Monday, October 31, 2005 heaven by your side;
i think everyone's a depressed soul putting up a very happy front somehow. that's what most of the people i've talked to are i guess. sadsad people we are.
haha. i think i should stop thinking so much else i'll freak myself out soso much i'll cry.
i believe i'm mad now. i'll stay single forever already i swear. another who'll-get-attached-first bet. honestly, who the hell wanna get left on the shelf? and so why then am i that happy about my 100% chance of winning the bet and risking being an old ugly spinster for the err, rest of my life?
shrugs.
i think it's ironic how we wished we're older when we're young, and now all we yearn for is to turn back time and be young once again. and everything seems to be magnified when we're young, somehow. the length of a year for instance. it seemed reallyreally long when the holidays would finally arrive then. now, all it takes is just a blink of the eyes. ):
had a 3-hour conference call with julia and melissa this morning. from 1.30 AM to almost 5. i think that's like one of the best things that's happened these few months. nice catching up with the girlies, though i didn't talk much. sweet enough to hear them talk/gossip/chatter away like we did in sec 4 and reminisce the good ol' times. (: miss them loads. and i'm so prouda julia, so hot. (:
[edit] alright. may i add too that i think i'm the dumbest thing alive now. [/edit]
it's the hardest thing i'll ever have to do
to turn around and walk away
pretending i don't love you
x 6:02 pm
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