__________a n g e l in need of a direction

Sunday, January 25, 2004

it's been two weeks since i last blogged. i've lost my interest in blogging daily like totally. even coming online nowadays seems to be a chore. i prefer sleeping. x)

oh and happy lunar new year everyone. hope you guys enjoy yourself yea.

i've nothing much to write about again. maybe there's too much to write about. too much that i don't know where to start.

it's been quite eventful. like fulla events these two weeks.

first it's the sending off denise thingmajig. wasn't exactly that sad like i thought it would be. didn't cry and all. 'cause it's rather disappointing to realise, i'm not that close to her. not that close to cry when seeing her off. and the bond we used to share, the unity of 204-rians seemed to have diminished.

and it's quite fun. for those 204-rians who sent her off that is. which is quite pathetic. 4 of us only. after sending her off, we ate our dinner at BK. and it was so hilarious i tell you. can't remember what we're talking about, and all i can remember is that we're all laughing like mad.

before that zing and i were like shopping around at pac plaza. i wanted like a water bottle and a pair of nice flip-flops or anything for new year. but both of us went back empty-handed. don't know why but we didn't seem to find anything we liked.

oh and the stupid retarded workshop. on MBTI. i'm INFP. damnit. i was expecting an extrovert. and everyone practically laughed their asses off when they knew i'm an introvert. maybe i am. but i'm just stuck in the middle. and i won't admit that i'm an introvert. god knows why. and 'cause i've got equal scores for E and I and F and T. that's why i had to take I and F. which makes me and introverted, intuitive, feeling and perceiving person. x| quite weird. like i'm a feeler. ziying's a feeler definitely. an air-head too. 'cause she got 0 for thinking! haha. and petrinaphoon's like a total introvert. yihong too. and i was laughing all the way home 'cause of that.

and there's this thing about 69. 'cause petrina has a 69 on her jacket and we're like laughing about it and innocent her didn't know what's it all about. so she's like begging me to tell her what the hell it is. damn funny. in the end, weiling had to tell her what does it mean like so explicitly. and she's grossed out. i think she refuses to wear that jacket now. but then again, some days ago, i thought i remembered her fighting over it with xiaohan. ohwell.

i hate liwei. i hate him. all his fullashit spring-kaochas and spellings. they're driving me nuts. and it's so unneccessary for them. and all the other classes, especially the best class, were told when's their kaochas and we weren't. and he said that it's defeating the purpose of having it if we're told. damn him.

and i'm having a love-hate relationship with that zhumimi-lookalike mrs lim. she's really experienced and all. and i love it when she praises us and all. and she's quite funny sometimes. but i hate it when she gives tonnes of homework. like tonnes! and it's really not great a feeling wehn you realised you've like tonnes of topics that you're so dead in. i'm so doomed.

i passed my geog and physics re-tests. thankfully. got 79% and 66.something% respectively. which is already damn good for my standard. x) newby was like asking me what's wrong with me if i can score this well in a re-test when the questions are all from past two years' papers. and hochengkam. i think he's okay with my marks. but there's something he has to know. my knowledge of physics is back to zilch again. i told him about my problem.. and he's gonna help with it. let's see what he can do. if he has the superpower to turn a retarded jac into something more.. pro. x|

english's quite dry for the moment. about exam format and stuffs. but we had a second round of bingo. and angie and i won it again. funkae eh. we're just pure lucky. and she got so excited over it.

ummuchoo hates us. she's been complaining about us for like i-don't-know-how-many times. she backstabbed us in front of hochengkam and she has to be that asshole who asked our form-teacher when we're changing our seating arrangement. which kinda hinted to our class form teacher that we're a bad class. and she's not that great in teaching either. i think she should just stay at home if she's already retired.

bio's fun! x) i never really finished all the practicals last year. now that i'm like serious about it, it's quite interesting to find out stuffs you never knew. and you get to see what happen exactly too. like right in front of your face. how nice. and she's nice. no homework during this cny holiday.

went out with melissa on monday i guess. can't remember. went to bugis. ate at the food-court. and had quite a nice talk with her. x) went to the pasar malam there to check out the stuffs sold there. not bad. might go back again next time. and we're saying angeline should come to this kinda places with nice and cheap clothes. lol.

the chinese new year's celebration's like really a waste of time. 'cept the lion dances. so entertaining. and gleeenis wong. so funkaaae. like joined in the fun and clashed the cymbals for the teachers! -rolleyes- the students' liondances were real cool though. and jiahui's in it! haha. the skit was quite.. spastic. 'cause most of us have seen/known the plot a long time ago. but maybe the sec 1s would be entertained. there was this competition for the sec 1s too. like say what's the luck and stuffs for a particular animal in the zodiac. and i swear they're like so lame. and they got really poor responses from the upper secondary. all those boo-ings and shits.

