__________a n g e l in need of a direction

Monday, October 20, 2003

i shall blog a lil before going off to sleep. =) anyway didn't feel like going to school today, but i thought i promised angie that i'll go school today and talk to her about certain stuff and certain someone. so i had to, no choice. it's quite a waste of time, but today was quite fun with angie with all our usual crap. the ORA walk-a-jogathon was cancelled anyway. -beams- was praying and praying on the schoolbus that the rain will just go on and won't stop until it was long enough to cancel that shit. we ended up having morning assembly in the hall. the sec 3s were in the gallery for once and mel was asking why the juniors are on the floor this time. i just said something like they're all out to bully our batch.

which is quite true, 'cause the school's moving our batch to the containers next year. i don't exactly like the idea. maybe it's good for us to have our own block. but i still think containers ain't that great to be our classrooms now? and they're just a bunch of bullies. first we don't get to get into the thru-train, though they really should experience on our batch 'cause our batch's smarter than the sec 2 batch this year. maybe i shouldn't really compare it by our cut-off points but the difference between theirs and ours is seriously too great. and we get to "enjoy" all these shit in containers?! when we don't even get to enjoy lessons in the new 7 or 4-storeys high building. we'll be gone by then. how ridiculous. and i think we're already used to our class. got adapted and everything to our class. just bullshitting there's this attachment to it now. -laugh- okay nevermind.

there, i'm digressing again. get to view the containers tomorrow. the class exco that is. ain't that cool.

angie that notti girl was almost late. was just fooling around after the pledge-taking when the principal and alinawee were talking. and those who're having work experience left. anyway, we were watching this show wasabi in the hall 'cause the jogathon was cancelled. it was really hilarious. in french and jap, was really coool. and it's scary how similar the daughter and father are. wanted to continue watching but they had to cut if off half-way 'cause we're supposed to go off. damn. i won't mind sacrificing my recess for that okay. quite dumb actually, especially kennethtan. he stopped the whole thing instead of just pausing it, so now we're like watching bits of the front back and continued onto the second disc. madness.

had nasi lemak for recess. it's a long time since i last ate a recess. how i miss it. -rolleyes- and anyway, it's 1-hour break. quite sian after being so used in chionging. we bought the materials for bookmark-making too. just a pure waste of money and time. i like mine actually. the bookmark i made. 4 faces with xi nu ai le. and the sentence "it's part of the reading experience" =) i mean i thought the sentence was dumb but i like my 4 faces. =\ seriously quite stupid, it's kinda juvenile for us to participate in the bookmark-making competition now. don't you think so?

oh and we had another around 45 minutes break and well, i wanted to pon kickboxing. but had no choice. thought it was quite unsafe for us to pon. was really feeling sian and i realised that when angie sms-ed me the other time when i was watching infernal affairs, she caused me to miss out some certain parts with edison in it! so i started whining like hell and i swear it took her quite a long time to shut me up. was just joking with her anyway. actually it doesn't really matter missing those parts. 'cause they're not exactly important.

we went back to class and we started chatting about boobs all because of angeline i think. we measured our waist first i think. hers was 24 inches? and mine was smaller. that's pretty funny. van was 25 or 26? couldn't remember. and then angie attempted to measure huili's boobs. and that's all everything started. she started telling us about the newspaper article she read on straits times yesterday. and then she started talking about everyone in the class. whether they've got ass, they got boobs they got whatever lar. damn comical. and the best thing was when she was talking about petrina and her having big boobs and then whether she went for sex-change. and things got more and more funny.

went out with angeline after that. went to eat hor fun and we went shopped around in level 3 and level 1 in fareast. oh and she was stuck in phuture state for so bloody long. she was trying out that white pants and she couldn't decide whether to take it or not. so we went to the warehouse, topshop and what else i can't remember in wisma. was just walking around aimlessly. 'cause i was too sian. whereas angie was so enthu about the whole thing. and then we went to taka and we went giordano and then to miss selfridge. she was trying out this grey pants and it looks good lar. but angie didn't want it. and then we walked one round in zara and went into guess where angie started her mass-trying out. she was trying out 2 white pants and 1 mini-skirt with matching tops. damn hilarious lar. i went into the changing room with her and i sat there and slept. crazy stuffs to do.

came back by mrt train alone 'cause dad was sleeping. couldn't fetch me. -pout- oh was looking at the inet and saw the thing about judo. it's quite cool actually. i feel like going for fun and you know i hardly exercise. and the timetable suits me? nothing on on tuesday and thursday. and it starts at 1 on saturday. but now i heard what some people were saying. i have second thoughts about joining. i always have many thoughts anyway even i didn't even make up my mind in the first place. i guess i'll just end up not knowing what to do and then i'll just give it a miss.

results tomorrow. not looking forward to it but the fact can't be changed that we're indeed getting them back tomorrow. just hope i'll pass. nothing else. i think everyone's quite dead worried. and i'm just so heck care. i shall wait till the last minute when i start shivering like hell or something. can't imagine now.

and amc is quite embarrassing. got nothing this year. i mean prize certificate. charmaine got it once again. i hope i get at least a distinction. must buck up the next year. 'else. i don't know. -shrug- must ask danen whether the guys got them.

enough for today.

heaven by your side;
x 11:50 pm