__________a n g e l in need of a direction

Saturday, December 06, 2003

i'll just blog a lil again. -laugh- it's gonna be a neverending break i'm taking.

anyway, i'm not shifting house tomorrow. -yay- probably next week though. 'cause i think my parents have changed their mind a lil. and they've decided to install the damn cabinets and shit first. and stuffs like that. so they were waiting for my father's frens or someone to go look today at the new house. kinda last-minute decision i think. not that i care a lot now ever since they've decided not to get me that freaking bedroom set i want. and anyway, it just means to pack my stuffs and all the next week instead of today and tomorrow. and i get to go out with angeline too. was thinking it's quite impossible to go out with her since it looks really messy and unorganised now.

which means i'll be able to go buy tau kwah with zing. but i don't feel like going 'cause i'm quite sure i can't wake up. and i wonder what we can do to meltan. her birthday's tomorrow. =| you know, i'll be more glad to ask her out and go out with her like maybe hanging around in orchard and catching a movie rather than going all the way to ghim moh for tau kwah. or to buy tau kwah from someone i don't even know in fact. besides the fact that i know it's zing's mum. ohwell. maybe we can ask meltan out on 9th dec and celebrate her birthday with angeline. like ask sue and michtan to come along as well? -shrug-

orh. and finally, angie could be contacted today. sms-ed her and she finally replied. and then she called me 'cause i wanted to talk to her and remained silent on the other end so basically i was just talking to myself for about 5 minutes until i thought it was awkward enough and we hanged up. and the main reason she couldn't or wouldn't talk was because she lost her voice in her local immersion. and that she thought it's quite a serious case to even talk. and she didn't want to risk to sound so low and sexae forever. -laugh-

and after that i wasn't in the muggertoad mode at all. so i was just basically slacking around the house. watching teevee. snacking. whatever. and at around 5 PM when sissyboy went down to buy our dinner, chicken chop and fish + chips, i went down and bought a birthday cake for sissyboy. and when he came up i guess he was quite touched or something, or maybe just anxious, he blew out the candles even before we sang him a birthday song. more like me singing a birthday song for him 'cause the rest are all in tampines. and he cut the cake and we shoved it into the fridge. and i started eating my chickenchop in front of the teevee. -whee- *yummyyum.

i watched the news too and saw the updates of the sea games. saw bernie lee's name on the screen and something about being third for something. quite shocked. totally funkae or funkae. and our gymnasts got a silver medal? coolio. and saiyouzi is in the team! and with the waterpolo getting gold and bodybuilders, archer and the others getting a few other medals. singapore's not that bad afterall.

just that the soccer team is kinda a disgrace. -shake head- but they won 5-1 in their last game against cambodia. but it didn't let them stay any longer. so what's the point? oops. commenting a bit too much. should talk so much when i can't even get into it in the first place.

anyway, my cousins were like so sweet. they asked my mummy what's our address though we're just a few doors away. and my mummy was like saying, why did you ask. and we've been neighbours for so long and you didn't know my address? and they were like. we wanna send a christmas card to fangru zeh-zeh [which is me]. so sweet. and my mummy was like sulking. and why they didn't wanna send any to me. so i conclude. only peishan's scared of me. and she's the only one who calls me a monster. the other younger cousins aren't! quite pathetic come to think of it. i only have like 4 closer younger female cousins. the rest are guys. as in cousins and uncles near my age. and the other females, either they're really distant cousins and aunts, or they're so much older. damn. so not fun.

talking about fun. nevermind. it's okay. at least i have a niece now. after having a nephew. and i'm gonna have another nephew soon. x) hiaks. more people to torture now. kidding.

i think it's quite boring to type anymore. gotta go!

heaven by your side;
x 9:14 pm