__________a n g e l in need of a direction

Tuesday, September 30, 2003

arh! i'm totally hopeless. gave in to temptations again! anyway. tomorrow's english paper I and II. people, err good luck? yup. all the best. i need lotsa luck now. arhh. i just hope i won't screw up compre and summary and essay-writing. hope i don't get into one of my nonsensical mood and write nonsense again. =| ugh. i think i'm more confident in chinese than english. but chinese gives me headache too man. mostly because of Paper II. can't remember how every zi is supposed to be written and there're like so many tong yin cis somemore. and the best thing is, my summary and cloze passage skills suck. only my zuowen is okay. oh dear. i'm dead for L1.

okay. should be a reaally short entry. nothing much to write about. couldn't remember anything except coming back home early than usual and started mugging like mad. irritating.. i mean look what has eoy done to me? turned me to a 101% mugger. tamade. and i ain't that concerned with results last year man. i was more concerned whether i could fake and pon. arhhar. and talking ponning. i feel like doing so on friday. but mrs pey warned me about me getting too many mcs and parents writing too many letters. forget it. i shall go school and skip lessons 'cept geography. which reminds me, i haven't written the letter for last friday's absence.

hmm.. school ends at 12.25 tomorrow. and i'll probably just approach anggayleng with melissa and maybe angeline to ask her some questions. quite confused with everything on acid, base and salt. thank goodness i sorta figured out mole-concept. quite easy i think. if they're giving questions like those kinda we did for revision..

got back both amath and emath tests. i guess they're quite okay. like. i passed. what more can i ask for? when i totally have no idea what's going on.

let's see, i read through 6 chapters of physics yesterday. kinda clear about what's gonna be tested.. just 7 chapters more. than i'll start practising on tys i guess. studied 4 chapters for bio. and freaking hell realised there're like 12 chapters more i think. damnit. oh and i realised i have to write out everything in order to memorise and learn it. so it's taking me so long to finish the chapter on nutritions. i just kept on watching tv instead of revising. and chem.. finished revising on mole concept. just needa memorise it. then i think i'll go read up later and do something about it. *ughh.

was talking to yihong and kelly about how risky our subject combi is actually after school. like we only have one humanity. and if we screwed up, that's the end for one of our R5.. and geography actually has many topics to cover. but then again, we can select whether we want to study industry or agriculture more. and the other topic we can just read through. and there's still tourism.. ugh*

this whole entry sounds so muggerish. bleh. shall talk about something else.

daddy fetched me from school today. 'cause i had like 4 paper-bags full of stuffs to lug home. bleh. no idea how i managed to bring all those shits to school.

had "no apologies" sex talk last last week.. i only went for 1 outta the 2 sessions lar. erm the one that i went was in ace lesson and it was held in school. and the next one was on saturday early in the morning at pines. and knowing jac, you all should know that she'll oversleep too. =P -laugh- i woke up at 8.45 AM and that's when i was supposed to be there. and i went on sleeping. what a pig i am eh.

got this from meixian's blog about that talk anyway. quite cool.

"today i made a pledge to never have sex till im married. why? because im never ever going to have sex anyway. -________-||

anyway xinyu rocks. practically everyone made that stupid pledge but she didnt. thats called attititude okay. shes got style man.

"no apologies talk tomorrow. my class has pledged not to take the abstinence pledge. why? because there is no point signing if you don't mean it. and if you do mean it, there is no point signing anyway. if you're gonna do it, you're not going to be deterred because of a card you signed a few years back right? i'm not going to hold myself accountable to some stupid card, but to God. yay."
---source: denise's blog
[how meaningful. but i theenk she took the pledge anyway.]"

oh and i got my new phone the day before!! so exciting. nokia 6100. my brother got 6610.. they're totally funkae. but i lurve mine more definitely. =) but i wonder why daddy always gets me a new phone everytime before eoy. it was like that in sec 1 with my 8250.. or something like that. distracts me. =| haha. okay. that was nonsense. stupid moi.

and i really got my yehuimei cd for just $7.90! thanks zing and her sis! ;o)

i realised how everytime i say it's gonna be a short entry and yet it's still so long. but i'm still gonna continue typing rubbish anyhow. de-stressing. =)

anyway, on the same day that i was supposed to have that sex talk in pines, i went far east to find angeline instead. arhhar. accompanied her to sell red cross tickets. and before that we went to check out this skirt that mel likes a lot. quite nice~ in the end angie, mel and i got the same skirt! different colour though. angie's red, mel got the pink one and mine's blue! =) i got another pair of shorts for like just 8 bucks. cheap eh?

we went bugis after that and we started selling tickets lar. and it's like my goodness, the first time i got rejected so many times in a day!! i mean my flag day was quite successful. so i was like feeling so bad and i started pouting and standing there like an idiot without doing anything to save the damn situation like say, persuade them more to buy from me and stuff. but i just stood there. angeline said that i'm a spoilt brat. well, maybe i really am. but who really cares anyway?

we went esplanade after that. biyi was there and angeline's friend's there too. and anyway. she said that there will be many people there too. i disagreed and everything and she won't listen to me. i lost playing scissors-paper-stone with her. so i had to go reluctantly or i'll be like sucha sore loser. in the end, we ain't even allowed to sell the damn tickets next to esplanade and the singapore river? freaking biatch. that damn female security guard. she said we were harrassing the public and soliciting money. like whatthef---. and she came running after us twice. and another guard told us to get out another time. we cursed her back, saying she "sheng hai zi mei pi yan!" but anyway we weren't doing anything, we were just waiting for angie's fren to finish watching his concert and then he would buy from her lor. *ugh. oh he bought 5 tickets eh. then angie decided to cheer me up by buying 5 from me too..

sold 7 booklets anyway. 7 hours of com service. daddy helped me sell three and buy one. gramma bought one booklet. and then the rest i sold i think. not that bad. whee~

okay enough said.

heaven by your side;
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