Wednesday, September 22, 2004 heaven by your side;
hehh. trust me. i'm the only idiot on earth who dares to miss 4 papers in prelims. and i mean it. like PRELIMS. x| and i need 2 more subjects to complete my L1R5. pretty screwed huh. and i didn't sit for any science papers. soo.. i've no idea what's gonna happen to me now. form teacher didn't say much. she briefly [no actually i just tuned off somehow when she went on her usual nagging and i heard a little] mentioned that the school will help me. sounds pretty good, i don't know how they're capable of unscrewing my life anyhow. [oh and now i know why i wasn't paying attention to what she was saying, i was staring at the veggies stuck in between her teeth. after eating lunch i presume.]
the docs agreed that i'm overstressed unanimously. i've no idea why, just because there's weight loss, appetite loss, insomnia and what else i can't remember, but they can't conclude that feeling faint's because of being too stressed, can they? no actually i blacked out. hmmm. and i almost puked. the queasy feeling i don't know how to describe it. not symptoms of stress, right? right. anyway, i'm pretty sure it's hypoglycaemia, but my blood count [?] is perfectly normal, maybe i didn't tell them i drank chicken essence for breakfast before the test. [damnit man, the test was crazy. okay maybe i'm the one that's nuts. i actually stared at the big fat long syringe sucking out my blood. oh and being a mummy's girl, she wasn't beside me! oh how i wanted to cry and whine. i'm spouting nonsense. the nurse was so much better than those in china. I SWEAR.]
anyway, i'm sure i won't get into a JC in the first three months. really really.
okay. my point's pretty clear enough i think.
i neeeed retail therapy. but i'm broke. like i'm left with 50 bucks. what can i get man. i want a swimsuit, i want a skirt, i want that top, and other small stuffs, i don't think i can get all man. HOW?
went kbox today again. was dragged there by petrina phoon, and then i realised that she's with vanessa and biyi and joanna. i thought she was alone so i was scared to pangseh her. else i'll go shop with zihua and junli and who's-that-girl. i think she's amelia. that 405 chinese rep. when i reached cine, she was dancing/playing with that machine [is that called DDT?!] so much for wanting me to go and yet she was dancing in the damn arcade and i had to stand outside like a retard 'cause i was in school uniform. no nice shows, so we went kbox. anyway, i would say the situation was pretty much the same as it was when i was with my ex-classmates. ALL CHINESE SONGS. oh goddamnit. i don't know the lyrics of the songs, and they're all not in simplified chinese. and i can't read that fast. gee. WHY?! i don't understand. i like the time when sue, zing, terence and i went. at least for once i knew what they were singing. anyway, i had a fun time la actually. vanessa and co were hilarious la. like loud and crazy, loud and funny. and thankfully i had biyi who's kinda like me. english songs. and a bit of chinese.
met zihua later on and we went john little i think. or was it robinson. anyway, there was a sale. so we were looking at lingerie. haha. bought some stuffs. i think it's cool. 20% discount. and it's pink and there's flowers. and it's new arrival! okay whatever.
gonna go sentosa tomorrow! so exciting. and i'm pretty sure and determined to get a good nice tan this time. x) bikini hot babes! here i come!
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