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Wednesday, December 24, 2003

okay let's see. it's been a long time since i last blogged. i've finally shifted. and i got my internet access back two days ago. =)) yay. everything's great now. i'm quite happy with all the stuffs right now i guess. just that i'm insomniac. and my rashes are getting from bad to worse.

anyway, there's nothing nice to write about from 12th to 16th dec 'cause basically it's more packing and packing of stuffs and shifting everything up here. the place looks good lar. at least much more better than where it is now my gramma's house. neater. and i've my bedroom like finally. my mum lurves the house a lot. and she's like asking everyone to go our house now. which is quite embarrassing. 'cause she got 3 of my drawings hung up on the wall. eeps.

and i never knew i got so much clothes. and so much trash too.

anyway went out on 17th with sue and angie. before that we finally shifted house. asked my dad to send me to orchard and found out angie was late like again 'cause this time she was locked inside her house. her maid didn't bring her key along and she couldn't go out. and we waited for about 30 minutes? or more. maybe it's 1 hour. and then we walked around. come to think of it i can't exactly remember what we did. oh that girl cut her hair. it wasn't as bad as she described. in fact. it's quite nice. we went miss selfridge and i got her her birthday present like finally. this v-necked top. 2 for 29.90. and i gave her one and kept one for myself. sue and her bought some stuffs too i think. and we went marche to eat after that. lotsa funny talks. and i was uber slow in eating my food as usual. we took some photos with my camera too. and oh yea! we went to take neoprints. 'cause of angie's stupid top. just me just you. -rotflmao- the neoprints are quite cute really. there's one with a tiara on my head. and there's another one with "mi" on angie, "mian qiang" on me and a set of teeth on sue's butt. yea. came home and slacked. couldn't sleep though. not used to the bed. =|

the next day i went to school to do the posters. and yihui and i were both late. was quite funny. reached there at 12.30 instead of like 12. and the library was empty so we had the whole place to ourselves and we were like crapping up stupid posters with quotes. finally got two versions done thanks to yihui lar. i was basically surfing the net sitting there giving stupid comments and ideas. and we went down and pasted them all over the place. those from table-tennis were there too. training i guess. and i thought i saw some from ri. i can't remember what i did later on. oh i think it was around 3 so i went to far-east and bought my yummy baked rice! and went home. kena scolded for eating my breakfast or lunch or dinner at weird timing. couldn't sleep well too that night. partly excited about the gathering tomorrow and also 'cause of the bed again.

next day managed to wake up at 9.30 and went out by 10. reached borders at about 11.10 and i thought i was late and jiahui was gonna kill me, but she's late as well. so we might as well be late together next time. =p then we grabbed a drink and started walking towards kino and the most ridiculous thing happened.

a salesman walked up to us and guess what was the first thing he said? he asked me, and pointed to jiahui, "are you her mother?" and jiahui started laughing like shit and i was screaming like hell. and he crapped alot more about his fragrance and jiahui and i were just giggling all the way. he's damn amusing for some reasons to jiahui. and i thought it was hilarious of jiahui to laugh till like that and i laughed too. after much consideration i decided to get them from him, afterall he wasted a lot of time on us. and the fragrance's okay lar. and i planned to give them out as christmas gift. 10 bucks each. not bad. and he gave me 50 cents back as change. and he said it was alright. and jiahui thought it was really amusing that i took out 40 cents from my wallet and gave them to him. finally we got rid of him and we went to taka and she got her friend and herself some present. after that heeren and she bought this bright orange shorts from 37 degrees. we bought sweets too! dracula's teeth! orh my i lurveee that. and i got my pair of slippers finally. it's having 20% discount too. nice. met up with ziying, denise and geraldine later and bought tickets for the 3.15 lotr: rotk show. got to watch it for free! thanks jiahui!! x) -muuah- went to pastamania after that for lunch and waited for zihua to come. when we finished eating and we went to take some real nice neoprints. finally. we went to watch rotk. it's damn good. legolas and gimli were so amusing. sam was like so nice. all in all it was great! but i still think it's a horror show. and zihua's agreeing on that. and i've absolutely no idea what was going on. hope jiahui didn't get fed-up replying my questions. which is a lot in fact.

