__________a n g e l in need of a direction

Saturday, December 06, 2003

i'm blogging now to show the world i'm still alive and kicking. damnit. it's a long dreary week. and obviously it will seem long and draggy 'cause i've been staying at home for god-knows-how-long. ugh. i don't understand why i'm refraining myself from going out. maybe because of those stupid virus outside. -laugh- okay that was stupid. i'm not going out 'cause i'm broke and i need to save money. simple as that.

and another valid reason is, i'm shifting house this sunday? should be. with all those crazy preparations going on. and furniture-viewing. this sucks. my parents are so not gonna get me that set of bedroom furniture for me. 'cause it's too expensive. but i'm so in lurve with it. totally funkae. it's like totally opposite of a loft bed. loft bed's like the bed on top and the workplace below. and the set that i want. is exactly the opposite. with the workplace on top of big drawers. with a small flight of stairs. and the bed below! arhh. my god. -sob-

-sigh- anyway, i've decided not to do anything to the previous entry. 'cause for a matter of fact, i'm too lazy to do anything right now. i'm taking a break here. after trying to rush through amath which seems like eons ago when i started. and i'm still stuck in it. half-way through it though. damn. and since when i've the self-discipline to do so? yea. that's why. i'm not gonna do every questions now. just those stupid complusory questions. -whee-

ohoh. my phone's finally back!! my darling 6600. goodness. missed it so much. but i suspect one of the shopowners used it for a day. bastard. ohwell. but kind angelic moi shall just close one eye. and never ever go back to the same place again. -hurs- and cheers! no more laopok phone which locks itself when the light goes off! and i totally missed my camera too. had so much fun snapping photos of jeremy when i got it back.

and i guess why i was thinking about what i've been thinking in the previous entry was because.. i was pms-ing! -laugh- i know it's not an excuse for being sucha loser typing loser-ish entries. but who cares. arh. angeline's right. i'm pms-ing everytime.

and talking about angeline. she wants a dedication to her on my blog. so i shall just paste whatever i've wrote for her as a testimonial on frenster here.

hey deviline. stupid asshole. -laugh- my darling angie. it depends much on my mood when i lyk to call you whatever eh. poor thing. anyway, 'cause you wrote a testimonial for me, i guess you kinda expect me to write one for you too. else you'll just kill me. haha. anyway, angie's one of my best-est and loudest frens. not exactly very matured -laugh-, but she thinks a lot. a lot about irrelevant stuffs. and when you ask her a question, she'll be thinking about another question for you to answer instead. da3 fei1 suo3 wen4 right. she doesn't listen to my problems or so it seems, 'cause she's usually distracted staring at strangers. but she expects me to listen to hers instead. narh. kidding. she takes 5 hours to decide what she wants to do. she takes a long time to wash up too. she takes a week to finish up a chinese compo due long ago. what else. orh. she thinks she's a language master. and she's blaming me for her deproving language skills. 'cause i'm kinda influential. and she doesn't know how to count how much the clothes are after a discount. so she assumes i'm a living calculator. she thinks she's a geisha too. wahaha. but the fact is, others think she looks like one from china. she's forever that lame with her stupid corny jokes. totally agrees with bryon that she needs a wheelchair. that's a perfect birthday present! she's a fragile flower, or so she claims, 'cause she's very sensitive and can break down easily. so perhaps it's enough of my suan-ing. ;) should write more nice stuffs about her. she's always there when i need her. she's forever that optimistic. forever.. that tolerant with me. she's totally crazy, funny, quite les too, and basically everything that are characteristics of a true fren. 'cept the part about being a tad les. she's super zai with all her chinese compos i never ever will be able to write out one seriously. i really dunno what i'll become without her in 302. still remember how we went through together with the others all those crazy stuffs in obs and how choon thought we're best frens on the first day when the fact was we just met each other slightly earlier before we met him. we just totally clicked yea. and basically almost everything else we've gone through together this year. thanks for everything. really. -muah-

so sweet of me! hurs. and talking about frenster. it's giving me a headache. i think i saved a list of frens on my msn list and whatever it is in my computer and was considering whether to add them and when to add them 'cause i've been adding people and the max you can add is 10 persons at any time. and my damn f: drive disappeared! it's gone now. with all my files. erps. i reckon it crashed. but i hope not. 'cause that means a hell loadsa memories are gone. the computer's really low in memory and stuffs now too. i'm so gonna ask for a new computer man.

maybe it's not frenster that's giving me a headache. it's my computer. oh well. getting a lil frenster-addicted after angie joined it. and it's quite amazing how i could find people i know long ago in mxps. and some others. and i'm adding people on my msn list that i can't remember talking to them. but anyway they added me and it's quite cool they remembered talking to me and stuffs so ohwell. or that's what i'm assuming 'cause they added me too. people like xiuling, bingyang, darrell, edmund, wenloong and brandon to name a few.

