__________a n g e l in need of a direction

Sunday, January 11, 2004

i just realised it's slightly more than a month long to when i'm stopping to blog. which is.. nevermind.

i won't have the time to blog anyway. and no one will read it. or that's what i hope so.

so far, english has been great. kinda like halsall. the way he starts a new year. like playing bingo? and how angie and i won it. and then the discussion about the commonwealth essay was helpful too. he's kinda good as in he taught us how to grasp the keywords and stuffs to write a better essay. and he's experienced. so much more experienced than tinachung. though she's nice, but by the end of the year, she was all grouchy and pms-y towards us.

chinese was horrible. i've not hated someone like this so far. maybe i do. but it doesn't really matter. he's so fullashit. and he's like what the hell. so fucked up. firstly. the way he talks is so monotonous. and it's like so utterly boring listening to him. and then he's soo.. unlike lilaoshi. i want my laoshi back! actually, anyone who's a female is better than him. i mean so far, all my chinese teachers have gained my respect towards them. though their methods of teaching might differ, but i still love them anyhow. but this thick shithead doesn't. damnit. how am i supposed to know what he's gonna do for that lesson when he didn't tell us and he blamed me for not bring my textbook at all. like c'mon, he didn't say what chapter he was teaching at all. and he was so nice telling the others, "oh i didn't tell you that? so now you know what i'm teaching." okay. then i assumed he'll go through our hcl booklet. but he didn't and i did bring a book, see? so he can't just push everything to me as if it's really all my fault that i didn't bring any. -ugh- i feel like killing him. and he's like thinking how oh-so-great he is, but he got to know, scandals spread damn fast. if i'm not wrong, he's one pervertic teacher from ri who got caught surfing porn and got sacked for that. and he came to rg. like what the. the more he shouldn't be here. and i'm quite sure he's not teaching the best class when he's from china and he's supposed to be more good at the language. which further states why i shouldn't respect him. and last but not least, his english sucks. 90? became 90?C. gee. -cover face- and the rumour seems to be true.

amath's okay. i think she can teach. she's not that bad as i've thought. she's even giving revision on permutations and binary theorem. and whatever jiahui's saying about her. i guess it's more or less true that she's good. and she's prefect mistress and head-of-year right. scary.

emath's quite scary. you never know what she'll be doing 'cause she'll backstab people. -nod- she already complained about us to hochengkam on the first day of school. or was it the second. nevertheless, she's quite an irritating old woman who can't stand noise and stuffs 'cause it's distracting for her? just don't like her. and she can just pick on anyone. women like her age are fussy and weird.

bio's prama. -shudder- which is good 'cause everyone will listen. or at least i do listen to her lesson now. she's a good teacher too. and she's really funny in a way that she can't remember what she's said. really a different person when she's a bio teacher instead of a discipline mistress. chem's this mrs lim? she's really good and experienced. i'm like so relieved i get her this year instead of anggayleng. physics is still hochengkam. and hohoho. our physics's a goner.

limsiokhoon has been a great ss teacher. lurve her. she's nice and all. and most of all she knows how to teach. and she knows how to control our class i think. unlike mrs pey. and geog. i think newby's getting better. and lamer. at least she's not that scary as before. but i'm scared stiff. whether i'll fail her review test. she'll screw me for that i bet. but i thought i've got a lotsa points for the test, so i don't know. -scratch head-

i have lesser and lesser stuffs to write about. i can't remember any stuffs to talk about actually. i'm too tired.

i'm 165.5 cm tall and 47.5 kg. not bad. i grew and i didn't gain any weight. i'm getting closer to my target.

and how angeline and i started talking was totally hilarious. the way we don't say sorry. the way we write letters instead. -laugh- but i guess we understand each other better like that.

had class com election. didn't get treasurer. which i'm kinda happy about. no more weird money matters to bother me anymore. and no one will hate me for collecting more money from them or whatever. hope petrina will do a great job, though i still think she has a high tendency to lose the money when she doesn't know where her pocket-money goes to every time. but it's not up to me to judge or comment now. it's the class who voted and stuffs and yea. heck. and i'm quite disgusted by people who nominate people and yet they don't vote for them. it's kinda embarrassing for the nominee. although they won't know. maybe they don't think it's wrong for doing so. but what's their purpose of nominating them and making the nominees lose their chance of voting someone whom they think is up to the job. and it's not funny if they get nominated. and it's quite hurting when they don't get voted. angeline knows what i'm talking about. and i shan't say who they are. they know who they themselves are and they should be guilty of that.

had a library meeting on thursday. which is really pointless of me going there. and they want me to be sadako. 'cause of my hair. i don't know whether i should. 'cause i wanna cut it. maybe before new year. i really don't know. oh i'm talking about the camp anyway. and finally we managed to complain about lawrence chang successfully. and she got really pissed off about it this time. and the new system's weird. and wanjoo confirmed that she wanna quit. damnit. and we don't know whether we can have overnight stay. -sigh- this whole thing is so screwed up. i don't think i'm of any use in the exco seriously.

jeremy's like damn crazy and lame nowadays. and i don't deny i'm lurving him more and more as days pass by. he lurves ka-jiao-ing me. or that's what i think. and we're just damn crappy together.

don't know what to write about. went my gramma's house today. everything seems the same i guess. my mum teared when she thought how lonely it was for my gramma to stay there all alone. 'cause my grandpa went on holiday. quite sad. afterall we've been living with her for all of our lives until recently.

there were lotsa tid-bits anyway. for chinese new year. yummyyumm~ like 3 boxes of chocolates!! x))

-sigh- better go. have to do homework. -pullmyhairout- it's getting so stressful. i'm giving myself too much pressure i guess.

heaven by your side;
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