__________a n g e l in need of a direction

Monday, September 08, 2003

feel like blogging again. don't know why. i guess i'm just trying to waste time so that i can procrastinate again. i guess it's 'cause these few days are so utterly boring. *ugh. cannot stand it. and forgot to thank zing. hey girl. just thanking you for your comforting and everything. you're just soo sweet you know. and hope your problem will resolve soon yea? =)

well let's see. i've finished my un project research. at least i hope the info is sufficient. but i was quite satisfied with myself and my work. as in i had the initiative to do the research first. and what i did was quite a lot. the causes, effects and the prevention of desertification. just hope julia's okay with my summarised point-form info that i sent to her. i know i have to help out with the end-product. arh. stupid angeline gave a lecture about un project. don't know what's her problem. come and scold me when she didn't do anything. and she scolded me saying that don't think i don't need to help out at the end. like what the. weird. and then i finished my amath assignment before the hols. so i was hoping that i do not need to touch it this holiday. but then grace emailed us about the polynomial identity assignment due on monday when school reopens. *ugh. forget it. let's just say i didn't check my inbox. =)

then i will have the amath specimen test paper and geog map worksheet which are like not complusory and do as many questions as you want. i guess i'll keep them till the last. that means i'll be left with:

- yuwenlianxi
- bio worksheets
- chemistry file [heckcare her. i'm not gonna do]
- ss structured-essay questions 2a+2b from workbook

and then i'll have to study:

- 250 chenyus [kaocha]
- chapter 6.24 [tingxie]
- chinese qingjingzuowen test
- english essay test
- circular measure + trigo [amath test]
- kinematics, matrices, trigo [area, sine, cosine rule] bearings [emath test]
- chapter 7 - 10 [bio test]

that's about it. sound kinda a lot huh. and the best thing is. i'm having those qingjingzuowen, english essay, amath and bio tests on the same day on tuesday. like 4 outta 6 blocks are test?! unbelievable. so the teachers really think we're superwomen! darn. ohwell. i shan't think about it. i'm just so excited thinking about what i'm gonna do this holiday. i guess it's gonna be fun.

we're going to watch the league of extraordinary gentlemen tonight. and then stayover at someone's house. and then go sentosa the next day. =) and if i'm not wrong i'm going to watch turnleftturnright with my 302 classmates on thursday. the prc scholars and some others. =)) and i promised yanxia that i'll wear skirt! =( so embarrassing. i sure will bua-si in skirt. maybe not. just *ewww. oh well. but i guess i can wear that pink top i bought in fareast on friday! =) and then if huichun feel like organising a gathering, i might get to meet my p6-ex-classmates at night. sounds okay.. that stupid goondo wants to play with lanterns. lantern fest. and then i'll go watch pirates of the caribbean with zing on next monday! =) so fun. so long since i last watched a movie with her. *teehee. then after that have to pia like mad. all those stupid tests. *ugh. but i guess they're gonna spice up my so boring life this week and the next? like i'll be so frantic and mug and everything or either that i'll just play and flunk everything again. how fun. but i guess it'll help me play and study hard at the same time? arh. that sounds totally weird. the last few sentences. forget it.

eoys is nearing. 23 days more. and i haven't touched or started anything yet. i need to mug.

mummy gave me the money just now for tonight's movie and tomorrow's sentosa trip. but i could tell from her facial expressions that she's not exactly very happy about it. *sigh. shall go and ask her about it later. she's out. and she's still not back. that's really kinda weird. and that only means that she's really pissed off by me. what to be so pissed off anyway. but she did talk to me early this morning. maybe she's not unhappy about? i think i'll just clarify and explain things with her later, at least try to reason out with her.. so that both of us will be less pissed off by yesterday's quarrel. whatever.

i'm just typing on and on now. nothing to blog in particular. arh.. digged out my photo albums a few days ago and found a lotsa photos of van and me when we're in k2. gonna bring some to school when school reopens. =)) found some photos of me and my p6 ex-classmates in nursery too. amazing how we managed to maintain our friendship after all these years. it's more than 10 years. =\ scary eh. well. i sucked in the photos man. *eww. like totally grossed out. i was looking through the photos with my mum and brothers and we're just laughing our asses off at how retarded we looked in the photos. damn comical. like me and my brothers half-naked in some swimming pool. me sitting in the sea alone. how my brothers kept drooling. 3 photos of me feeding my brother ice-cream. anyway. then we saw our parents' wedding photos. were really funny. like their clothes and hairstyles. their fashion sense last time was totally different from ours now. and my daddy was like so skinny last time!!

deleted my kazaa yesterday. can't afford to get fined for don't know how much. and sorted out all my mp3s till 3 AM this morning. stupid mp3s were like so messy and i didn't know i've got like tonnes of them. dammit. so now they're nicely arranged in folders. easy to find now. =) but there're still many songs that i didn't download.. i wanna buy jaychou's yehuimei. and a lotsa other cds. but i don't think i will. don't exactly like spending my money on cds. weird huh. i think i'm like my mum too. in a way that we lurve to read mags but we don't buy it. thought that it's a waste of money. how stupid.

found this song in my piles of mp3s and am totally crazy over it now again! best arh. now the sky's greey somemore..

cry - mandy moore

i'll always remember it was late afternoon
it lasted forever, and it ended so soon
you were all by yourself staring up at a dark grey sky
i was changed

in places no one would find
all your feelings so deep inside
it was then that i realised that forever was in your eyes
the moment i saw you cry

the moment that i saw you cry

it was late in september and i've seen you before
and you were always the cold one but i was never that sure
you were all by yourself staring up at a dark grey sky
i was changed

in places no one would find
all your feelings so deep inside
it was then that i realised that forever was in your eyes
the moment i saw you cry

i wanted to hold you
i wanted to make it go away
i wanted to know you
i wanted to make your everything, all right

i'll always remember it was late afternoon
in places no one would find

in places no one would find
all your feelings so deep inside
it was then that i realised that forever was in your eyes
the moment i saw you cry

the moment that i saw you cry
i think i saw you cry
the moment i saw you cry

[edit] oh goodness. that's like 4 entries within 2 days. i can see steph being killed again by my mass-blogging! *rotflmao. okayokay. steph. i'm going on half-hiatus after these. so beaar with me. =p [/edit]

heaven by your side;
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