__________a n g e l in need of a direction

Sunday, April 24, 2005

yeahh. and i forgot to mention why danielkhor's another sucker. our class had physics practical with him on tuesday. so when he finally saw me, he's like smiling.

danielkhor: "jacqueline! what happened to you. finally you're in school! you skipped physics test again. i think you've got a fear of physics! i'll make you drop physics if you don't come for the third physics test!"
me: "nooo! i was sick the whole week."
danielkhor: "okay! so re-test today!"
me: "but.. i've to go home to take my medicine later."
danielkhor: "what?! you're sick and you didn't bring your medicine?"
me: "nonono. i didn't bring enough."
danielkhor: "okay! re-test tomorrow after school!"
me: "oh okay."

you could see the shock and stress i had on my face later. after school and on the way home plus at home at night.

the next day, i went to see him, deciding that i should get it over and done with, even if i'm not really prepared. and he had to smile, and then tell me, "oh re-test's on week 9 or week 10."

ohmygoodness. i wanted to slap his face please. to think i was fussing over it for nothing!

tiffany my galpal crashed on tuesday, thursday and friday. quite sucky 'cause tuesday i didn't really get to talk to him 'cause i was busy studying my physics test. ): and he said i was like how dao! haha. but i'm not yea? (: then his comp kinda crashed on wednesday when he wanted to remind me to bring my money for newsweek! haha. anyway i forced him to give me a discount which was 15 bucks at first, and we realised that the usual price's actually 20 bucks more than what we'd expected, so i cheated his mum's money as well! (: haha. and i was on my mission in wasting his msgs so that he'll exceed his limit and i'll see whether he'll kill me "silently". and i had to lug the gp power book with stupid newsweek and my PHYSICS TEXTBOOK it was really heavy i could've died. and i was so looking forward to friday after school 'cause jiaying, ryan, crystal and tiff might crash, then ryan and jiaying decided not to turn up. i was kinda disappointed but it was still all fun at the cafe chilling out and of course in front of the sports complex watching bits of the rugby match and fooling around with the oldbies. (:

met up with zing the next morning! (: another one of our breakfast dates! i miss that girl hell loads. was complaining to her how superficial and fake jc life can get, very complicated as well. so much so that i'm beginning to not know how to make myself happy, in other words entertain myself. i'm like how stone-y and i'm how deprived of hugs. ): zing! ohmygosh. we forgot our huggg. i think i'm really emotionally drained and mentally exhausted. i don't feel like thinking, i don't feel like mugging, i don't really feel like going out and have my retail therapy, i don't feel like watching teevee too, i just don't feel like doing anything. what's this?

anyway, went to meet the class later. i mean part of the class. okay fine, t'was supposed to be daniel, daryl, myron, lixian, shadrach, sheryl, tim, ryan and jiaying but myron and lixian had to leave for some church stuff, shadrach and sheryl and ryan and jiaying couldn't make it in the end. daniel and daryl had to leave when i just reached, but they stayed on to wait for me finish lunch. didn't quite feel like eating, probably lazy 'cause when i gave my food to daryl and he tempted me by trying to feed me, oh his fatherly instincts, muahha. i actually finished everything! he was commenting on how lazy i am 'cause of that. daniel and daryl had to go off so it's just me and tim, i mean tiff.

we walked around in taka, and then we went orchard library 'cause i wanna study physics and he could teach me. plus i wanna meet zing whom i felt so guilty towards for pangsehing. saw you-know-who and we ran away! t'was damn funny. both of them were like saying the exact same thing later about each other whacking each other. i'm like "huh?" and i started laughing. so after that i was bugging tiff to go watch a movie with me and he kindly rejected me and made it whine for like say 1/2 an hour 'cause i can't go home i needa wait for zing to go home with me and he's DYING to get home when there's nothing much to do when his comp's like how screwed. in the end we went popular and stoned for 3 hours. we were talking about a lotsa stuff like primary school and secondary school and tys! and all the stupid exams and textbooks. how mugger can we get! but it's quite cool. at least i know i'm not the only one who seems to have a deprived childhood. (:

after that myron and lixian joined us for dinner. so i had to pangseh zing. sorry! ): then i was complaining about how i wanted to watch a movie and then myron suggested that we could watch pacifier so we went! damn tiff! i think he's something against me. myron just suggested it and he agreed! and i had to bug him for 1/2 an hour and he still refused to move his ass and we had to stone around with stupid survey forms to fill and rejecting to donate money. oh and the stupid condition was that i'd to behave and keep quiet. it was damn hilarious please! how to keep quiet! and tiff had to sit beside me and he kept whispering to ask me to shut up. whatthehell! oh and the coolest thing of all, jean was in the same theatre watching the same damn thing and we didn't see her! she was in the food court too when we went to eat. how cool's that. she saw us but we didn't. how blind can we get seriously. oh after the show those two guniangs refused to take neoprints. you know how it always ended up with 4 of us. the other time it was with desmond the sleepover group! so lixian and i had draggg them outside the shop. tiff thinks it's obscene but ohwhatever.

t'was quite a fun day la. though it would be better if others could join us too. ): i miss the oldbies.

heaven by your side;
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