__________a n g e l in need of a direction

Wednesday, January 07, 2004

i'm now updating in the library. quite cool. it's the first time i ever did so anyway.

-sigh- yihui's not here and i'm all alone doing stupid jobs lawrence chang ordered me to do. damnit. i'll make sure he'll die next time. right. and yihui's here now. but she's going for house orientation. so i'm still stuck in square one. i'm really alone. besides having missliah with me only that is. and it's still the same next week. 'cause she's off to her obs. i pray there'll be some sec 1s around. or i'll be expected to do all those shit jobs all by myself. -sob-

talking about obs. i miss whatever i've experienced and met there now. -hur- like real. i've gotten over choon, sad to say. -laugh-

heard that we're gonna have only 10 juniors from sec 1 this year. which is hella little. -ugh- what's up with the school man. like every cca has 10 sec 1s 'cept band or something else which probably is what they think the "more important and main ccas". damn. and to think about it. on average, each day will have 2 juniors. and they'll definitely be leaders next time. so lucky. and thanks a lot to the school man. wednesday's gonna have only 4 librarians.

went do something just now. again. chopping something on the new books. and displaying dumb books. i wanna cry. and there's a meeting tomorrow and i can't choose to ignore it. 'cause miss pang told me about it personally just now. i hate it when library makes me stay back. and they've been doing it for a lot of times. -bleh-

so anyway, today's first lesson was amath. which was rather okay. and we got miss ko, who's also our head-of-year this year. i really can't stand how she's pronouncing every word. maybe amath teachers have a problem doing so. i don't know whether it's a bliss or torture to have her now. 'cause there's no guarantee she won't be like wongtiewkiat. =| and the teachers this year seem to like to tell us when are our tests. yes, we have to be realistic and face the fact that it's near and we have to rush and the big O's coming to chomp all of us up. and we're supposed to end it with a big bang. hmm. and i wonder if it's in the positive or negative way then.

then we had some diagnostic test for english. basically we're supposed to write like an essay within one block and hand it in to him at the end of the lesson. which was quite cool. though my mind was like totally blank 'cause i had not enough sleep again last night. there's this question on absolute freedom and it's something like the question i did last year for end-of-year. but i just can't seem to remember anything. so i chose to do the 1st question which is also something about doing things in a hurry and what are the consequences if you do things in haste. i ran out of points and i highly doubt i have enough number of words as well. -ugh- kinda sucky. but angeline told me that what i wrote the first time's very good. which probably is also one of her white lies she likes to tell me about me everytime.

orh. and i suddenly remembered. apparently this girl sitting beside me on school bus's jeff's ex-classmate right. i was right. x) she asked me whether i am his sister today when we alighted the bus. she's kinda cute. really. and she was like walking beside me and then she wasn't aware of this pillar in front and she almost banged into it. i was trying not to laugh. but she's really cute in her own ways. she's called zhixin. and she asked everyone to call her paper gorilla back in her primary school. how funny.

and PE was great. at least we didn't have to run. but soon we'll have to. quite sad. ohwell. and anyway. we did some floor de ball. quite nice. and we're like trying to hit the goal-keepers. really funny especially when angeline's the one who's one of the goal-keepers. and we're practically mad. screaming our head off. or maybe it's just me. angeline guarded petrina and had one penalty. which is like the first one and the last one we ever saw while playing floor de ball. -laugh- quite interesting.

angeline and i should be okay now. larlarlar. which is good. or else the silence is really awkward.

recess was fun. after we started talking again. like normally. and basically when angie, sue, mel and me get together. it's madness.

i'll update another day.

heaven by your side;
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