and the next day was chinese new year eve. but we got the day off so i got to sleep a little bit more. and then i had to follow my mum down to my grandma's house and yea met some friends of hers and chit-chatted for a while. and then just lazed around channel-surfing. jeremy and jeff came after awhile and we ate lunch there before i went out to meet ziying.

saw suefaye on the way with her ex-classmates and we're like talking for a little while and realised we're watching the same timeslot. then went to find zing. and i think i saw harryzheng again. which was like really freaky. 'cause i think i was at wisma the other day and he just appeared from nowhere. and i was at breadtalk. with petrina. haha.

so ziying and i went over to heeren and walked around and saw wangjing, baiwei and chenjing. like so cool. x) haha. ziying got her clips. and we went over to cine and watched our shows. saw suefaye like of course. the show's like damn good. and jeremy sumpter's like really cute. especially the part after wendy kissed him. aww. and his smiles make me melt totally. but damn. he's one year younger. and it seems so.. wrong to like him now. haha. i like the part they're dancing in the forest with the fairies. and i like the part when they were all in the skies, jumping and lying around on the pink clouds. they look like candy floss. x) yummyyum.

went home later after buying a pair of flip-flops that i so absolutely adore now. hee. had reunion dinner. nothing special. maybe just that it's at my house this year instead of grandma's house. no beer this year. but there's wine! x) and i'm still the last one sitting at the table. eating non-stop. who says i don't eat. xp

then we watched the tv. and then went to sleep. the next day uncle came over to my house and we went off together to my grandma's house. as usual, i got extra angbao from him. like every year. with a set of coins. so nice of him. and it's quite funny. squishing 9 people in the car. it's the inevitable thing in my family i guess. quite fun too.

then we ate sharkfin's at my grandma's house. ate some tibits and went this grandaunt's house. met kor there! haha. quite funny la. he's always ka-jiao-ing me with alotsa funny stuffs. and we agreed to go watch movie together on sunday [which is today] but i don't think we're going to la. unless he's gonna contact me in the afternoon. but he's quite busy with stuffs in nus i guess. ohwell. but i still lurve him to bits. so funny and all. and he's rather good-looking i reckon. and he's like reaal tanned and good in bball. whoa! -beam- and he's so retarded and hopeless. commenting on whether this or that girl's chio or not. i guess we're quite close for that day. we've got to be 'cause we're kor and mei. haha. and i'm quite sure that cousin of mine's in sji. but he didn't come this year. too shy. -lol-

then we went to another two grandaunts' houses before coming back to my uncle and my houses. we took quite a lotsa photos. quite cute. will show some of you the photos next time. 'cause they're all in my phone. and my brother and kor went down to the court to play with my brother's frens. and apparently my brother's supposed to be real zai in bball too. hmmm. so most of them went home after a while and i took a nap. and then we went down to kor's house. and we're like fooling around as usual in didi's room. and taking retarded photos. and filming the kids. 'cause they're imagining they're making a movie and i'm like filming everything for them. quite funny.

the next day we went to my great-grandma's house. my grandparents were already there. and then one of my uncles, wanpeng, who happens to be of the same age as me, was there with his mum. he grew taller la. he was of the same height as me last year. and i guess he got his growth spurt. haha. i think he's so much more better looking now. no, in fact, i think he's quite cute. and i still don't know what school he's from. quite ridiculous i know.

eugene and ben and the rest didn't come. or at least they didn't come before we left. 'cause it's raining. damn the weather. i so wanted to see them. so we went to my aunt's house and i saw my niece. she's the cutest thing on earth i swear. so fair and so.. adorable. that's about it. and we didn't get to go anywhere else. quite sad la. all 'cause of my dad.

so far collected about 250 bucks worth of angbaos. gonna get somemore after i meet my grandma i think. x)

i think that's about all. i think this year cny quite sad. didn't get to meet a lotsa people. -sigh-

[edit] oh and damn kor thinks i'm like really fat. 'cause i'm 1 cm taller than my younger brother but i'm 5 kg heavier. -coverface- and the funny thing was i was the one sitting on his laps when we're in the car. i mean he's supposed to sit on me instead right. -laugh- and he's like really squashed. and his legs. poor them. my kor's like laughing away. saying how fat i was. and that i shouldn't eat anymore tibits. then i asked him what about himself. he said that he's not 1 cm taller than me. so it's reasonable if he's like so much more heavier than me. haha. crazzy. [/edit]

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