then ziying and i left and went taka taxi stand waited for liting and we cabbed down to city harvest. waited for quite some time. well it started without us and our seats were taken. so we had to sit on the stairs instead. we almost didn't manage to go in but thank goodness liting's brother's in security. =) oh but i don't know why this guy offered his seat to me and so i gladly accepted it. well, the whole thing was great. got to know a few liting's churchfriends. and they're like really friendly. jason's cool. and john and zanrong are like nice. but anthony's scary. he asked me weird questions and even asked for my number. but he didn't ask zing. =| uh and he called me up. asked me whether i'm going city harvest again. quite weird. and i thought he's liting's church-friend. but he's not. he's just someone else's friend. damnit. feel so cheated. quite grossed out. and they all thought i'm like so much older than my age. around 20? erps. came home like around 12 plus. with loadsa stuffs. really fun day. but i swear i won't wear that skirt again. i won't want to risk looking like someone 20 something or even 30 something in fact in it.

had nothing on 20th. i packed everything into my room finally. and the teevee vcd player the cabinets all came. which is good. still not used to sleeping on that bed and that bedframe. i prefer sleeping near the ground more.

and on sunday i went to meet my primary 6 ex-classmates. and damn huichun was late once again. so i was stuck with 5 guys. all alone. we went into arcade for a while and i was just bugging huichun to come as soon as possible. they looked pretty much the same i guess. just that all of them are taller. 'cept for lester. after that we went to eat in foodcourt and the coolest thing was like 4 of us were eating beef noodles. not exactly cool. more of coincidence. then we feigned that we're really angry at her and she was really apologetic. so we decided to forgive her if she's paying 50 cents for all our tickets. in the end she did and we watched dixiatie. was quite nice lar. and it was quite funny. siuhong's thinking he's the main actor and sweesan thinks she's the actress. and the main actor's name's yukming. really coincidental. after that we went yi pao er hong and ordered some drinks and chatted. and anthony had to go meet his friend so we added pepper into his drink. and he couldn't taste the difference after he's back. and we started adding a lotsa soy sauce, vinegar and stuffs into it and played zhong ji mi ma. tiancai was like totally suay and he kena-ed 4 times and gulped half the damn glass down. yukming and i couldn't taste the difference when we drank though. so after everything we went to take neocards. quite okay lar. realised it's been a long time since like all of us took a photo or something to that extent for a very long time. and we went toy'r'us for a while and played around. and finally huichun wanted to go home and i went off with her. and the guys were playing hide-and-seek with yukming. and we got out of tampines mall we saw yukming in front of us. was kinda weird 'cause we thought he was still stuck upstairs. anyway huichun left both of us and we went and took 69 home. he went his grandma's house i think. was quite paiseh to make him take that bus. =\ when i'm alighting after 2 stops. stupid huichun misinterpreted my words. ohh. i met yvonnechan. was quite shocked to see her there. but i guess i'll get used to it. afterall she's living in tampines what. yukming asked some quite funny questions though. like why yvonne's there 'cause he thought my frens don't live near me. and when was the last time i'm out with a guy 'cause i'm from a girls' school afterall. don't really know how to reply. =|

then finally got to use the computer and chatted with siuhong for quite a while went to sleep and went to my brother's school to get his result the next day. and my mum's way too early and kancheong. reached there half an hour early. jeremy and i could have slept more. saw aisyah and mrs sohaimi there. aisyah changed a lot man. or i think it's all along she's like that and i just didn't get to see her often. jeff got temasek anyway. with siewheng's sister. and straight after that my mum asked sianwei out and told him to bring us there. quite hilarious lar. we went my gramma's house later on and i gave her one of the fragrances i bought the other day and we ate there. there're tangyuans too. yummyyum. after that i went to see a doc 'cause of my rashes and met sianwei, went temasek and we didn't even go in and we took 10 back to tampines mrt station. damn. sianwei was like so cute. he didn't know he needed to go back to school. didn't dare to call my mum to tell her so. and so he's planning to go to school and back home and to school again. right.

then chatted for a while with siuhong and tiancai and they wanted a gathering. more like tiancai wanted a gathering to play that game again as revenge. he's gonna bring along a packet of salt. -lmao- quite crazy. so we're gonna have another gathering this holiday. whee.

