__________a n g e l in need of a direction

Friday, December 12, 2003

damn. angeline found the stuffs below trashy. well, i thought it's quite true, though i haven't been in love. and i'm actually referring to the parts below it. like the traits and stuffs.

anyway. she wanted me to write an entry. like fine! see your name here angie? =p okay. but it's not entirely 'cause of her that i'm here right now. i'm feeling quite bored. and i won't get to use the computer in the next one and a half weeks 'cause it'll be shifted to the new house apparently. damnit. so i'll be on hiatus anyway!

oh and anyway, i'm shifting on christmas if i'm not wrong. i realised i know nothing about what's going now. and kerry said he can't believe that i'm part of my family. which is.. well, quite true in the sense that i'm not exactly very close to them now. guess we can be closer in the new house without my grandparents? i highly doubt it though.

anyway, let's see. i watched the star awards on sunday night. and it was quite okay i guess. the actors in holland village got almost every awards available. i don't think it's really that nice.. as in the show itself. but the actors acting in it were damnit good. like how xieshaoguang acted as yang xiong. and that's why i guess he's gotten like a few best lead actor awards before and he got the zhongshenchenjiu award this year. and there was this award. wangsha and yefeng got it. but i mean what's the point when they're already dead. and one of them, all his relatives were dead and there was no one as a representative to even receive the award. ohwell. -shrug- maybe they're just showing how they respect the elders? and gurmit singh was one of the ten most popular actors. and well, it's quite sad to realise that how well he's been acting. like totally. he's a comedian and yet back at home he had a dying father. and he could hide his feelings and be like so professional in being a comedian entertaining everyone laughing his ass off when he's feeling real bad actually. -sigh-

oh and half-way through the show, harry called me. and asked me for ben's number. like why would i have it. then anyway, so i went online ['cause his comp crashed] to tell ben who went to bathe and dinner later on. and apparently ben didn't call him that's why he's calling me. like quite weird here. and later on he's asking me to be one of his extras at midnight for his film i guess? and i was like laughing away and hell no way man. quite hilarious come to think of it.

nothing much for the whole week. just watching teevee. sleeping. doing homework. trying to help out in the shifting house thing but in the end i didn't. oh zihua was like so funny. she sms-ed me twice these few days. and asked me out for dinner and lunch and to go swim with her. when my mum has already bought my meals and stuffs. i guess i really wanna go. but i just don't feel like it. and i couldn't anyway. but we'll have plenty of time to do so after i shift. 'cause we're living like so near to each other.

i didn't hang out much with my friends this holiday. maybe denise's right. 'cause i don't even bother to organise one in the first place. but what's the use when they're mostly doing work ex or either that flying to other countries for holiday..? or they don't really feel like going out? or maybe it's just 'cause they didn't really wanna go out with me. my social-life's like non-existant now. even angie who's a loner -laugh- has more life than me. okay, and beside that point, i'm really trying to save money. i was counting how much i could save if i use them wisely.. 1000 plus or so? quite cool. but i don't think i've reached that before.

anyway, went out with angie on her birthday eve. went to watch duplex. funny show. that gramma. and all her pranks. and she drove a lotsa house-owners crazy and away from the house. damn funkae. nice show lar. but my mood was quite spoilt when i went there 15 minutes earlier. and angie was late for half an hour. but i can't blame her 'cause usually i'm the one doing that to others. i'm just having a taste what has gone round 'cause of me and came back to me. and i simply don't understand why i'm always that punctual when i'm going out with you. i shall try to be late next time. really. oh and she was late 'cause she left her shoes at the jap school. and she wanted to get the shoes first but at 1 she was still at home and her dad just came back. okay whatever. and her dad was lost on the way. i wonder why your father's always lost.

so anyway after the show, i was still holding on to the burger i had not finished eating in the cinema. which was quite long. so we found a place for me to sit down and finish it. and then angie used my phone and took a pic of the advertisement of ju-on 2. which was quite scary a pic but nice too. but i'm just scared how she's using my phone like she'll drop it really. and she's mad. trying to take photos of people's butts?! and trying to irritate me by taking pics of me? which i really can't stand it. does your life really revolve around figures [boobs or butts], sex and shopping? can't really remember the last one. but i guess it's shopping or clothes. and she saw her sis and dragged me all the way just to meet her darling sis whom she can practically see every day. just that maybe there's a guy with her? -shrug-

and we just went window-shopping around and she knew i was bored from all these stuffs. we went to kino and walked around aimlessly. and she's damn best okay. she just walked off without telling me and half the time i was like searching for her instead. went scotts and had pastamania there. shared a pizza and a combo with her. quite filling. and we walked off to popular. was 8 plus by then. so we got pen refills and stuffs we needed and we're looking at the ten years' series. then we left and went to the cd-rama and sembawang cd whatever next door. i wanna get hell loadsa cds man! and that woman was comparing the prices and she could just walk off yet again from cd-rama to sembawang cd shop without me! and she chose to but the no doubt cd which is 5 cents more at cd-rama 'cause the booklet inside seemed less crumpled. which in fact was caused by the thickness of the booklet. ohwell. crazy angie.

watched michael jackson's home videos that day i think and today. was quite cool. he's, well, nice i guess? just that people misunderstand him maybe? and he's really cute in the way that he's really a child at heart and he's no temper at all? -shrug-

speaking of today, was talking to angie on the phone for an hour. going out on the 17th dec with her and sue. guess it'll be quite fun? hope 'm not that siandiao like always. i think i'm just a wet-blanket. and anyway, i think we just crapped non-stop until i was doing my amath and she doesn't really like it when i'm multi-tasking while talking to her on the phone. so yep. did a bit of amath. ooo. drank two cans of coke. whee. feeling good. and had weird-tasting chicken chop by my gramma which was quite oily.. but i guess it's better than anything else.

oh and i was on frenster these few days too. over 60 frens now. reaching 70 soon! quite fun. adding-frens-spree. whee. and i put up my photo. 'cause biyi asked me once whether i was the jacqueline there. and i doubt my ex-classmates will know who i am if i add them? yup. kerry said something about my photo though. haha. i wrote a few testimonials too. right. i think i'm just rambling nonsense non-stop now. so i'll stop now. getting late too. nites.

heaven by your side;
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