Sunday, October 19, 2003 [feeling] [[ disgusted ]] heaven by your side;
[listening] [[ angela via - picture perfect ]]
[thinking] [[ that's quite crap of them ]]
[wishing] [[ that angeline's okay ]]
seriously cannot take it. just remembered how dumb i was. you know the movie matchstick man? i had problem pronouncing it. sound kinda like a tongue-twister like what zing said, and i remembered the stick wrongly. so i was happily talking to my friend at the mrt station, and i happily called the damn show chopstick man! and i was saying it so loudly. damn embarrassing. but i guess i thought it was more of hilarious that i started laughing even louder and embarrassed myself even more. got so hysterical man. =|
and before electronic workshop. oh by the way, did i mention. i was the only insane one who went there at -drumrolls- 6.30! when it started at 8 actually. dad couldn't fetch me there. thought i shouldn't waste the money that is paid for a schoolbus to fetch me to school. but anyway, it was quite a long time for me to reply stephie her letter. oh stephie? the damn reply is really pink! =| -laugh- and long as well. that's me aiight. i'm referring to being long-winded. but pink, i'm not that bimboo. just didn't know what was wrong that day i started writing. anyway. i wrote 2 sides already and i still haven't exactly started writing about certain thing! -wink- this is so funny. i think i sound so airhead like your previous letter =p but anyway, i'm gonna confess everything to you! ain't you like so honoured? -laugh-
and i concluded zihua is a dangerous person to talk to when i am bored. we were talking at around 1 PM yesterday and both found it bored to stay at home. and since we stay quite near each other, we decided to get out of the house and meet each other! so sinful. that's what zihua called "lack of self-control". we met at 2 something after i had my lunch and she was still eating lunch then. bought ice kachang and joined her and we left for library first 'cause that woman wanted to drop her books. and we just dilly-dallied and by the time we really started shopping it was around 4 PM.
practically went into every shop in tampines mall and tried out everything. we took like an hour or two to shop two levels there. found like nice berms and shirts in op. bought 2 racerbacks from giodano. freaking cheap. wanted to buy the spags. but.. don't really like it. rather low-cut behind. =\ i guess i can get nicer ones from somewhere else. i wanna get a new wallet too! don't really wanna spoil my current one. weird as it might sound, i wanna keep it. afterall it's a birthday present from zing. =)) yea. was looking around in the wallet shop. even went into toy'r'us. oh. and we saw this converse denim bag for 14.90. nice and small to put your handphone and wallet. really cute. in the end after much consideration, both of us decided to get the same bag. i think we're both jokers man. just stood there and thought for so long. oh we went to the century square too. just anyhow walked and our legs were getting all sore. and we were hungry too. so decided to stop and it was already 7. but it's still so bright! had dinner and talked a lot. reached home quite late.
i think i am getting more and more shopaholic! =| that's horrible. but i'm not gonna deny the fact that i am turning into one. =))
zihua and i were like talking about lotsa stuffs throughout the whole thing. great outing and nice talks afterall. i mean we were supposed to go sentosa in the first place. but it was raining so heavily in the morning. so we couldn't go. and zing was too sick to go i guess. oh take care girl. we shall go another day. anyway, i think zihua's really more mature than what she seems to be. more mature than me too. okay wait, everyone is mature when compared to me. oh loooks are deceiving.
we're talking about people in our ex-class and people around us. and you look around and it seems like more and more people are getting attached. we just yaked yaked yaked and we decided to be the chairman and vice-chairman of the spinster club! we're supposed to see who'll get kicked out of the club first. i'm quite sure i won't get kicked out before her! we're gonna go vjc together to spy on each other! we'll make ourselves real ugly. and the winner of this spinster game will have to decide what punishment the loser and her bf will get! hoho. madness.
