__________a n g e l in need of a direction

Tuesday, January 18, 2005

and so i had dengue fever. and i was hospitalised from friday till yesterday. and i doubt anyone knew. 'cept for the atms [aka adeline terence melissa suefaye] and zihua and julia and jiaying and i don't know who else. it's plain torture. oh sigh. at least i'm proud that i got it over and done with. my mum said it's as bad as it sounds like. but it wasn't, lah. i was so brave i could stare at the syringe sucking out my not-very-red blood. think they looked brownish. they must be from the arteries or the veins. whichever that transport deoxygenated blood. [fine! my bio sucks, which is the exact reason why i dropped it, okay?]

there're two methods of blood test anyway. one's the finger prick one and the sucking out blood with syringe one. i prefer the latter 'cause the finger prick one gave me fingers that are still in pain.

err.. there isn't much to talk about it. 'cept i was on drip and i never knew it makes people wanna pee so much. i swear i went to the toilet as much as i get out of the stupid bed. which is a lot since most of the time i get out of the bed to pee. and i was on drip as long as i was in the hospital. 'cause the nurse thought i didn't have a greaaat appetite because i couldn't finish the food. they're good. they make such awful dinners so that all the patients must be on drip. now i know why hospital food sucks.

i had an exceptionally good appetite though. i practically eat two sets per meal. my parents would bring food from outside and i've another set of meal from the hospital [which sucks like anything by the way and i don't finish eating them].

my parents are weird too. they came to the hospital to visit the aunty opposite me instead of me. 'cause they can't stand the fact that i didn't talk to them as i was too busy watching tv.

anyway. ac orientation was quite okay. i didn't exactly enjoy myself. but the photos taken seem to say otherwise. and i didn't know tiripsca is acspirit spelt from the back. how cool's that. and i always thought the calshia-terezul-and-don't-know-what-else-affair was thoroughly lame.

brr! it's cold in here, there must be some calshia in the atmosphere.

calshia are you ready? we were born ready! herrugh!

hahaha.. i could've died laughing about it but i'm also guilty of doing those shits up there. so i shouldn't comment much about it.

okay ac had lotsa dirty games. as in games that made you dirty not diiirttyy as in thoose dirty games. there're massive gaming almost every single day. make that every day. i'm quite sure we had to roll in the mud, play with starch, get wet and get crazy and all soap-y. everyday. not forgetting playing hockey on the track BARE-FOOTED. oh my poor feet. i can't remember much. just remembered an incident whereby benlim kicked the ball right onto my big toe during the human-table-soccer game. i sat down and tried to kick him and at the same time swore that i hate him like mad. think everyone was shocked. but nevermind, they didn't know i know him that well.

oh yea. that was quite shocking. i didn't know he'd go ac too. i like it anyway. at least there's someone familiar in the lectures everytime.

i haven't mention how lucky i am. i got jiaying in my class. julia in my og and my house.

and there were quite a few familiar faces around.

the guys in my og were gonecases. 'cept for a few. which i shan't name. there's a guy which reminds me of harry so badly i can't help hating him. and he's gross hairy armpits i keep noticing that everytime julia doesn't seem to know how to react to that. but deb saw it too! then there's the fucking gay guy that i couldn't stand too. he claimed that he carried everyone across the pink spider web game but i wanted so desperately to tell him that he freaked me out so much i crawled over on my own so his claim of carrying everyone doesn't stand at all. and he volunteered to do it. so i've no idea why he said he hates it. i bet he's grinning inside.

and i've to say mg girls are really enthu. so enthu it scares me sometimes. and the way they're acting and stuffs. rebecca said it's just them. i think they're just too friendly. and i didn't say it's a good or bad thing.

oh there're like two j3s that crashed our orientation group. and they're hilarious i tell you. they gave each of us a pair of panties/briefs with our name on it as presents. how sweet. shaun [one of the j3s, who's also known as the mg guy] said something like the cashier giving him a weird look when he was mass-buying the panties. they're both in ns now i think.

actually come to think of it, i'm always that siandiao in orientations. so maybe i do like ac afterall. 'cause if you were to ask me to join rj, i'd rather die. [not that i can make it there in the first place]

for one the food in ac's nice. there're a cafeteria in the main building and a cafe in the sports complex. how good's that. the rj peeps like the food. nyahnyah. just your luck for choosing rj. though you guys'd probably still like rj more than ac. and i like it so small and cosy. i think it's so much nicer than rj. rj's how cold and big. so not home-ly at all. and zihua seconds that. though i've a feeling it's just 'cause i went there when school's over.

the people there are not that bad afterall. at least i've great laughs with rebecca and deborah and julia over gabriel, elgin and brandon. and according to deb, alvin and hafiz laugh at them too. so we all could be great buddies. it's a pity how i don't try to know them well enough. nevermind. i'll turn up for og outings!

lectures were fun. surprisingly. okay i like that day when i went to school. 'cause the rj peeps came and visited us. and the lessons and the day were short, very short. i'm not sure how's school now. with tutorials and ccas.

yea. i know this is long outdated. heck.

heaven by your side;
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