i just realised it's sissyboy's birthday today.

happy birthday jefferson!

it's kinda random thoughts for this entry. like whatever i remembered i'll just type. so it's kinda messy and not of chronological order.

i just finished typing the questions from geography end-of-year 2002 and 2003 papers for geri bf! that goondu lost her papers and she's like dying for help. and she freaked me out 'cause of her blurness. she thought geography re-test was like yesterday. how scary. and i haven't even studied. i'm so sure if it's yesterday i'll be killed by newby definitely. speaking of which, damn i hate re-tests seriously. thanks to me whom failed them of course.

and before that i was replying angie her email that i was supposed to do so long ago. and i think it's just right for me to reply somehow. and i finally told her that frenster account can be deleted. -guffaw- and some other stuffs that happened recently that i do not wish to talk about again. just hope she understands what i'm trying to say that's all.

danen was talking about beijing i think. and i realised i missed the opportunity to play the prank yet again!! damnit. it's been 1 year and 2 days since i left that place. oh. beabea's back from renda. serene too. and they're so in lurve with the place as much as i was/am. and they're making me oh-so jealous about them being able to go. and they met yanglaoshi that shuaige! or rather. yanglaoshi was in-charge of them! -sigh- i missed feiyan's grandparents. and chenlaoshi. and the food there. totally yummy and of big portions. and i still remember that damn hospital. and he was talking about rimc camp too. totally lame. soccer and bridge and other card games. and saw some of the photos taken during the camp. hilarious. and then i came across a photo of him and anrong sitting together. with him shuffling the cards i guess. and i was like. are you two cheating again. i think we can never forget how we played with zhihao's mahjong cards on the bus together in a row. and how they cheated and anrong won 4 outta 5 games.

he was talking about prom nite/graduation dinner too. and whatever competition he had with his fren. eating the most food or something. totally insane. and i read some of the sec 4s' blogs. as in those from our school. and their prom nite. i wonder what it'll be like next year when it's our turn. kinda anticipating that to happen. and i wonder whether i will splurge hell loads on myself just for that day/night. -shrug- and i wonder who i'll be bunking with. most likely angie? and what we'll do through the nite. maybe we can try clubbing and other outrageous stuffs by then. quite funkae actually.

ziying's off with her camp. quite long. but she's coming back today. -beam- angie had some immersion too. and it just ended. don't understand what schooling she had??

and i hate xinyi i swear! -laugh- she didn't tell me about the deadline and stuffs. and she's expecting me to get it done by today. and if it's not because i checked my inbox today and i saw the minutes i won't have known about it. she didn't even call me or in fact, she didn't even bother to see whether i'm clear of what i'm supposed to do for orientation and she just left like that for her stupid work ex. and it's still not an excuse to me that she's work ex and i've to temporarily be in charge of everything. it's just so unfair. and i have another deadline. 19th dec. i'm so not gonna meet it. and i so do not know how to contact yihui and she didn't even sms me her contacts as promised! urgh. i'm gonna bang her head against the wall very soon.

meltan and i were talking about the midnight and pj cinema thing. the one in cine. 'cause her mum thought she saw someone who looks like me on the teevee. and she thought since i like watching movies so much. there's a high possiblity that it's me. but it's more of like i'm one of those watching the news actually. i'm so tempted to just go for a night. man. it rocks doesn't it? and for a movie-maniac. or used-to-be movie maniac, i'd definitely lurve to try that again! midnight moviess. -whee- maybe can get sue to go together. i won't mind giving up all those stupid resolutions for a while just 'cause of that. fun. and furthermore i can't resist the urge to watch a movie anymore. there's hell a long list of movies to be watched waiting for me.

and i promised denise darling to watch lotr with her! and she's coming back like finally. from nz! miss her so much. and we're gonna ask a whole load of 204rians to watch together. and then after a week or two. we'll have a chalet. -woohoo-

arh. i'm getting back my bad habits. like what mel's said. sleeping at 3 AM in the morning and waking up at 3 PM in the afternoon. eh i wonder whether my cousins will be here tomorrow. if they are, i won't be able to sleep so late. -ugh-

[edit] zing! i just realised i can't go buy tau kwah with you on sunday! i might be shifting house! and should we celebrate meltan's birthday? -shrug- and seriously it's too faraway. ghim moh!! and angie! you lost your voice! so low and sexaae. don't worry okay. i'll try to go out with you on 9th dec. and sing a happy birthday song at the top of my lungs to you! [/edit]

getting a bit long. and steph's gonna kill me for this. so i better stop! and add and change a few links. x)

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