and then today the cpr course was kinda funny. reached there at 8 when it started at 9 something! hell. something is wrong with me like what petrina had said. she was saying that either that i am too early or i'm bloody late. the rest she was having breakfast with and her were discussing when i will reach there at cpr course today. i guess they expected i'll do something like dashing through the doors an hour later saying i'm sorry i overslept! and they were like so bloody surprised seeing me sitting there like a retard. -hurs-
was talking hell loadsa shit to yining. about watermelons especially! i think i can't stop talking. and can't stop being kay-poh. yea. i can't. oh i'm gonna repeat "looks are deceiving" once again. seriously. arh. the cpr course was rather funny though. it was a waste of time. but i guess silly me enjoyed it more than the others 'cause i was just being a madass. we're saying there goes our first kiss to the manniquin. lucky dummy. i was laughing like hell looking at petrina kissing it. and vanessa was soo hysterical. and i decided that i needed cpr more than the dummy. 'cause i was already laughing till i couldn't breathe. and i started calling for help from yining. then she started doing everything she learnt on me. like digging out some non-existing foreign object, calling for help? and then her lips got closer. and we almost kissed! -laugh- we didn't lar. not les. was quite hilarious lar.
walked around with van, pet and qien. was quite sian. don't know what got into me. but anyway, had a talk with van. sometimes people realise how priceless or how dear a thing is to you when it is lost or gone. it too applies to people. i think i'm a nuisance to people sometimes. maybe i should stop tagging along. oh and i realised a lotsa couples, they met each other in primary school. how sweeet. -laugh- something's wrong with my primary school then. heard nothing about any couples. yet.
cousins were here again anyway. hate them to core. oh and i was talking to angeline online. talking about certain stuffs. haha. thanks girl~ you're sucha darling! well, i guess i can't feel any better now, but you're really great yea? i mean to be just there for moi. *aww so touching. but can't help but wonder why some people are so irritating. guess it's my retribution for being an irritant in the first place. people scare me sometimes. ohno. i'm scaring myself too. some words they say are just so hurtful sometimes. but sometimes they are quite consoling lar. -shrug-
brother were watching digimon i guess. they should grow up seriously. i think they should out-grow this kinda stuffs like long ago. cartoons and everything. find it pure disgusting when some people, guys especially, watching nonsense like digimon or pokemon or whatever crap. i can't imagine others who are older than them or older than me doing so. like eww. okay nevermind.
went to pizzahut for lunch today with my family. ordered the one that was ideal for 6 persons. that's sucha mistake kae! there're 3 bowls of soup, 3 bowls of salad, 2 pan pizza, 2 bowls of baked rice, 2 pitchers of coke, 1 plate of onion rings, chicken wings, and some other rings for that setmeal. i ate 2 bowls of soup, 2 pieces of watermelon, nearly a bowl of baked rice, 3 pieces of pizza, 3 glasses of coke and some rings. and i swear i died eating! i'm like sucha glutton. sat there for hours too. in the end, within one minute we left the place, at the carpark, i puked out everything. =| it was gross lar seriously. and it was so sudden that i puked on a tree. the tree was dying and small. and my mother just had to say out loud what she thinks will happen to the damn tree. she suggested that we should go back the next day to check out the tree. whether the leaves are all yellow by then or whether it will grow like damn lotsa leaves 'cause the thing i vomitted should be nutritious for plant growth.
sucha loser. was feeling quite bad for that tree lar. was really bloated then. the before and after difference was too great. felt so much better after that. but had no appetite to eat more. ate a baked potato later on. and then a bowl of noodles. harhar. no appetite. my foot.
anyway. came home and watched my brother play their play station.. heard some stuffs from angeline which ain't exactly pleasant for her. i wonder why some people just had to be that evil to her. or in fact, why people have to be that evil? gee. it's none of your business anyway, it's her life. give everyone around you a break seriously. get a life man. oh great. i don't even know whether you will read this man. i seriously do not know. 'cause seriously i won't know you've been here or not when you don't tag. like whoa. i wonder what you'll think of me next dearie. no seriously, i do not care now. not gonna be affected like the last time anymore. and just fuck off my blog 'cause you're not welcome. really. if you could be that cruel and you couldn't be more sensitive. without you, life is great. and oh by the way, you know how shallow you are? i'm afraid you're too shallow to find it really shallow.
maybe i shouldn't judge something listening only to one side. but i guess i can trust some people more than the others.
-shrug- entry getting too long again. promise it won't be that long next time. should stop now.
x 11:48 pm
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