__________a n g e l in need of a direction

Monday, May 31, 2004

i wonder if i'm the only retarded one who's still updating and slacking at this time. as in, i think i'm supposed to study now, ain't i?

hmm. yesterday's celebration was kinda screwed. i wasn't enjoying myself at all. maybe i was just being self-centred. is it wrong anyway? but i thought it's my day and i should be the one being entertained and pampered and of course, be the spolit brat of the day. afterall, you know it's supposed to be MY SWEET 16 BIRTHDAY?! and it's once in a lifetime!

purrfect day to realise never to celebrate with my family if i want it to be wild, funky, memorable [not in that sense that it's sooo memorable that you don't wish to remember anything associated with it anymore, like what happened yesterday].

and who would have thought that my bro who's so gay is not that gay enough to take neoprints with me. and i was pouting all the way.

it all started when i was wakened up by my mum, who went kinda hysterical 'cause we were late for lunch. so i took a shower and rushed out. and i had to take public transport with my brothers just because my uncle next door doesn't have a car [and my parents had to drive him and his family there].

so we reached heeren at about 12.10. great. we're on time. and we had to wait for like 45 minutes for them. just too purrfect don't you think so? and my bros, like i've mentioned, didn't wanna take any pics with me! so it was a major stone-ing session. outside HMV beside the damn fountain. like thanks man.

okay. so i just binged when we got into marche i guess. it was done unconsciously really. hahaha. but the unrestrained indulgence was great. had crepes, deep fried soft shell crabs, some boneless chicken leg and loadsa stuffs. my brother was another one. he had two servings of chicken breast i suspect, and another plate of pizza. and he ate them all by himself. haha. do we sound fat to you?? WE'RE FREAKING UNDERWEIGHT! heh.

and the funky part started here. we went over to takashimaya. but they didn't know where to start shopping. so we went down to the basement and shop for -drumrolls- MORE FOOD?! and it's kind hilarious how it ended up being some kinda bread-shopping. we bought some durian strudels, which weren't appealing to me anymore then.

and they decided to go home! because my uncle and family're flying off to koreaa at night. -sigh- and we had to take the train home again. and guess what?! the damn doors shut right behind me at city hall and i was separated from my bros. all because one was so gay that he's sashaying behind, and the other who's not so gay but still as gay to keep sms-ing and lagging behind. sucks man.

poor me aight. hopefully we really can have some combined birthday parteh in sentosa. and book a hotel room there for the fun of it. and have our usual thing there. x))) else i'll really cry man. heh.

heaven by your side;
x 3:03 pm