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Sunday, April 24, 2005

i think the problem in the previous entry's kinda solved. i don't know and i don't want to know anything regarding it anymore. ):

and the oh-so-dreaded last week's finally over! there were like econs test [that i managed to improve miraculously when others deproved, and i know there's no such word as deproved, but y'all get what i mean huh? (:] on monday, chemistry test [that i'm sure i'm gonna fail] on tuesday, and gp test on the student's package on friday.

and monday had to start out all wrong or something. it could well be one of my worst days in 2005.

my mum forgot to wake me up until 6 am in the morning so i had to rush and run to the bus-stop nearby. then assembly was such a bore. and i was hoping that ne/pccg would be much better for me 'cause we get to chill out and yak and do nothing. but i was wrong. there's this orange entreprenuership talk that we had to sit through so painfully, EVEN WHEN, well i'm not interested! ):

i can't remember what happened during recess. probably the guessing of part II of the secret. and everyone seemed to know about it and i still didn't quite figure it out. and i remembered daryl and daniel being how irritating when they knew about it. like c'mon i was the kind soul who politely reminded them of it! ): and no thanks to jonchen.

math lecture was quite screwed considering the fact that we didn't really have our math notes with us 'cause we didn't send it for printing and i don't quite like the lecturer PLUS t'was a double-period lecture. it was pretty much like hell. and julianawong msged me to tell me there's a re-test! horror of all horrors!

then came math tutorial when danielsun asked whether i had mc to cover up my absence from test and i remembered clearly that i did ask danieltan whether there's a need to get mc and he said no. anyway being the good girl i was i told him truthfully i wasn't on mc, but i did take a pink slip. and he won't listen to the explanation even though danielong was helping me get out of the sticky situation too. danielsun's sucha fucker. he gave me a really kiampa face, said "oh so that's a zero!" and he actually SMILED. ohmy. i could've slapped his face.

oh well, danielsun's the bald bastard now. HEY. that's alliteration, right? (: [oh and sorry i just realised there're alotsa daniels. danielsun's the math tutor, danieltan's the form teacher, danielong's the class rep. and there's another danielkhor who's my beloved favourite teacher, which i'll proceed to tell you why later.]

after that it was chem practical which was like how stuffy. and being the klutz that i am, i stained my blouse with the potassium manganate. and i was like how messy and i ALMOST couldn't finish the practical on time. then the bell rang and i totally forgot that it wasn't lunch after that ['cause for the first three months it was and it's become a habit i guess], so i ran up to 7th floor to meet julianawong, only to realise it's not time yet and there's physics lecture, so i had to run all the way down to lt5! and i've no idea what's going on in the lecture 'cause i missed so many lectures last week?! damn.

then met julianawong and settled for having econs test that day then i proceeded to get my omelette+rice for lunch which desmondchng+darylyan+danielong HAPPILY KOPED 40% OF IT. and they were how happy to see me being a retard when i didn't manage to like find out they koped it! ohmygosh! like as if my day hasn't been bad enough. ):

next, we had chem lecture and for the first 10 minutes daniel, lixian, sheryl and i were all in the photocopying shop to photocopy notes again, how inefficient can all of us get man. and we went in for the lecture really late, and we sat in the first row when the rest of the class were like at the back and it's lt2?! so lixian and i decided to run up to pass the notes to them when she paused to flip the paper and i swear it was the longest and scariest flight of stairs ever! and i turned back to take a peek at the lecturer and it was how scary please!

so hopefully the last lesson's gonna be better right? and t'was chinese so i was wishing that i could use the free period in the library to study for my econs test. but nooo! i forgot to let my mum sign the withdrawal form my goodness i think the chinese teacher was like how mad at me, she was like "you're always absent, and you forgot to sign it. plus i need to hand it in tomorrow, it's really urgent.." yadayada. it was really embarrassing so i had to sit through chinese lesson. ):

then came the econs test. went the library to find out that the air-con's not working! and so we had to be shifted to some classroom and i think the teacher hated me too 'cause i took my own sweet time till 6 plus to finish the damn test. and daryl and shad were nowhere to be found to study/go home with. so i had to walk the route to mrt station alone and take the train home. ):

i like this song! damn nice. (:

true - ryan cabrera
i won't talk, i won't breathe
i won't move till you finally see
that you belong with me

you might think i don't look
but deep inside in the corner of my mind
i'm attached to you

i'm weak, it's true
'cause i'm afraid to know the answer
do you want me too?
'cause my heart keeps falling faster

i've waited all my life to cross this line
to the only thing that's true
so i will not hide, it's time to try
anything to be with you
all my life i've waited, this is true

you don't know what you do
everytime you walk into the room
i'm afraid to move

i'm weak, it's true
i'm just scared to know the ending
do you see me too?
do you even know you meant me!

i've waited all my life to cross this line
to the only thing that's true
so i will not hide, it's time to try
anything to be with you
all my life i've waited, this is true

i know when i go
i'll be on my way to you
the way that's true

i've waited all my life to cross this line
to the only thing that's true
so i will not hide, it's time to try
anything to be with you
all my life i've waited, this is true

heaven by your side;
x 12:15 pm