Saturday, April 16, 2005 heaven by your side;
it's just scary how ziying and i are so telepathic. we know just what each other's thinking/feeling most of the time. but i like it all the same. that's what we get for being so transparent with each other. it's like we're so alike. maybe it's just being influenced by each other [and hopefully the influence's good. (: hahaha]. it's just a reallyreally nice feeling to have. (: loveyaa okay!
and we have so much to tell each other. and sometimes the best conversation's to sit there and not talk, yet know what each other's kinda thinking about.
you know i'm missing you a lot too.
seriously, there's no one to laugh hysterically with, no one to share deepest darkest secrets or juicy hot gossips with like immediately [like how we used to run to each other and start screaming outta nowhere, then we'd try to calm down and hold our excitement, then we'd tell what we have to, then we'd just scream and laugh and crumble onto the floor, and we know how retarded we probably have looked like by then], nothing much to look forward to without you in school, no one to keep me sane and the same now.
ah it's like B1-B2 knowing what each other's thinking. and we do the look-at-each-other-thing it's so scary sometimes with all our smirks and raised eyebrows but they're still funny and they mean alot to me!
i miss having close friends near me. like totally. i don't have anyone to nag at me for ponning school again. i don't have anyone to know just what i want without me saying anything. i don't like the insecurities i'm feeling right now, yet i know i can't do much about it but to try to make the best outta the remaining 1 year 8 months i have in ac. i miss the hugs i used to give/get too.
there's this emptiness in me but i don't know why i'm feeling like that.
sigh.
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