__________a n g e l in need of a direction

Wednesday, August 13, 2003

was deciding whether to abandon this damn blog again. damn tedious to keep on updating. and i don't know who are the silent readers out there. so.. haiya whatever. and then when i wanted to just desert this forever, fickle-minded me suddenly don't feel like doing so anymore. saii.

[[ wednesday - saturday ]]
anyway, last wednesday. biyi's fren from some other country came to our class. she's called raquel i think. yea. nice hair and chio. *hurhurs. and biyi and her were so cute. like biyi was holding raquel's hand and dragging her to everywhere she's going. and raquel i think if i'm not wrong. she was commenting like how come students in singapore dare to sleep in class. -laughs. anyway. nothing much for the first two lessons lar. just that hochengkam seemed very interested in raquel coming to our class for one day. and damn stupid wongtk thought it's some kinda immersion.

and bio pract. andrewchia dissected a goat's heart! and the worst thing is that he seemed to be enjoying it!! oh gross.. but it was quite interesting. thank goodness the blood was drained out already. else can you imagine it gushing out when he made a slit here and there? eww. oh and he cut the damn thing wrongly. he said. oh. now the left atrium i think is at your right? something like that. and the way he was handling it. like what cheryl said, "he was like prying it open and tugging at the walls and poking and prodding and - this is sick - sticking his finger from the inside of the heart out through one of the big artery things and wiggling it about so the artery things looked like they were moving or something. -shudders-"

and we ponned pe again. i think we got into trouble this time. i'm not sure if he's gonna send us to dc for truancy. haiya whatever. richardchee sucks. i mean so what if he taught pe for 35 years? if he's like oh-so great then why ain't he the head-of-department or anything higher post than what he is now? kiss my ass man. but angeline said he's trying to say that we're one of the worst class he came across in his 35 years of teaching. haiya whatever. and petrina was commenting that i looked like i was going to bash him up like that. some gangster head. hahaha. 'cause i was standing there kinda buaya song look. when in faact.. i was really having gastric!! haha. i think angeline's right. don't lie that you're sick 'cause you'll end up sick. -sigh.

ponned library duty. went to shop instead. like i dare to anyway. the stupid point system. anyway. i got xinyi's permission to go out to buy presents for the sec 4s lar. so nyahnyah. i didn't go for duties daringly. =)) went to ask for like 100 bucks from that pervert. hurhurs. saw the juniors making the banner for library openhouse. okay. thankfully i didn't need to do so. on the other hand, hate it! it's my turn to do counter duty okay!! -pout. this totally sucks.

went to have baked rice with vanessa anyway. petrina went off to have her violin lesson. anyway. we were talking lar. talking about lotsa stuffs. i think you know personally i think people goes mad or simply into another personality when he/she is with a group of people. and when you sit alone and talk to him/her. it's another different case. and i think somehow they're nicer when they're alone. yea. went to shibuya and bought 16 sets of mini photo frames and 2 photo frames for the seniors. they're cheap and nice. yupyup.

anyway. thursday more or less sucked too. okay. shan't talk about anything except amath. she scolded our class yet again lar. and then she was suaning the scholars in our class. i mean she was saying they're deproving and stuffs. when in fact they STILL got fullmarks for their damn test. and she said something about our attitude. i mean what's wrong with our attitude. hey. at least they still get fullmarks lor. i seriously think that the result's better than the attitude or anything. even the process is okay. i mean we do hand in our assignments. right? but then suefaye said something like she mentioned like there's people deproving and stuffs. they're still people who improved and their attitude are better. and she's looking at us. so i wonder if that's good or bad. sigh. anything aiight.

met up with pars cheryl zihua ziying. yay! 204unite. haha. anyway. went to far east to change the freaking empty box. they actually gave me an empty box. -rolleyes. was walking out of school when harpreet and indu stopped me and asked me where i'm going. supposed to go for the freaking sec4 farewell party. so i lied and said that i needed to go down to some shop to change for the thing. 'cause they gave me an empty box! what a great excuse. i was actually planning to shop for two piece swimsuit with parsley and cheryl.

okay. we went to sheer romance first in far east level one. and parsley tried it out. i think she looked good in it lor. but we thought we should check out some other stores. like john little or robinson. so we grabbed some food and took a bus there. and they were like friggin ex. so much more expensive than sheer romance. like at least 20 bucks more. whatthehell okay. so we walked back. and anyway. we stopped by 7-11 to buy a drink to share. and then somehow it was vanilla coke instead of coke. and then pars suddenly asked when cheryl and i were still arguing over whether it's coke or not. i thought it's sprite? why is it this colour? cheryl and i burst into laughter mann. she's really slow. anyway. we went back and took like sucha long time before deciding whether to get it or not. actually i was the fastest to decide. and parsley took like sucha long time. cheryl too. i got a blue-striped one. cheryl got this light blue and white one. pars got the darkblue and flowery one. all of them are nice. and they look real good in it. while i suck lar. =| haha. and my mum wasn't exactly pleased by the fact that i got one so i lied to her that my fren insisted in getting me that as a birthday present. afterall it's kinda true. parsley's getting me that as birthday present.. and i'm getting her that as birthday present too.. yup. oh and then went home with cheryl and dennet. they're really hilarious man. and dennet took the train all the way to kembangan and then back to aljunied to waste time i think.

