__________a n g e l in need of a direction

Thursday, September 09, 2004

rahhh.. i'm officially feeling the stress. like totally. it's thursday i haven't finished studying bio! x( boo! and i'm left with big topics like coordination and response, transport and reproduction! shitte. and there're other topics like diffusion and osmosis and cell structure!

i wanna go out i wanna go out. where's my self-discipline?! i can't study anywhere. it seems like everything else is trying to distract me and make me lose my focus. i can seriously lose my mind like this. hoho. not a bad idea. then i won't have to take the dreaded exam.

my weight's fluctuating like mad. [whee i'm actually lighter than my mum now. look. i MUST be lighter than my mum when i'm 44.5 kg now okay. stop calling me a fat ass or a pig!] my mood's fluctuating like crazy. i don't know what the hell this is supposed to mean man! oh and did i mention, i look like a mad woman who's escaped from imh? damn. don't tell anyone yea. no, make that, TELL EVERYONE! then i'll get caught very soon. hehheh.

what makes the school think that a hum like me will take the exam seriously? i might just get my mcs again. sounds appealing, no?

wah i wanna die! x( oh maybe i should just given up on bio hmm. and pia like mad for chem and physics. ahh. sounds so much better. and i'll memorise 6 - 7 chapters of social studies only. and i'll study agriculture, development and tourism! a bit of manufacturing though. again! [wah this sounds good man. i actually finished studying and i'm revising again!] and.. i'll just anyhow look thru higher chinese the day before. my paper 1 should be able to pull me up a bit. and my summary and my compre. yea! and screw tianxies and zhaojus and zhonghetiankongs. i'm pretty sure i'm done with emath. just need to read thru the formula again. yay. and amath's a goner i better practise soon. damn it's not tough right? i'm pretty sure i can do it man! x)

wishful thinking.

better get my ass off. seeya babees~*

heaven by your side;
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