Tuesday, November 01, 2005 heaven by your side;
why is it that the person you love/care about/need the most shows you the least care/concern when you most need it.
why is it when you're outta depression and everything gets slightly better, the friends start coming back to you altogether.
maybe 'cause i shut all of them out together when i'm in that hellhole, ignoring them even when they're trying to reach out to help. then i'll wallow in self-pity and what-not which makes everything else more miserable and exaggerated than it is/should be.
it's intriguing how songs can evoke memories of the past. that thing you do by the wonders reminds me of my sec 1 orientation and the class so much, superstar by jamelia triggers all the memories of old sb8. and random songs remind me of all the special ones too. ): miss them all.
i think it's over.
knew the signs wasn't right, i was stupid for awhile
swept away by you and now i feel like a fool
so confused, my heart's bruised
was i ever loved by you?
i think i'm shifting again. ask me for the url if anyone of you wants. i feel it's high time i should get the blog a bit less linked/publicised/whatever.
class chalets and a few sleepovers coming up. finally some stuff to brighten up my day. (:
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