wore white top and jeans to school the next day. and lugged the big rg sports bag along. hurs* like i'm some refugee finding a hide-out. okay nevermind. anyway. the celebration was okay lar. i mean it's the usual thing. sec 1 i think it's new or maybe not. some quiz. and the the sec 2's a skit. really funny skit. and then the sec 3s had the cheerleading competition. i think 303 should get something more than third. i don't know i don't think the gep class's thaat greaat.. fine. i'm biased against geppers. and the sec 4 costume-parade. quite funkae.. 409 won. that model takes the same school-bus as me i think. totally funkae. and one of the geppers with the fan.. that's my senior according to xinyi. haiya. xinyi was like saiyng that's amelia that's amelia!! and i was like who the hell's amelia?! and she gave me this exasperated look. haha. seriously. so what?

and after that met up with the beachbabes. ziying, zihua. suefaye, mel and me! haha. those going to sentosa lar and then we went fareast and took neoprints. =) i think it's rather nice. haha. all of them are like real pretty. and as usual. i ruined everything. =\ oh and saw naomin, siokkhoon, biyi and raquel. and anyway. we went to eat. it was really fun and it was like. whooa! i lurve 204. i swear i do! and i always will. or maybe it's just the bunch of them. i can't believe we're still so close okay. and i remember karen saying something like 204's so close and united. and they're going sentosa! -beams. too bad cheryl and pars ain't going. and i was soso extra. okay. then we took a bus to mel's house. and we were talking and talking. just non-stop chatters. reached her house and we changed and we were slightly off as scheduled. went to palawan beach and i swear i lurve the sun! =) i think siloso's nicer somehow. but palawan's nice as well. oh and there's this stupid sign to the southernmost part in asia. arh. whatever. so spasticated.

we found this hut and we shifted from under the trees to there. actually it's only zing and zihua shifting. haha. we applied out suntanning oil and everything and we went into the water. swam to the other side and started suntanning. and after a while we went back to our hut and asked this ang-moh to help us take a group photo. =) with mel's really big camera. went back into the water and it was really fun then there was this dog too. =) really cute. and it licked moi. haha.. and after that. somehow they swam back and suefaye and i swam to this platoon and we started jumping into the water. really fun.. oh then we decided to dive after like god-knows-how-long.. haha i guess we're inspired to do so 'cause of the guys there doing it. anyway. we were like quite happy somehow we could do it. and when mel asked us to get out 'cause we need to get back to her house already. we tried the last time and it was darn painful experience for both of us. we screwed up the diving and i think i fell flat or something. and water went into sue's nose. chao embarrassing. okay we had fun more than that. just indescribable. somehow i'm more relaxed with 204rians..

orh. then we went to mel's house. and we decided to sleepover 'cept ziying. 'cause her parents don't allow. mel's mum's really cuute. =)) and then later we're home alone. so we were like laughing and talking non-stop. somehow i thought ziying was rather left out. poor girl. oh. and we realised that someone living so near. just a house away. so darn hilarious. like we tried walking out and checking out every house if there's any window that's like dropped off or something. darn stupid. and we were like calling angeline and pestering her to come over. in the end she didn't. =( but she promised me that we will sleep over at some people's house after exam. =) i'm looking forward to that day! anyway. after that. at night. we bathed again. and we started. erm actually i wasn't that siao. they started singing and crapping around. and we took some spasticated pictures. and we went down to watch finding nemo. more like suefaye and mel's sis and mel only i think. i ate the cupnoodles and drank a can of coke and went to sleep right away. and coke's supposed to have some caffeine and keep us awake. -ponders.

suefaye left early. i think she woke up at 7 plus and i was still sleeping. i vaguely remember her going out of the room. and then mel went too. and she came back a short while later and we continued sleeping. till it's almost 12. and i woke up. she's really a pig!! i brushed my teeth and everything already. and i assumed i was quite loud already. and she's still not awake. even my handphone rang okay. hahah. and then her mum came into her room and woke her up. i was reading mags but thaat time. went down and had some stuffs for breakfast and watched the jolin concert on the tv. and left after that at 1 plus.. suefaye smsed asking us whether we wanna go back to sentosa again. and i said no. partly 'cause my dad wanted me home and that.. i had something on in the evening. and the journey was hell long. oh and i was like kinda hungry. so i ate my chocolate! =)

oh anyway. evening. i went to petrina's housewarming party. and thank goodness van went. or else i'll be soso extra.. yea. played lar. i think i was quite siansian.. and everyone was wearing like long pants and i was wearing berms. and then when pet's sis was playing the piano. van and pet asked for my hand to dance. hahaha. i was like. nonono. then van decided to play my heart will go on and pet was still asking for my hand. then i said i don't want. i think she's hurt. aww.. went up to pet's room and fooled around. first they were throwing pet's violin out. then ransacking her wardrobe. hella crazy. and i think those girls that came right. are her church friends. so van and me were like suddenly so quietened down and everything. and we decided to be mad again. started les-ing around. insane. what to do right. my kindergarten frenn.. *hurs. and then the world is darn small. van was talking online with her fren and they were talking about this guy. then it happened to be one of petrina's church friends too!! whatthehell right! anyway. went home in van's dad's van. erm. yar. sounds spastic. and can someone stop van from calling me her er-niang or something like that..? eww.

i think i'll update about the next day tomorrow or something. or i can just cut and paste some parts of my letter to angeline here. the part about my ex-classmates gathering. =) aww. i think i lurve them seriously! sucha sweeet bunch of them. okay. one or two actually. -beams.

heaven by your side;
x 12:25 am