hmm. the next day. which was yesterday. we went to temasek in the morning. dad drove us there and when we reached there the first thing we saw was like tiancai standing right in the middle of nowhere on the road. he's supposed to help out in the carpark. yea. councilor. quite funny lar. then after parking the car jeff left his contact number and we went up to the hall and saw sianwei. and he registered for jeff. sianwei's a councilor too. cool. and he handed him a bag of textbooks 'cause he's not using them anymore. and we went to buy his uniform and textbooks. saw jeremy's ex-crush. june ong. whoaa. i bet he wanted to dig a hole and hide inside. 'cause my dad and i kept teasing him about her. then we decided to teaste jeff about siewling. 'cause ex-crush too. and same school. all those shits. kept seeing sianwei walking around. then my dad, jeremy and i decided to queue for the textbooks while my mum and jeff queue for the uniform. but we gave up after a while. i've like rashes on my arms and legs by then. we went to the car got my jacket and my medicine. and we went to the canteen for a drink and some food. saw sianwei there again. then talked to him for a while. he was with tiancai too. and i saw wanqi!! tiancai pointed her out to me. i think she's sweet-looking lar. not that nice. but sianwei still likes her. heh. i think sianwei must have thought that he's very unlucky to have me as a cousin and all those ex-classmates of mine as classmates. oh i pointed out wanqi to my mum and she said he has bad taste. which is really quite evil.

ohwell. went dunman later and the bookshop's closed. so we went home and i napped a lil while and sms-ed tiancai. and the other ex-classmates. so far so good. 6 confirmed. on 1st jan. then we chatted online with siuhong and huichun. quite mad lar. and i told him some stupid stuffs i seldom talked about. 'cause i was talking to ziying about it. phobia of guys!! -lmao- rg did me no good. and i told him i was feeling really weird and shy on sunday with them. he was quite amused about it i guess. he said i looked okay to him. but hella i wasn't deep down inside. and i wrote a testimonial for him. thought about it for quite long and crapped up a lil paragraph. he promised he's gonna do one for me too! hopefully something nice 'cause i really wrote nice stuffs about him. he's quite amazed with the number of frens i have on frenster eh. haha. weird. we're never that.. close. not that we're close now. just that.. it's weird that i'm talking to him so much. oh and i found sianwei on frenster. added him and discovered quite a bit of stuffs about him. and i forced danen to join frenster. no, more like i fooled him there. i told him to go play there. and he thought there're games and he joined. -lol- and he wrote two testimonials for me. =) just that i'll never approve the second one 'cause i just can't. i feel like going on a writing-testimonials-for-frens later on. but i don't think i've the time to afford it. gotta study for physics re-test. urgh.

oh i changed my number too. was counting with jeremy the handphones we had and the number of times we changed our number. i changed 6 phones and 3 numbers in 3 years. jeremy changed 3 phones and 2 numbers in 1 year. jeff had 3 phones and 1 number in 3 months. my mum had 6 phones and 2 numbers in the past few years. my dad had 6 phones with 1 number though for 8 years. coool aiight.

hmm. glen asked me out yesterday nite to do some christmas shopping. he asked me to bring along my frens and he's bringing along his too. i didn't go in the end. 'cause it's quite weird. we've known each other for.. more than 2 years. almost 3 years. and we haven't really met each other yet. and we were really close once. or at least i thought so. queer feeling. i feel like meeting him 'cause we've known each other for so long but i don't know what to talk about with him 'cause i'm not sure how he's doing now. don't really talk now. and all those shits that happened last time. urgh. and i guess he's sick of asking me out 'cause i don't go at all. -sigh- but well, isn't it just amazing how people can get so distant even when you're close to them once. harry's asking me out too. to watch lotr with him. but i'm not sure if he's really serious about it. and i won't go 'cause i already watched it. -shrug- he's been reminding me stuffs that happened a year ago. which i don't really feel like reminiscing 'cause. okay. it's too personal to talk about it here. =|

haha! going my dad's fren's house later for some dinner. don't really know people there. gonna get so boring again. and especially most of them should be guys. -cover eyes- someone savee mee. my cousins next door were so sweet. they went somewhere yesterday and they came my house today and gave me this necklace. like cute. and they came over this morning at 7 plus and saw me sleeping! and they're like laughing at me. and i didn't hear anything. so embarrassing. oh yea. in case you didn't know. i'm living on the same floor as my uncle's family. kinda fun right now.

okiedokies. very long entry. quite nonsensical. ohwell. but it sums up what i did for the past week. time to go study physics. toodles~

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