whatthehell. anyway. he was going through some stuffs about blood i think. occasionally heard something like red blood cells, E-cells and what biconcave. =\ was studying for chinese test. yes i suck. can't remember anything. was thinking that we had tingxies before. but goodness. they still look alienic to me. okay. i promise i will listen to his or anyone else's lesson next time. and i will plan my studyplan soon to mug for eoys. yea. i must get good grade. even though i don't think it's possible. physics was horrible too. i didn't bring my worksheet again. and it was like it's quite obvious that i was studying for my chinese test. i'm really feeling sorry for that. i think he's really a poor thing. oh and the latent heat. i don't think i understand. how screwed can i get. it's less than 1 and a 1/2 months away from eoys! also decided that my rashes was really bad and that i should go home. furthermore, i'll get to have like the weekend to study. again. =|

she called me. i guess it's alright now. actually it depends on me right. whether i want to forgive and forget. i think it's like she's too suay that i vent my frustration on her. =\ arhwell. i decided that she's not the only one who got me pissed too. and she must thank zing mann seriously. if it wasn't zing who told me to just forgive and forget, i probably would dao her even longer. anyway, thanks zing! we must talk again soon. =) must tell me how have you been ever since we last talked. and yes, i won't let others put me down again. yea, thanks for being there for me. i'll be there for you too. and yes! let's go sentosa again soon. lurveya always. -muahh. and thanks to all the others who were concerned about me too, like michelle, meixian, suefaye, mel, yanxia, karen, petrina, shuwen, jiayan, van, steph! you guys rock! while i stone. -winks. i think.. i'm a drama-mama somehow. ohwhatever. and anyway. i think i talked to her for like so long. it's quite long for me. i think it's around half an hour. talking about stupid stuffs. i guess we're just lamers and will forever be lamers.

took a quiz that ant sent to me. rather funny. zing was a male. *hurs.

your past life diagnosis:

i don't know how you feel about it, but you were female in your last earthly incarnation. you were born somewhere in the territory of modern iran around the year 1325. your profession was that of a leader, major or captain.

your brief psychological profile in your past life:
artistic personality, always transforming the ugly into the beautiful, gray into bright colors. you would find an opportunity of creative self-expression in any situation.

the lesson that your last past life brought to your present incarnation:
your main lesson is to develop magnanimity and a feeling of brotherhood. try to become less adhered to material property and learn to take only as much, as you can give back.

heaven by your side;
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